Casting Call: Open Audition for Hell’s Kitchen Season 9

Dear Wonderful fantastic Hell’s kitchen I really love your show more then any show in this world. You are the Best are I really am happy about you giving me your time and yes I will be coming to Chicago for Casting calls and Los Angeles address zip is not complete and so I Feel great about going there but all I Can say is Thank you.

Hobbies Music Fanatic Hard Rock,Bush,Creed,Stain you name it I Listen to it. Play Volley Ball and Free Movies here in Seattle Washington with people and some are chick flicks, Drama and R and PG and go to Small Dances at the park country,jazz,blues,rock and roll and just love to fly kites.

Great movies like Mamma Mia and The Last Song and How to Train your Dragon and Lion king and Beauty in the Beast will make me cry. A Tree Grow in Brook land and it is a Wonderful life will make me want to Cry.

Proud of learning how to cook different each and every day for 365 days my father asked me to cook a different meal each and every day and I Did it, I got a cook book on How to cook chicken 365 ways and applied that to all meats and of course you can use it for every kind of meat but if the meat is salty then I make Roman sweet honey meats. Proud of myself for learning how to grill and slow bake meat.

Do I have any special talents well I Do Tarot Card Readings for free and that is fun for me to know personal things about people just by them telling me there sign and I Love to do it and help people and I want nothing but a smile and of course some people are crying and running away just like Carol Scott off of Season 7 Hell’s kitchen there are some personal issues that she can tell you about street up but of course she was nice and kind and wonderful to me and of course I am going to remember her forever.

Lazy people who are full of it meaning there words don’t match there actions and funky people who don’t shower often and Dirty people who won’t clean up.

Nice and kind and will do anything to get people feed quickly and just be thoughtful and respect people that are worth while.

I can’t stand to eat or drink on a boat and so no matter how hungry i am then that means a doggy bag because eating on a boat is not going to happen and of course if you want me to not eat, then stick me on a boat.

Pet Peeves Funky people and Messy people, Flirty people that i do not want.

I am there for the job, And every one knows why they are there and of course I am not going to be up in any ones face Bragging about it and it is about me and what I Want and I am there for me and yes I am down for the job and new life and saying goodbye to Seattle and to me this is much more then a job it is about my life going in another Direction and let me say Happy Birthday Chef Gordon Ramsay Happy 44 Birthday to you and of course I am old and Fat but I am there to get out of here and I am going to work harder at Hell’s kitchen then any place in my life and of course I will be dropping some weight because I am going to run around and really give it my all and most of all respect the menu and know that it is Chef Ramsay Creations.

CONTACTS Micheal Sanders 1-425-572-5608 or 1-206-324-8929 Mrs Sanders and I Known this people for 41 years and they will get a hold of me and the address is 12107 S.E. 174th Lane ii202 Redmond 98058 and that is my best friend but I am so happy to be in contact with you such a wonderful understand group of Hell’s kitchen and Have a great day and take good care and I am just sending you more information about me and of course all the information that I sent to Los Angleles and of course that address it is not right?

Competitive Yes know that there is freedom of speech among other workers and any one can say anything and that is freedom and of course I want the job, I am no there to help some one else get the job, I am there for me and I will jump throw hoops for this job, The best job in the world.

Pressure means people coming in and wanting them to enjoy themselves without hunger and pressure feels good to have something that needs to be done and as the work is complete all the pressure is gone and it makes you want to smile inside because you have made other peoples day happy and that makes me proud inside.

Pressure to create something in record time and thinking and time is thrilling.

Creative cook and putting meals together that taste good separate and putting it together on a plate that looks like a piece of art and too pretty to break into. Style of cooking Mexican,Italian,Soul Food and step out of the box from time to time but Deadlines and style of cooking has always been up to all the places I have cooked at like ram cafe sports bar and Grill we had to go in massive directions on the food? Example We had a Burger call the natural Fresh alfalfa spouts,cream cheese and guacamole,crisphy lettuce,slice tomatoes,onion and Swiss Cheese, over a charbroiled patty and BBQ Bacon Burger seasoned with Cajun spices and topped with Pepperjack cheese,lettuce,tomato and mayo and we had Teriyaki sauce burger grilled pineapple as well,cheddar cheese,tomato,lettuce and mayo but it just depends on what I was told to cook and hand to grill steaks and which is something I am really strong at but Desserts Cakes and Pies and Cookies and Cheese Cakes with a crispy bottom. What ever the Menu And Cook Books said and of course I Have worked at some places where the food got engraved into my mind, I Have looked in some cook books that said Top Secret. At the Hilton Hotel with Robert Korn. He was A Chef I trained under and I really enjoyed his cooking style.

Criticism is Positive to it and will never make those mistakes again in life in life something has to happen once and that is enough to me a life time.

Criticism is being told that I am not doing something right and that it needs to be corrected and that is all I am going to do is do better and better and do nothing to get on Chef Gordon Ramsay Nerves I want to make him Happy and Calm and at ease and I am not there to make him up set and follow the rules.

Two rule models Chef Gorden Ramsay for Giving me hope and passion and making me want to cook again and share and The Police Department Because each and every day they put there lives on the line and they take care of each and every one of us human being and they protect us and keep us safe and They are nice and kind and love all the people in the world and They are the Power in protection for the world.

I love my parents but I Loved my grand parents more because they where really old fashion and knew are who family history and they just put it all on the table and that is how I really understand myself more and look at all of me and yes I am Roman and Black and Irish and Nigerian and I Am blended and of course my mother would leave out half of what makes us,US but really enjoy who I am Little French along but that is why I Love to Bake my grandmother took me aside and had us baking french rolls layer with butter,cinnamon,raisen,brown sugar bread fresh out of the oven.

Me and my mother had are ups and down and my father was really sweet and wonderful and we had some of the most amazing times going to the space needle seattle center and just riding the rides and going for lunch and just talking was breath taking playing games those moments you just want to put in a bottle.

Full medical covered 100% I love my parents and miss my parent and I could never home. Brother and sister left and we are not down with each other and I don’t spend any time with them and it has been that way for 20 something years we are strange to each other and there will always be love but we are not a family and they are freaked out because I Look allot like mother and it makes them feel weird.

Life Changing Seeing Hell’s kitchen for the first time and seeing you insult people I always wanted to do that was told not to and as I was growing up I was always told if you can’t say something nice about something don’t say anything at all and when some one would push the food at me and I did not like it something harsh would come out of my mouth and The person would start crying and my mother said the words hurt people and from that time forward I would just be polite and not eat the food and when they pushed me to take it home I just feed it to a dog or give it away.

Chinese food Because I am Crazy about Ginger and Hot Spicy Food and just simple steam rice and won ton soup yummy.

Soul Food Ham hocks,Red Beans and Rice and Corn Bread and Peach Cobbler in cinnamon butter crust and the reason I Love this meal because my grandparents and parents love this dish and another is Cabbage with Bacon and Onions and garlic and smoother chicken and onion gravy and rice with Baked Cinnamon Rolls with green raisens and cream cheese butter frosting. BBQ Ribs,Hot links, Chicken with Potato salad and Mac and Cheese and Green Beans and bacon and Deep Fried crunchy onions on top.

The Taste of the food is very Important but putting the food on the plate to look Beautiful is Key to having them want the plate and to eat the plate of food, The Taste is more then anything.

I have to give myself a 9 for sure to be honest.

I can’t live without a knife. Have to slice and dice everything in order to Cook.

All my Cook Books I know them by Heart and it is in my head.

Teriyaki Wings with Celery and Carrots sticks and Ranch and Honey mustard Dressing. Fettucini Alfredo with chicken and red peppers and mushrooms and another dish Steak and Garlic and Onion and Rice Pilaf and steam carrots made with brown sugar and nutegg and cinnamon.

Will learn fast and will study and understand each station and cooking times for all the food and what goes out with what and I am a fast learner.

I am short and can’t reach real high for things and that is my weakness.

The only 4 shows I Like is Hell’s kitchen Kitchen nightmare and Chopped because it made you think hard on your feet and you have to create what is in the mystery box and of course they are eating the food and some rudeness hits the show and I like mean people and Masterchef. I Don’t like sugar and spice and everything nice it is just bland and boring and that is why Paula Dean and Martha Steward put me to sleep.

I don’t own a Restaurant but some who does can’t make enough money in there own place that is greedy and to want more, That is like king Tut taking all his Gold.

Favorite Contestant has been Micheal because people came up to him to tell him his food was good and I Have not seen that since except for family but no other person.

Motivation is leaving Seattle and packing my bags and making that step toward a new life and having new rules to follow and having the freedom to speak my mind with no limits and cooking for a whole brand new crowd of people who I have never ever seen or spoke to and really just getting the truth and having some one tell me every step of the way that I am doing everything right of course I Want to be judged and of course mixed in the Honesty is so worth while.

Compete in Hell’s kitchen is to win and to get the job and that is the reason I Want to Compete.

Gordon Ramsay is Hard core and straight forward and shoot from the Hip and Pushy and Aggressive and Love the Cursing and Straight talk and love to be there for the insults pushed at other people.

I wanna win and just move to another state and start a job and just leave Seattle for good. But it is more then just a job it is a new life. I am fully covered medical wise.

To Every one who shows up at Hell’s Kitchen I am there to win and I will use up all my fatness for that and really run around getting things done to win and as times goes by I understand what team work is all about and getting down to the wire meaning Dream the work and do the work and understand if you do it right and meet Chef Gordon Ramsay standards and keeping up with his standards is the only way.

People can get carried away with Drinking and it is not good to do it so Heavy since you know you have to go back to work Because of the heat and you really have to think about your work and if some one next to you can’t remember there station, You Pretty much have to take over and help them out Because if your team is Punished for your side being weak then your going to be tired and therefore you can crack and of course with the pressure and frustration of not getting people feed is enough to send me into over drive, Because I do not want to shame myself to the people that come there to eat, Because they are Hungry and want to have conversation and just enjoy there meal and with doing that will make my day and team work comes into play and if I do not get along with some one on the team, Then I will keep helping them any way but I am not going to spend hardly any time with them.

Very light Drinker and so a small amount means I am wasted in no time. I rarely drink and it could be as little as 30 days out of the year. To be Honest.

I have worked over here in Seattle my whole life and the jobs that did not make me happy was Paper Girl for Seattle times and Seattle P.I. and that was the first job I ever had Did it for 6 and Half years and I only did it so I could get Good Birthday and Merry X mas gifts for my whole family and Uncles and Aunts and Grand parents Gifts. It made me really happy to get nice things for the people I Love and to be able to save my money for a rainy day. But that was in the 70s.

List 3 Jobs Hilton Hotel Prep Food for main lobby and The Top of the Floor as Well and light Baker and had to work the hot side and cold side of the line and both kitchen shared me? Salad Dressings and Stir Fry sauce and Tartar sauce and Cocktail sauce, Pasta Salad and Salad toppings stocked up the area for that. Pacific Dessert Company Baked all day long Because it was all gone Before the Doors where Closed Just Get something in the oven and there was a list of things to bake and cheese cake was one and cookies and coffee cake with blueberries and strawberries and apples and free style baking as well but you can smell it when all the windows are doors where open the smell of cinnamon and butter all down the street but people used to come in and just buy everything before the doors where closed and of course if I ever had two days off, I always had to leave all the back ups for some one to bake when I was not working there.

The Little Deli Baked all my own meats and stuffed them with veggies and herbs and made specials out of it and Soup Home made and two per day and 3rd as a back up and made potato salad and cold rice dishes like Curry rice with chicken and Veggies and it is served cold and did some with meat and some without but that was something that was already put in containers as sold along with cookies and lemon cheesecake bars and blueberry bars and of course the menu I followed and added on my little twist and pretty much just ask the people what they wanted and set a price to it as well and for example if some one said they did not like raisins in cinnamon rolls then I would make plan with the cream cheese frosting and or make some with roasted walnuts. But pretty much a people pleaser and that what brought people in to eat but when I started this job every one quit and I took over and ran the books and set the weekly budget. I had to hire a few people to come in the clean up and wash dishes and bus the tables and everything was fine.

Reason for leaving job, Working over time and having your boss hand you a check for the 80 hours and then have you another check for the extra 10 to 20 hours without over time on it. Reason I left over jobs some one gets sick can’t make it in and I end up doing there work and of they quit and then the boss will not hire some one else to do the work and then I am stuck with it and no raise. People wanting to get it on and when I Turn them down my hours are cut back and other people on the job are nice and give me there hours to help but it game playing from there I have to take hours that differ from there hours and so I don’t have to see them and that happen to me at the Ram Cafe Sports Bar and Grill and John Herrington was my boss and I did not wish to have him lose his job with a wife and two children to take care of and so I had to find another job and leave Because I Needed to work and So that is when I Switch to Hamburger Marry and they had a Menu but it was a Creative job and you bring in what you know and if it sales then you can come in and work and create and my items worked well but problem was that they wanted my secrets and pay me nothing and so they can do it themselves, I was not having that.

What type of food High Class and Low Class food but all in all I Have did some Greek food and Italian and Mexican and Soul Food and Baking everything under the sun.

Fast Food at Burger King was something and it is all about getting the food out fast and of course we where jumping but it help me bust my butt running around and fast is key and listening to orders.

Dicks Drive Inn on Broadway The food is simple and easy and boring and I Just needed money but I was not a cook I was a Cashier and Prep the food slice the potato and mix there tartar sauce and measure milk shakes. I left the job giving 2 weeks notice Because I was going to go off on this girl who was slow and lazy. But I went into a program to go to Nursing School and only did that for 6 months I did not want to do it any more because it really gross me out.

This week is going to be something Trev is on the chopping block and just wonder what is going to happen to him and of course he looks like he is going to pooh his pants and of course He looks scared and he could be getting the boot and the rutabaca chips that where burnt. And He often takes the most wonderful times and kills it and Talking about food The Potato Chips I like the most is Hawaiian Kettle style Sweet and Spicy Luau BBQ is something I enjoy with any sandwich and that is something that is made with Delight and off the hook.

I am leaving town after Thursday which means I am going to Chicago and Thank goodness I try again and Hope and as long as you have hope but there is going to be so many people there and of course only time will tell?

Season 8 is something else and it is hard to really find one person that I like and it can’t be based on there Humor and Jullian is funny she always has something funny to say.

Good Morning and Happy Birthday Chef Gordon Ramsay have a Beautiful Day and may it be a Flawless Day and Great Day and may your day be fantastic from the time you wake up until the time you go to bed. Have A Happy incredible day and take good care and I am wishing your family and friends Good Health,Good joy and wonderful life.

Rammstein is Music I Listen to, and it is German music and my husband is German and it really hurts his feelings but He never has to meet you and Sabotage has been on his half,Because he dislikes the way you talk to people but it does not bother me and matter of fact it makes me feel free and at ease to not have to be in such a straight lace and tight area of people meaning goody good and sugar sweet.My Friend John is some one who lives in my building and he will tell me point blank if you tried to contact me 1-206-933-3554 and Koa 1-206-550-8689 you can contact and they will contact me.

Two more days to go and then we can see what is going to happen to Trev in so many ways He is good when it comes down to creative meals on his own and as part of a team He has a tendency to make himself center of attention and wants to gain credit throw others and He has to remember he is not there for them he is there to prove himself to one man and that man is Chef Gordon Ramsay and Happy 44 Birthday Sir and Hope you have the most amazing day from start to finish and I am glad to be able to have some type of communication with Hell’s kitchen The Best Cooking Show In The World.

For years I wrote letters to the ex crew of Hell’s kitchen and Barely got any attention and sent letters and cards and update information and got nothing and then I found out that I was being Sabotage from my own House hold and that was my Husband Justin Feierabend and Because he is German. The Remarks you make don’t bother me one little bit and I know you don’t like fat people and I know no matter how good I do your going to make fun of me and that is not going to break me one little bit and I won’t crack and crumble and of course I won’t get home sick and start to wave out like all this other people.

Happy Birthday To you Chef Gordon Ramsay and this is a Bright New day and Your another year older and you have Wisdom under your Belt and of course Happy 44 years old to you and I will be 48 November 23rd and I am 3 years 2 weeks and 1 day older then you and of course your going to jump on my back if I can’t come out Flawless and I know your Going to call me a Fat Bitch in front of the world and of course I am going to treat you with kindness and Being sorry if anything is wrong but for each wrong is a step out the door and I am Hell-Bent on just getting everything right and so I can spend each and everyday until the last at that location at your Beck and Call and Being Creative and doing your food and I am wanting a Job and I will lose Massive amount of Weight working my Ass off for this job and that is my only goal and that is the reason I often try to keep in torch and let you know that I really respect the show and I Think the show is fantastic and wonderful and there is no other show on this earth like it and it is rare and it is emotions and feelings and it is all wrapped in one.

Dear Hell’s kitchen Happy your Back and thank you very much for your time and I know that you are pressed for it and All I am doing is statements of my point of view and there are people out there with there own business and they must not be making a massive amount of money if they are trying out for Hell’s kitchen Because if they have there own place and there food is not creative enough to have business to the degree of the prize money for year but it is all about some one who would really appreciate it and some one who would never ask for a raise again, Because that is more money then any one can use and of course I would give some of it away to 2 people I really love.

The Casting Calls are on its way and every one who has applied before has to apply again and if your don’t live in that state you have to take time to travel again and hope they see something in you to give you a chance and I heard that each person is hand picked by Chef Gordon Ramsay Him self and it is going to be something and of course too bad no one from Hell’s kitchen will not pick up the Mess or information from the other group of people that left the information go to the new staff but again we are all starting over again and that means train and plane and bus or drive every one is on its way and they will say a little but it is just like winning the lotto walking throw the door and to each there own and to they self be true.

I am paying attention and finding something to say and I am reaching out to say Hello and have a nice day and take care and know that your working hard and that you have open the line of communications to each and every person and of course everything takes time and just let us know when the right 16 people are picked out and we will watch 9 but of course who would not want to be a part of that.

Hell’s kitchen is all about the Truth of your meals and what you think is good and what every one around you tells you and keep in mind he is not your friend and he is not family and your going to have the Truth no matter how Brutal and Harsh your feelings are going to be hurt but on the other hand You could please him and he will like it?

Think fast on your feet and it is a War in Hell’s kitchen. Every day has to be a Good Day at Hell’s Kitchen and always wake up on the right side of the Bed and Walk on Egg Shells.

Run and work and help the group of people your working with and so the other side is picked off.

Never throw any one under the Bus, Because your Team can lose and you have to get Punished?

Reason I Left jobs Because people would not clean up after themselves and They would come to work sick instead of staying home and getting well. I hate big time flirting when it comes down to work.

I like Nice people who are helpful and work as hard as I do. With a Team like that I could stay forever But Hell’s kitchen is all about getting a Job and only one person can get it and I am there for it and it is for me only if I am one of the lucky people to walk on the Door, I have to come out swinging and keep going until I can’t lift my arms.

A plate has to look like a piece of Art and Chef Gordon Ramsay Food Looks so wonderful and Beautiful and Breath taking plates and I understand your anger and Madness Because this is your food and you know better how to put it together and How to Blend everything together is key to feeling Proud and Happy having people walk out the door with a smile on there face is priceless.

Casting calls are never in Seattle for Hell’s kitchen I always had to travel each and every time and of course I will be ready to go you know and of course I will cross my fingers and say a prayer and I will be there.

Nona is hard to trust and every time Chef turns his back and try to trust Nona she goes back to making a mess of food and trying to pass something that is not right to him and you know Nona that if you don’t shape out then you have to ship out.

I know he is going to Curse and yell and scream and of course to watch you Direct it toward some one else would be thrilling and Delightful and in Weird way it would be nice to see you trash others. But I know your going to pick on me Because one I am old and I am Fat and so your going to pick on me Big Time. I Know he is going to crack on me big time and of course I am not going to crumble.

I will not be able to listen to Creed, Quite Riot and The Who or Rolling Stone and are the rules is no Music and that is going to weird and strange but of course we are going to work and get everything together and Break down the area and it looks like people are supper busy 16 people in every show one has to go and this happens in 32 days or more is Cool with me. Or any one would love to be a fly on the wall dealing with Hell’s kitchen.

The Goal is to Win the Job and really give it your own shot. Jillian learn to cook with Tomato and season lightly with Salt and of course Keep Being Creative on your own and Learn to stop asking people to help you create your meal.

To Tell you the Truth I did not always get along with my parents and There Names Are Robert Bobby Smith and Beatrice Eugene Bennett,Kelly, and Smith and of course We did not always get along Because She Was Married 3 times and the big problem was her getting my sisters and Brother out of jail and Kept taking out savings for them, When some one goes to jail let them stay in jail because they will have time to clean out and it just saves family from Games and more lies and more breaking the law and of course I Moved out with my grandparents and let the rest of the family handle that stress because it was frustrating to have to go to school and then my part time work and then choirs and of course feed up and of course we did not always seem eye to eye. But it is a Relationship like no other.

Wonder what is going to Happen to Trev and How is He going to be treated and He looked like He was going to Pooh his Pants and He Looked Very Scared.

People Can Crack and Lose Footing and Crumble.

Sending information to all of you Soon?

Who is Weak Well Rob for throwing his crew under the bus and know he has a target on his head and for him not being able to run his own station and for Giving Chef Ramsay Bland Veggies is Lazy and for him not showing Mellisa How to Cook Scallops the right way for service Instead He let her waste the scallops to throw her under the Bus and to me he is Dirty and He is only getting what he gave to others.

Wonderful New Day Chef Gordon Ramsay Hope you had the Most Fantastic Day yesterday and hope it was Flawless and Easy going and take care and have a Good Day and to All the Brand New Staff at Hell’s Kitchen Thank you very much for being nice and kind.

Jillian is nice and funny and really makes me laugh with the cute remarks she makes is refreshing and really makes me laugh, She is cute as a Button.

Jillian wonderful words Lets Rock and Roll.

Never Been Any Casting Call’s Here In Seattle and I Have Never seen any one on Hell’s Kitchen From Seattle.

Got My Health Card Update.

Gail Little Lady just add more Spice to your food and really open your ears and understand that every one is saying that you need to stop making your food Bland?

Relationship with Left over Siblings If I was Gone They would not know the difference, We Don’t communicate and Socialize and Spend Special Moments together and I am Looking like my mother too much that it Freaks them out when they piss me off and then they see me Raw and Me.

When People are too Happy go lucky Hee Hee ha ha type of top of the word is too sugary sweet and sends me to a Coma like state.My family is Hard Core and Heartless with There Actions But There Words of Hate Cuts like a Knife.

People Who come on Hell’s kitchen think they got what it takes and they feel they can handle the pressure and when they are there it Becomes too hard and they start to crumble over all.

Coming out punching and just keep swinging until you are able to get rest and it seems like sleep time is far an few between.

The Stress Factor No Sex and if you live like a Priest or Nun then you are going to win Hell’s kitchen Because all your passion can go into the food.

Stay Calm when Chef Gordon Ramsay Screams at you and find out what you are doing wrong and correct it.

Teased us Big Team last week and waiting and waiting to see what is going to happen and yes we are moving toward the taste test and hope that Vinny stops smoking and so his taste buds come back to life.

Gail Little lady Dig Deep and add More Spice to your Food and yes you are doing a beautiful job on Chef Gordon Ramsay food but you need to tap more into yours, I Love what you said about Sabrina you said that Bitch has 9 Lives.

Russell is Rude and Cold and Mean and He has hate for woman and he looks like a hateful person who has no respect for woman.

The other Hell’s kitchen Cast Quit long time ago and all the pass information has not been forward to the New Season 9 Hell’s kitchen but I got a feeling that the cooks on Masterchef made better food and it was more home cooking.

I heard Chef Gordon Ramsay say some real delightful and wonderful breath taken words to people and it was outstanding and fantastic to see him pleased at some of the meals and it really made me take a look at how many people who do not please him after the first meal and that is what you call a one trick pony.

What Is My Motervation for wanting to compete in Hell’s Kitchen? A job and Hell’s kitchen job is more then enough for me and to move to another state and start over again without no one knowing me and doing different things is good enough reason.

Love Rice a Ron of any kind is good for me and of course I Add Mushrooms and Garlic and Celery and Carrots and or meat and chicken and shrimp and of course Risorto could be made the same way and of course it taste different in massive ways and of course it is something to get used to and of course Rice is good just plain rice and butter and salt and pepper.

Chopped is Fun to watch this show has you making 3 meals in all and some food has to be ready within 30 minutes and it has my mind racing and thinking what would I do and How I Would put things together and of course there are other people there and you have to be good to be standing the last two and you have to have a wonderful Dessert to blow them away. But I like it and of course the other shows I am not into because they are not blunt and honest and will hold back and is not good.

I made English Clam chowder Before and I put chicken breast and clams and potato and red potato and onions j and bacon and massive amount of Celery and onions and garlic with a broth and heavy cream and butter with parsley and white pepper and a Dash of Salt.

Old People are Not Spent Because the Age of Retirement is Raised and so people can work longer and when some one has true joy out of a job then it means they are willing to stay forever and ever.

Going on Hell’s kitchen is hard work and it is not easy and nothing is easy if your working for it. People want to give there life to there passion.

Hell’s kitchen really Rock and Hope some one is a front runner and Russell and Sabrina and Gail and Jullian I Really like all this people big time.

I love hearing the people say everything is really good or it taste nice and it is Deloius or Yummy it is nice to hear.

No Dragging the Table know it is hard if other people wait to get there food.

I am paying massive attention to Hell’s kitchen Because I love the push and passion and aggressiveness is so wonderful to watch and to see what creative way a person will go and to see some one come up with a dish that is so amazing and wonderful to have Chef

Aggressive Behavior and Short tempered and hard headed people are crazy, Sabrina is getting so much better and I hope that she keeps going like she has and stop asking other people to double check her work, She should dig deep and Believe in herself.

Earth Wind and Fire and God Smack and Pink but I have been into music all my life and the reason I love to cook because it is fun to please people that like your food and enjoy it and what I like about Hell’s kitchen all the people who eat after Chef Gordon Ramsay have Class and taste and passion another thing I Love is Roman History and Nero,Caesar and all of that is Madonna and David.

Do I have any special Talents Well I can Dance very well and get really carried away and have some Dirty Dancing moves but me and my friends used to go to Parties in the Valley and Night Clubs but people where really wasted and little strange but I only Dance at Once in a while but that is something I love.

Dead lines always happen at my job Because it seem like people knew me after a while and just wanted to eat and of course when the place opened there would be around 30 to 40 people coming in when the place open and it was all about the Menu and having food ready for each area and to know how much you have and looking for back up but I Learned how to do it all by myself Because my boss had a bad habit of walking off line with Meat on the Grill and food in the oven and of course I Was not going to allow that food to get trashed and waste food and have orders backed up and so I got used to it and I was not going to let the staff and waiter down and of course we had soup and salads and sandwiches and Mexican food and BBQ and side dishes and Hot wings and Hamburgers of all kind to make and fish and chips but John Herrington was the boss and he walked off leaving me hold the bag.

Pet Peeves People who don’t wash there hands and People who are Funky soap is cheap and if you sweat take 2 or more showers a day and if you don’t I am not going to hang out with you or spend any time with you and that means funky people stay away it really gross me out and makes my skin crawl.

Dear Hell’s kitchen it seems like the L.A. address does not check out and that is a spot that is not going to work because the zip is not right and so I will have to travel to Chicago instead and of course I am sending some information to that location and will go there and see what happens and hope and pray that I am picked for a second interview and I want you to know that I am being Sabotaged at home I am not getting my e-mails and jrfcsl@yahoo.com is pretty useless for some reason He is doing this and it is so wrong to Sabotage something I Respect and want for me and that is the reason I keep in torch throw this blog and let you know how important Hell’s kitchen is to me and of course it is my Dream to be on the show and of course every one who applies wants to be on the show but I understand that everything takes time and it is just like lotto getting picked for the show.

Two faced and back stabbing people and of course goody people that are so nice they can’t stand to curse well I am feed up and love Hell’s kitchen for Freedom of speech and Hurting peoples feelings and getting the hate out of your heart.

I like the information above and that is great that this wonderful Casting Call’s is taking place and of course there is none Here in Seattle Washington and so that means I am just about ready to travel and see what is up, I have not had a vacation since Oct 2009? Had to go to Vegas for that but for some reason not this year but it seem like no one seems to apply out of Seattle but me and of course you have a right to pay attention to the people who treat you with the deepest respect and take care and have a Wonderful day good Health and Good Joy from your truly and of course I am sending every one letters and Happy Birthday cards and of course I will be watching tonight and see who is kicked off next and check out Trev on the chopping block. I am just wondering what CHEF IS GOING TO SAY.

First day of casting calls and I am not at one of them yet but I sent a letter and a card to each and every person who is up above and so hope you get a card from me soon?

Pressure is a real rush and it is a Push when you have to have food ready for 100 people how thrilling and fun and it is like a rat race and for each team, Who ever Wins is a Twist of Faith and it seems like some people get stuck, And other people crumble because they are home sick and missing love ones.

The New Hell’s Kitchen staff is nice and kind and they are starting to pay attention to some degree but there are Millions of people who love the show, Who can Cook to some Degree but you have to open your mind and really be willing to learn other type of Cooking and going into Chef Gordon World is like no other place on this Planet.

Cooking gives me a Rush that kicks me into creation and course I would love to get the Truth about my cooking and some people have it and some people don’t and some people think they can cook and they really can’t and some people are one Trick Pony and Go down hill from the first Service and if you are working in a station of course you need to study for that part of the kitchen and once you have worked that station, It should be engraved in your mind and at any point you should be able to do that as well and it is all about learning how to make his real special beautiful food.

I have a group of friends that I really love and that is a hand full of people that I love and Trust and they are great and as far as my family we have love but it is strained and since but only if we can turn back time when we are all children it is great but when you grow up every one goes there way and lose sight of each other and Happy Thank giving to each and every person out there and just be Cheerful and look toward the future?

Thank you Lisa Jackson for taking over and I Know your going to be as Busy Bee and I have never met this lady but I feel positive about her and I would like to say is have a Great day and take care from a Stranger in Seattle.

I never let people talk to me like trash I do snap and tell them some real Nasty things that really hurt there feelings and send them into Tears and of course in Front of the World. But I am Fat and willing to run my ass off and drop some pounds and lose weight Because Chef Is going to give me fat jokes and I have to take it without going off and my mind is set for that abuse and if one of the other 15 treat me that way then the claws come out.

I am Outspoken and yes I am there for the to Win.

Competitive of course I want to learn faster then all the other people and so I could Create Chef Gordon Ramsay food and it is all about his food and that is the Measure of Respect I have for him.

Over the age of 21 and of course if your older your going to feel like an outsider but I won’t because I am a kid at Heart and so I have nieces that age and so I know what is up and this old lady can hang.

Culinary Experience started when I starting cooking as a team at home for my parents and brothers and sisters and then from there Nursing homes and Mental Health Center and Private Homes and Ram Cafe Sport Bar and Grill and University of Washington as a prep cook and other odd jobs I have had but I Love cooking for massive amount of People.

Fast Food Dicks drive inn and Burger king and yes massive people come in to eat and of course the food is cheap and every body can’t afford to go out to pay big time prices for food.

Passionate about food for me it is all about pride and wanting some one to enjoy the meal that is placed in front of him has to be the very best Grade A food and I understand that He is not into fast food but to some degree I like it, Because when I was a little girl I used to go to Jack in the Box from time to time with my parents when they did not want to cook.

Food Lover and I am fat but I am not a Bland Cook and I love to feed people when I worked in each location but it was the cheap ass Bosses who did not pay and wanted me the do the job of two people and I have been used and abused and spit out and This people would give me one dollar raise and cut my hours back and Still wanted the same amount of work out of me.

I was a chef had to grill steak and chicken and other types of meat.

Cooks had to make Soups and Dressings.

University of washington Cafeteria had to make dressings and all The Desserts.

Private Chefs had to Work for Lewis Armstrong here in Seattle and Margaret Barthomeux Bennett both of this people until the day they died and They where nice and kind and sweet, I was hired to do all the Cooking and leave there house throw the back door and They would take credit for the food. And that is when my house keeping skills kicked in and The Next day the same thing but I made it on those two jobs great.

Caterers yes Big time on the waterfront but that was not fun, Because on a larger scale it loses some thing and you don’t feel special with really large groups over 150 is over kill to me but if I had to then I can get pretty creative and it was job that did not feel right from the first day and I like turn over is better and I had that at all the places I over worked two to three times over and that was nice and we where getting down to the wirer but we where glad to see more food the next day.

Total per week has been 375 to 550 a week and working for College Boys is the most at 550 a week but on Hell’s kitchen offers so much that I would never ask for a raise and even if it was half of 250 and thousand I would not have a problem with that. I am not Greedy.

I just want to be able to take really good care of myself and at the same time make money for the people I work for and Seattle is Cheap, This will not pay up and they want to play head games if they are not making any money in that place and the Business goes up and your work load double they will not offer to make your life easy Emerson,Combo Baha and Grill and The Origanel Deli and Ajays in Downtown and Lapetite Bolandree all closed there doors after I left but I feel used.

I am not trying to get this people attention or trying to make a big deal all I am saying that, Lack of funds and people being cheap and work you like a Slave is Killer and so I took Retirement and Though it is something I miss and love to do and I want to take all that passion and big talk and back it up and I can move and will move because I see all the Beautiful people and this people are new to me and I know that they are friends and love to eat at Hell’s kitchen Because one of the worlds greatest chef is serving his food and that would make me supper proud to be there doing that and of course I learn fast and of course each place had there own special cook books to read and Menu to follow what food goes with what and how to create a dish and of course when a person looks at a fat person they know that you know where the food is at and if they hunger and they ate at the place at one point and they see you walking in that direction then they will follow and it is funny.

I want people to look at me and think good meal she is going to feed me a good meal and of course I am not Bland and I believe in flavor and Maybe I am Delusion or Chef is going to see throw me like glass and of course he is going to put me down and that is fine because I rather hear the truth and I want to make sure all my work is flawless and I know other people are going to have a beef with me and I don’t care if they bug me and with the words I have will make them not want to talk to me when we have any free time and that is Nona Problem, She is so focus on Sabrina that she is going to start to slip up herself and it is wrong to worry about other people and to really use that time sitting in the hot tub or taking a long bath or taking a long shower or just sleeping but she is creating that problem in her head and that is going to be her down fall.

Looking forward to seeing Trev get kicked in the Butt it look like he was going to pooh his pants? Wonder Because the Tour Game was on and it took are time away from Hell’s kitchen and You where Well Missed But you We got the Biggest tease in the World with a Repeat but know we are waiting for the new abuse and it is thrilling and nice to see the news issues come to a head.

I want to leave Seattle forever and that is the reason I will fight if I ever get that chance but it is all a twist of faith and it is all by chance and I wonder if any little part of yes or no or which way it goes and I like Thousands of others tried over the years but of course I Write my feelings and emotions On This Blog.

Some people are Crazy and Weird and strange and Raj is a whack job and of course it is very strange that he was drunk and started doing Marshall Arts and kept running around telling every one that he is going to win and keeping people up until 3 in the morning and that was not fair and also He added no spice to the eggs and Started to talk back to Chef and of course even though the ladies lost, It was Clear that Raj was out of there because he was not going to allow his team to sleep?

Poor Vinny started smoking again and He is losing his taste when it comes down to Creating meals have gone down hill and his Salad was Dry and Tasteless.

Rob honey drop some weight and move around and add some spice to his Bland veggies and just listen to what Chef is telling him and Learn to work his own station and Do it all.

Learn your station and understand your that you have to do everything in that station and by Rob saying that He needed a hand in that really makes him look weak and lazy and when he sabotaged other people like Curtis and Mellisa,He is getting tossed under the Bus Just like he did that to others and He talk about Boris like he was trash and under mind him.

I am married for 8 years but am on my way to a Divorce.

Sabrina your doing well and you need to stop asking other people to check your food.

Sabrina Baby spice lady never get on that chopping block again and start doing your part and help with putting the food together and just help little lady and you will make it and even if you make it to the final 2 every one hates you and your going to be Sabotaged at the End and you are well hated and disliked. People will make sure you lose Because no one likes you.

Russell Treat woman with Respect and stop being Rude to woman, Because it makes you look like a Monster and Mean and Heartless.

Trev wonderful your getting better and it is nice to see you Branching out like you did and you can hold your own and of course you got better and really rocked it out and of course Russell has a Beef with you Because He put Rob up for the chopping board and of Course Russell feeling are Hurt and He just hard to please and He will not Help his team and He will not speak up to remind another person about the order and it seems like He wants to throw people under the Bus and He has to understand that his team will lose and of course He served Raw Chicken and that was him not paying attention to his order. He is just and Mean person, I could tell that he is cold, Mean person.

Bye Bye Rob Dear you could not handle your station yet again and you just messed up big time big man and you just turn out to be treated the way you treated other people and that meant a lack of Help and communication with other team members and you could not get your fish and scallops straight. But you got tossed under the Bus and you did it to others and know you are getting paid back down the Road.

Vinny you should had given up Smoking Because your food took a Noise Dive and that really sucks and it seems like the spinach egg dish was not working well for you and of course it seems like the lobster gives people a hard time, Because it could be under cooked and undercooked and it seems like that is the hardest thing to do is cook lobster.

Russell you are mean in your heart and your you are a Woman hate person and your Disrespectful and will not take the time to tell or remind other people on your team the orders and it is about opening your mouth and speaking up, It just seems like your a hate monger.

Not a Gold Digger and I would go on Hell’s kitchen for half, I can’t take it with me and it is like King Tut Tried to take his Money with him and you can’t get away even in Death.

Money is money and you can’t take it with you and of course my goal is to leave Seattle and Go on to another State but even for half of that would be worth it to me and of course lovely to try out and of course I hope and pray and hope that this happens and of course I am going to give it my all but the big problems are is that L.A. The address is not correct.

I Hate Seattle Washing and I was Born and Raised and want to tell this state to shove it.

The Rain is Beautiful. I Saw Nona Crack but at the same time she is crying and sad and it seems like to me she is home sick and missing her family.

Vinny Why did you start smoking, The Job is More important then a Cig. That really Blows Because I though he was doing well to some degree and He started really knowing his way around the kitchen and it was nice that he was able to jump in and catch on and of course I found him to be alittle sneaky and it was hard to gather up trust to some degree and had hope going well for him and He did burn some of his creations and He did really bad at Salad and Rissorto making too much and trying to hand left overs to Ramsays Family a Big No No and He was Grooving and moving and then He went down Hill and down and out, He Got on the chopping block and got cooked but him staying up all night and drinking all that red wine and under cooking the Lamb and Spinach and Egg and messing up lobster was a problem and that is what Hell’s kitchen is about each mistakes start to add up and then your out the door.

Fearful and every step you take and every mess you make a step out the door and it is like being watched by a watch dog and of course your going to give it your all and of course Poor Jullian Dropped the Salmon and it is not her problem and things just happen and it is no one Boo and of course they could had did it on top of the stove and that would had worked well but in this high pressure test you have to think on your toes and of course it is all about team work and pulling it all together.

Where do I go for Casting call and of course I have to travel and give it yet another shot and of course we are starting all over again.

The lines are long and your just standing there talking to other people in line and of course it is fun sitting there and listening to other people and of course massive amount of people flying to a location to addition for a job and yes I am on my way soon but for this moment you should be getting up date Health Card and other information from me Casonia Sade Logenberry of Seattle washington and you could let me know one way or the other throw a phone call.

Soon all of you should be getting some mail but I understand that you are going to see 100nds and 1000s of people but the people who live in those states already know where to go and what to do but people who don’t live there have to fly by the seat of there pants.

I have to contact you the old fashion way throw the mail or on the phone and so my e-mail is tainted and sabotaged any where and every where matter of fact there is all communication whipped out by my mate and of course it really bothers him the way people are abuse and talked to like trash and garbage on Hell’s kitchen and it is all about mental abuse and this people have to be talked to like they would never allow any one to talk to them all for a job and I Think thats the reason my husband hates Hell’s kitchen but I see it in a different way take the verble attack to get the job, Because to me it is so much better then sexual harrasement and of course that is the reason I had to let pass jobs go, Because I want to work just like all the men work and get my money and raises without having sex for it.

Sexual Harrassment is a Pain in the ass and it is Nasty because it is not my problem if there mate is not getting then off and that they need to get laid every day and if there mate is not doing there job, Then the man needs to move on and find another lady who can get them off and all there frustration and sex is handled before they come to work and don’t get me wrong I love men but work is work and I do not get down with other staff members and yes I have seen some really Hot Men on the Job and yes it made it more Delightful to come to work and if they needed any back ups on there food or they get behind on there work then of course I will jump in to help then and to look at them and think how lucky there wife and or girl friend is and wow and yes what ever you need and the smile on there face made my day and that is what work should be work and laughter and turning some one down once and them leaving you alone and for some dumb reason they think your playing hard to get instead I mean it is never going to happen and to stop trying to get me to change my mind.

Mind games to try to hold on to my job, I will switch hours and days to not have to work with them and They switch to those days and it is a nightmare and it is panic attacks before going to work and it is dread going out the door and so that is the reason I gained weight to keep them away but know I don’t care and I will never leave a job again.

The Casting calls date state one day and then it is blended into others and I am not sure about rather certain things are going to happen on certain days but I will wait and see if your even paying attention to this Blog and yes I like Jullian and I notice she is giving Nona massive hugs lately but at the start when her and Sabrina used to be friends and talked about all the ladies being fat and not good looking.

Trev it is great you can drink and do a good job at work and all alone that is wonderful and outstanding.

Nona little lady hold it together and stay strong Because your palate is great and that is the reason your still around and that is wonderful. But Sabrina seem like she cheated and it is like she heard what the other person was saying and she repeated it and of course she gets thrown for a loop and she crumbles just alittle but she puts it together and comes back really fast and it is great to see all the ladies together and it is Great that Chef Gave him another chance and let him go back on the mail team.

Gail Honey you look so tired and worn out Little lady maybe you better sit in the Hot Tub and just go to sleep more Because you are slipping Big Time and you almost got tossed off and that has to be really hard and of course Vinny had did worst and He was not getting better and to over cook the lamb, Well Gail the Cost of Lobster Cost massive amount of money and He could had tossed you out as well but you where save.

It is so worth it to go Because you are learner.

The 4 Spice Girls of Hell’s kitchen and This wonderful words come from Jullian and all she could think of kicking the Men Ass tonight.

People who Smoke have a Palate which lacks in full taste and so the taste test is Sad but how often do they Brush there teeth Because if you smoke it is day and night and of course rather then 3 times a day would there be more added on.

Good Start Trev you did a fantastic Job on your Rissorto and most of all Chef Gordon English is so Clear and Easy to listen to his voice because it is hard to enore and of course Rob is Bland and Tasteless on Massive amount of Food, He talks a big game and he never backs up his words and Rob did just as bad on the Scallops as Mellisa and Nona mind is slipping to some degree and that is sad and yes she did good with the taste test 3 out of 4 wonderful and it is all about listening and Rob is unsure of himself and of course He was in Fear of Dropping some weight and His Lazyness took over and He was not willing to Push Himself to burn that fat.

Russell is screaming and yelling and marking Chef Ramsay and He is Quit when no one is seeing toward the directions and as far as the pans go, They need to be Hot so the pan is going to sear the meat.

The Girl won and 2000.00 dollars for the whole team and that means 500.00 per person more then enough or was it 2000.00 each?

I Always Recycle as I go any way from the start and that goes for everything and I have been doing it every since I found out and that is over 35 years ago.

Why should Sabrina care if Chef Ramsay like her cloths?

Russell Will not Help his Team and He has lack of communication and of course They are giving Trev the cold shoulders and of course Russell is just riding other people to death and often Buds in on his conversations with other and giving other people the bums rush and Trev was shining and He was Flawless and He Really pushed it and I Saw him in a New light and it was a Breath of Fresh Air. The Scallops always need to be seared and of course the scallop need to be done right and every one needs to understand that the pan needs to be hot and the sear will lightly brown the scallops to get color on the scallops and that needs to be respected and it is really important and every one needs to understand that and I am not even there and it really makes me mad that they will not study and read and understand that the scallops need to be made the same way.

Sorry and Sorry and then you make the same mistake over and over again and you know that the way your doing it is not working and of course understand when you get an order right then always do it the same way and of course there is a way that it has to be done and that is the way Chef Ramsay has it done and that is the right way. But Nona really listen to what he is saying Because he has the most fantastic voice and it is Clear and Easy but Nona to not have the pan Hot and you know that all his meat has to be seared and you have to have a pan on and it has to be frustrating to tell some one an order and to not have the pan hot and lightly oiled and ready to sear his meat right has to be hard and it seems like some of this people are Air Heads and it is like talking to a wall and having to watch every move they make and of course Russell Raw chicken is A Fear Because He should had baked it longer and just it has to be fearful of not listening or understand that if He says Chicken just Buckle down and put it down.

Frustrated with Vinny the smoker and his spinach and egg and it was over cooked all the way around and Russell you Help no body and you do nothing to Help other people and of course Big Boy Rob did the same neglect of others and He is really talking about himself and His no care of others is know being passed back to him. 3 Beef and one Salmon and the pan has to be on and the pan was cold and of course Chef is right and He is always going to be right and of course stop being a cry baby and get the cook book out and look and read and understand what he is talking about.Rock Hard Egg and over cook on one side and uncooked on the other side. Russell and his Raw Chicken and Russell why did you stop making the chicken the way you cooked it for the last 7 other serves and that means your hate is eatting you up and that hate is coming out and of course your mean and your not nice to woman and you creep me out.

Feed up with Rob and He is a Big talker who had a tendancy to hold information back on his feelings but all in all He is lacking in spice and flavor and lazy cook who has a large lack of creativeness.

Fantastic Jullian and Sabrina and of course Gail is starting to slip and she is drinking too much booze again and that is a no, no if your a light weight then she should had stopped at one, And it is all about being greedy, When it comes down to the Drink and this ladies fail to understand that if you have to go back to work right away your drunk and you start to slip and you sweat and your not drinking enough water and making that out of you and Greed of the Booze is a sure way to get kicked out but Gail pay attention and really understand that you have to sober up and stop starting your service drunk.

No matter How long or short of your career means you have to work hard at doing a great job to take care of the special wonderful people of Hell’s kitchen and it is all about the Guest and all of those wonderful people who come to Hell’s Kitchen to eat and They seem picky and hard to please and I find that Delightful and Cheerful to think about this smart and Beautiful Breath taking people and of course it has to feel like your walking in place that hands people a chance of understanding something that is rare and once in a life time.

Raw Green Beans and that seems to be the same problem with both teams and of course Russell is happy go lucky cheerful on top of the world when He wins and that is nice to see that darkness go away, Because he looks like a Abusive person and of course Chef is rubbing it in to Jullian Because she dropped the Salmon and the woman find Trev unattractive and they disliked him from the start and as far as the store reward I would had got myself a food Dehydrate and of course jullian is picking on Gail and she has failed by dropping the salmon but it is not her mistakes and Vinny Food is becoming Bland and He will not taste everything, He simply will not taste everything on the plate.

Create a Dish is going to one 4 of what I get to pick and I am not going to let any of those woman bully me and I will do my whole dish completely and of course every one gets to pick one and it is cool and no one has no right to pick your food.

Just Because some one does not like my food, Well lets face facts that they are not eating my food and they don’t know me and they have no right to choose for me and I tell will tell them to shove it where the sun don’t shine Because when you come to Hell’s kitchen you are allowed to bring your own ideas and of course not one of this people are going to pick for me and I am not allowed to do this to me.

Russell words Punk ass Bitch and have to break them off and that is real aggressive and He is a real big mouth. I would had did my stuff My chicken and ginger salad with almonds and 7 layered white chicken and sauce and sun dried tomato with spinach and yellow bell peppers and other layers? Dessert Peach apple and butter pie with cinnamon and Vanilla cream cheese with lemon garnish. Weird and strange food I would had Rocked that out myself.Soup would be fun to add on.

Vinny with your Raw Lamb what a shame and Russell takes over and the Lamb is over cooked and Russell you hate on every one right away. Vinny You have such a BIG MOUTH and you thought you had it made in the shade and of course Russell mess up the meat, To jump in and take some one station and do poorly is sad. How much Lobster did you waste 100nds of dollars you just messed up Gail and you are hanging by a thread and you better get it together and pay attention.

Sabrina Honey you need to pay attention to every word that comes out of his mouth and every one really needs to listen to words and poor Vinny on the Fish station honey you Burn the Fish and served it Raw and of course you look really Dumb acting like you are the Bomb when your the Fart. Gail Picked the Lobster Dish and she Failed and of course people are getting kicked out of the kitchen is not good and Jullian seems like she has it down and she is funny. The reason the ladies don’t like Trev because he complete a service without any Help and Beat 4 girls and that is really wonderful that He did the job of 4 people and of course that is something I can do and that is something I was pushed to do and of course I had people walking off and leaving to that many or more and so it is easy to run around and you don’t want to keep people waiting.

To Keep people waiting is something to be ashamed about and it makes people not like you if they are starving and I don’t want this people to starve while eating at Hell’s kitchen Trev is doing great and Jullian is doing Great and Nona the lady with a Palate and Sabrina sweet girl good luck little lady love and of course it is nice to see Gail get a chance and Vinny you went down but it got worst and you lost some passion or He is just Burnt out and He is wanting to do better and his heart was in it and his mind was gone because He was just tired and burnt out and He had his shot and He stayed up all night and drank and neglect his Health.

Really Happy to get alittle attention Because I have been sending letters to all this wonderful people above to let them know some of my feelings and emotions on The Subject of Hell’s kitchen is all about Passion and putting your foot forward and everybody knocking it out of the Ball park and it seems like when you learn something about a kitchen and you cook a meal that Belongs to one of the Best Chef in the world it is better to taste what he is doing and understand how he puts the flavors together and just do it night after night after night the same way each and every day and it has to be the same and you better read it and dream it and do it each and every day.

Trev got the first Black Jacket and This is a Guy who put too much dressing on Chef Salads on the first day and this was the guy who made the salad uneven and of course he made the rutabaca burnt chip man is turning things around and of course the ladies hate him because he worked the station by his self and worked the whole station alone and that made them look bad and he rocked it out and made them look bad and that is really pushing it and his passion is shineing throw.

Russell stop putting people down and stop pushing people once Chef targets them for doing a poor job and yes you push and you yell and scream and you do nothing and drop it as soon as Chef turns his back and pay attention to the ladies and it is not fair that you do nothing and yes I can see that your tired of carrying others but you need to do that in order to see your self at the end and you have to make friends Because if you don’t then your going to be sabotaged by your team mates at the end when your trying to go for the gold.

Dear Hell’s kitchen please pay attention to my letters and card and of course the people from the other casting calls should just send or forward the information, I sent to them to you and of course every one wants there shot and of course when I say David Miller on Master Chef that sweet heart was crying and he was really in tears and he was doing pretty good until he started getting really cocky and lost sight of the prize, That first dish was really hot and made every one chock and instead of talking to the group of people, Home boy should had paided attention to what he was doing and of course he could had knocked it out and rocked it and he just could not master his own food and that is a shame and too bad he lost sight and you never lose it and you just think really hard and check yourself and pay attention to detail.

It seems like all the woman cry Because Chef Broke them and Gail and Nona look so sad and should think about all the mistakes they have made and stop making those mistakes and then they will be back on track again and of course it is any one game and of course we are getting close and of course the claws are coming out next week?

Bye Bye Vinny and Rob and you gave it all you got and you really tried hard and had the drive but the problem is you where driving down the wrong side of the street and you where bond for a train wreak.

Why did you stay up all night drinking red wine and not sleep that is stupid and dumb, Because your work was not flawless and you where still messing up your orders and that means you where losing your torch with what was going on and of course your should had been great with creating your meals and you should had shined and rocked it out and instead of being confused and not able to cook your lamb which was sad to serve raw Lamb and that meant he could not pay attention to what he was doing and what he created and his food was going down hill and he started lighting up and smoking and of course his taste went down hill and is that cig more important then a job and your addicted to that stuff and massive amount of people smoke but to taste good food but it Trev smokes and has good taste to some degree but is it a freak of nature but lets face facts people love to smoke and it calms there nerves and make them feel as ease and relaxes them. My mother love to smoke and it was something she crave and if she did not smoke she was not very nice and she turned to a nightmare and to find time to get away from her was nice and often went to Camp just to get away during the summer.

I HAVE HIGH HOPES AND HOPE THAT I CAN GET YOUR ATTENTION DEAR WONDERFUL HELL’S KITCHEN AND HOPE YOU HAVE TIME TO READ AND GATHER AN UNDERSTANDING FOR THE BEST SHOW IN THIS WORLD AND MUST SEE TV TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS YOU AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.

Really big fan of the show and I know it has to be flawless and it has to right every single time and of course he is going to get mad and scream at me but of course it is fearful and weird and it will scare the crap out of any one who goes on Hell’s kitchen and of course if He don’t like you and He starts to lose trust in you and you start to crumble and you start making mistakes that you are unable to recover from and that is when your walking out the door for good and it is all about not looking like a fool.

People that have jobs if your not good enough your taking days off for nothing because if you don’t open your mind and learn and listen then your ass is gone.

Too bad there are no casting calls here in Seattle and of course I am sending as much information to each of the casting call locations and hope that you have the time to read all the paper work.

Hell’s kitchen was good last night and loved it and it was nice to see the twist and turns and frustration and hard to wait and it is okay I understand that your busy and so many are contacting you and calling you and up in your face all day long.

Lets Rock and Roll and We can be the 4 Spice Girls JULLLIAN WORDS OF Wisdom and at the same time she is funny nice sweet and she can cook the Hell out of Lobster.

Nona dear heart you can try really supper hard and really look inside your self and open up and really think hard about all the wrong and make it right and your great at some things but you fall flat on your face at other things and buckle down and really just gain Chefs trust and you got a shot.

Hello People are you a Big Fan like me of Hell’s Kitchen and of course I have massive amount of faith and hope and of course I am trying really hard from this state but I have no idea about L.A The address is not correct and the ZIP THERE IS ONLY 4 NUMBERS INSTEAD OF AND THAT IS CLOSER TO SEATTLE and of course I hope that I CAN GET YOUR ATTENTION WITH THIS NEW BLOG AND see what happens and you know you can call me collect and let me know something and of course you have so many people who really look up to the show with respect for the truth and honestly is wonderful and a fresh breath of air.

Dear Casting Call if you are reading this I thank you so very much for your attention and that is wonderful but of course I know you are supper busy take care and have a fantastic day.

Bid time fan and love all the screaming and yelling and cursing and That would be thrilling and people could be dirty and will not help each other and fight among themselves and give each other a hard time and really frustrate each other to a large degree and that is fine and everything is going to work out really good if you can talk the talk and walk the walk without looking like a Fool and looking full of it and that means big talk and no action and Know every one is applying for the Casting calls today and I have not yet, It really hard when you don’t live in that state and since this Hell’s kitchen has started there is no casting calls here in SEATTLE AND know I can just send information to this wonderful people and see what I need to do to get to the location and it is weird going some place you don’t know and just wonder and worry about be rejected and of course 2008 and 2009 went to Vegas twice and was still passed over and of course are you reading this blog and are other people paying attention to this Blog and all I can do is hope.

Well what is going home and there are so many new people applying for Hell’s kitchen and who is going to leave work to gamble on a job of the life time and it really bugs me when some one already owns there own business and own place and they are making half of what they are trying out for and it is unfair to not allow poor people the show and a poor person will work harder then Middle class or rich person is like king tut and your trying to take it with you and that is hard all the riches of the world stay on earth.

As far as every one Religion I respect all religions and people can do what they want and Believe what they want and feel the way they are. Jullian you are doing great and keep up the great work and good luck and of course you must love fat people because you often reach out and give Nona a hug often and to say all 4 of you could be spice girls and that is really nice of you to say and you make sure that every one is happy go lucky and that is great.

Dear Hell’s kitchen I am sending you massive paper work and in my Heart Hope that it has torch you to some degree and most of all hope you understand that Hell’s kitchen is great for so many reason but the big reason is truth and straight up honest information from your truly and yes it could hurt to know that a dish a person has made in the pass was a lie to liking and if He dislikes it then it is better to know the truth and it is better to get that straight from Chef Gordon Ramsay and of course it is good to thank him for that Because it will help a person change inside.

Fresh day and hope you are doing fine and every body I Bet the lines are long and there are so many people in your face and of course the excitement and wanting and of course people come from all over the world to apply and of course some people do it over and over and it shakes faith in applying again and of course I have at times and when I could not make it to an addition I often send letters and cards and New york has been a dead in Twin world has gathered massive information from me to only tell me that they only interview people in New York and that is hard to give this people massive amount of information and find out that nothing could come of it. New your Billy wonky should forward the information where it manners.

My fear of leaving town to apply for Hell’s kitchen yet again is not being asked back for a second interview is going to be painful and of course you can have any one you like and that is cool and of course Chef Gordon can choose any one he wants and of course I was not the one and I am getting the nerve to try but at the same time I have written many letter and sent some cards but again your massive busy and of course I am just keeping my fingers crossed and want to hear from you one way or the other and of course you can call me collect any time day or night and tell me yes or tell me no and please don’t make me wait and just tell me one way or the other.

Dear Hell’s kitchen you set up this new Blog to see who will take a bite and of course I am the Fish and I am on your Hook and all I am waiting for you to wheel me in or see that I am not big enough to catch and throw me back. But of course Hell’s kitchen is getting down to people who are there for the long Hall and some are cracking at the seam and some are holding on for Dear life and I wonder who is next on the chopping block?

Trev it is nice that you can do all that work all by yourself and it seems like when people are out of your way you really shine and do a fantastic job and even though you got drunk with Vinny and yes you did massive Red Wine and He was happy go lucky cheerful on top of the world and did a wonderful job on his job even though He is wasted and His body can handle the work and if he is left alone He can do a fantastic job and it is a shock and I hope he keeps up the good work.

Sabrina is a front runner and she is doing great and all she needs to do is speak up and put chef gordon ramsay mind at ease and it seems like you take a few moments to of not speaking up is her only problem and it is great that she puts out great food and she is doing fantastic and wonderful.

Hope and Pray that the wonderful staff of Hell’s kitchen is getting the paper work and feel free to call me one way or the other and at this time I am just crossing my fingers and hope and wish I would get a phone call one way or the other and of course there are 1000s of people who feel they have what it takes but they are not used to being talked to the way Chef Gordon Ramsay or any person for that manner. But it would not bother me because I am going to put my head down and do my job and that would be another good reason to learn each station Because I am left there I can do there job too and of course he is throwing people out of the kitchen and that is cool but I know I am going to learn each station and it is fear that will keep me on the show.

Happy after Birthday Chef Gorden Ramsay know your 44 and here is a time in your life with each day is starting over again and each year is such a change and take care and have another wonderful day.

I don’t want to worry about who is going to take care the cat or dog or plants or anything and I just want to think about good positive things.

I Want to Be the First Black Woman to Win.

The reason I am Divorceing is that I want a Clean House and My husband won’t clean up to my standards.

I want to be on the show because i want to cook and learn, I want read, This people are good understanding chicken has serve within minutes and listen to pass and you have to have the food flow and scallops have to have a searing pan meaning hot pan and beef wellingtons in the oven as soon as he say.

Learning his food it a passion of soul and his food you have learn it fast and it is his food and of course spices and taste, I feel so sorry for Gail has a drinking too much booze and she forgot how to make lobster and of course you lose your way of cooking.

A Job and a new job and new life and new place and work to serve food that taste good and love to serve good food and be great and serve people within 10 minutes would be great and fast as you can and jump and listen and when Vinny drank too much wine and Russell wine.

Love the show and will be a fan for life and it is wonderful and pushy and aggressive T.V and some people are real crazy strange and whack jobs and every one is throwing every one under the bus and it is too soon since every one is working as a team and Casting Calls hope you are going to look at this Blog and understand that I can do it and I can win but there are so many people around who want to try to hang with you Chef and it is hard for them because your so tall and of course when you get mad it is hard for you to understand that something is not right and Chef Gordon way is right and you just have to do it the way he does it in motion and grace and Charm.

Rawness of words used by Chef Gordon Ramsay and it would be nice to be there in person to hear the words first hand but of course understanding is what Hell’s kitchen is about and training and learning and understanding and that means reading is understanding and how to put the meals together and if He allows you to show what you know. But when it got to the creative style of cooking came some of the people ideas where shot down and that is not fair, Every one should be allowed to Cook the meal and put it together and that did not happen.

True Bummer to come all the way there to be creative to some degree and offer your ideas just to have them shot down and not used and have others push there style of food to the Menu is not fair and if there are 4 people then each should be able to offer there food.

Yes it was nice to seeing woman get all the orders in and it was wonderful that almost all the food was flawless except for Gail over cooked Lobster and Gail what happen dear heart it seem like you had no problem with the lobster before and was it all that red wine you drank while you and the spice girls got the prize of 2000.00 dollars to spend did you just keep drinking at lunch knowing that you had no choice but to come back to work that same day, Well you should stop drinking so much and slow down on the Booze and add more spice to your food and you will have it made in the shade.

Hope casting call is having a wonderful day and of course your about 1/3 over and of course after kick back and take it easy and have a wonderful night and sweet dreams.

So many young people out there wanting to start working toward Hell’s kitchen and some of the people are so Beautiful and lovely and cute as a button and sweet but some are not nice and have an evil heart but the money will bring cold heart people out and Sabrina why are you so worried about Trev, You hate him and he really hurt your feelings and He often hurt feelings with making people feel worthless or trying to get others attention for doing well to make him feel good but thank god He is looking toward the right attention and that is from Chef Gordon Ramsay and of course I am trying hard to keep in torch with Hell’s kitchen I am old lady and of Sabrina often says Spent old people are used up and with younger people the world is the oyster.

People who mess up on Hell’s kitchen are drunk out of there mind and of course they take advantage of Booze and they drink and drink until Hell’s freezes over and of course booze is good and it makes you feel good but the problem is this people can’t think and when they can’t cook they can’t remember and if they can’t remember then they forget and if they forget they will not get the food right and if that happens they are going to be on the chopping block and that is sad and of course less drinking you can think straight and if you know that your going to cook you will be less careful and you will forget the style in the way the food is made and so if you are Hell’s kitchen slow down and stop being greedy for the free booze.

Every one wants to win and I don’t care cause I wanna win and every one can say it but I am going to do it and no one is going to stand in the way except Hell’s kitchen Because Hell’s Kitchen is the only reason if I ever had a chance and the only chance I would have if I was asked and all I am waiting for is to be asked but it seems like there is still no attention.

Gifted Natural Cooks People claim to be and some times family members don’t like there food as much as they claim and to come on Hell’s kitchen is the cold hard truth and can any one stand the truth?

Yes Big Deal I am Poor but in life you can’t take every thing with you, In this world we are not King Tut that Greedy King tried to take a Billion Dollars to his grave.

I can’t stand men who act like Tramps. Cockyness is Cool and Shining Soul is amazing and what I like about Man is eyes are the window of the soul.

Casting calls are on and know Hell’s kitchen is going to look at massive amounts of people and just look at there style and Chef Gordon Gets to pick people and fat people as well and so He can work some weigh off and that is cool, I am not scared to drop some pounds on TV Hell’s kitchen Because I know Chef is going to make fun of me and what I am saying is that I am willing to work my ass off for this job.

Yes every one want to win and I feel the same way and I promise you that I am not going to brag to this people of 15 about winning we are all there to win and I am not going to make those statement in front of this people and the reason I don’t want to do it is because I don’t need to remind them what I am there for and I am there to get a job.

I have to say screw this other people and the job is mine Because I am going to Bust my ass and Rock it out Flawless.

I don’t care how much I like some one or no matter how nice they are the job is mine, I will always Help my team if I ever had the chance and of course Again it is up to the Big man up stairs and that is Chef Gordon Ramsay or staff and or casting calls and I hope that your getting my letters and card and of course it has to be strange getting letters from strangers and of course I hope you think that I am not weird.

This is Hard and frustrationing waiting to hear from Hell’s kitchen But I do understand that they are busy as Hell and they have alot on there plate and hope your taking time to get some rest and take it easy to some degree and you can rest up and keeping going and of course casting call in NEW YORK is only trying New york and is that the same for each location is that you have to live there?

People who have there own Business can apply that is not fair, Don’t they have enough money?

Never Crush your Team and never throw any one under the Bus and that is key to winning.

Little lady Gail is slipping and with the Lobster waste who could afford to keep her around.

Sabrina you are well hated by your peers and no one want to be your friend and even if you make it to top 2 you are going to be sabotaged big time by your team players and you lose because they don’t want you to win because you have called them all bitches and of course there is hate from every one.

Russell you are well hated by all the men because of your rudeness and your lack of communication and you have a bug up your ass and you act like a bitch on her period.

I love to talk when there is something to say but of course with me, It is about Hell’s kitchen and hope every one can handle more work as more people leave and more responsibilities happen and that has to be fun and really space release and more work to do and more to prove and that will give each person to shine and learn and brush up on his food.

Read and Sleep his food and learn it and do it just like him each and every time and don’t forget and move on and try something new and that is what you do at Hell’s kitchen.

Cook more then just chicken,ribs,steak,t-bone-steak,pork chops,salmon,scallops,bacon,turkey,ham,ham hocks,hot link,roast beef,oysters,hamburger,sausage,roasted turkey.

Turkey roasted cumin and parsley and spices and stuffed cornbread, Dressing with french bread and gravy with onion and garlic,mushrooms, light salt and peppers and mash potato and chives and sour cream and butter and cranberry and orange sauce and mac and 4 cheese peas and corn on the cobb, salad with ginger dressing and yams with golden grapes and Peach cobbler and Whip cream Rolls and Butter and Roasted Ham in Apple juice and garlic and stuff.

Happy Birthday Chef Gordon Ramsay hope your doing well today and sorry to see you up set on Hell’s kitchen it is a shame this people are starting to crumble and that means they are not paying attention to learning everything meaning food dishes that go out to the picky people.

Poor Vinny looked so tired and seem confused and to serve Raw Lamb and to half Burn food and Raw on the other side was the last straw with Chef Ramsay and it just seem like Vinny though his work was the same from the start and it had went down hill and last luster and zest and He did not take care of himself and sleep well at night and so he could remember what he had learned and that is food that is rare and lovely and well put together and looks like a piece of art and taste really good to the people that come from all over the world to try.

Nona Pay attention and listen and it is all about working as a team and why did you think you where the boss of 3 other ladies and of course leading means if your in the top 2 and you are not in the top two Nona?

Nona those pans where not Hot Enough and The Pan Did not Sear and That is the sound that Chef Gordon Ramsay wanted to the pan and it made no noise, She put the Steak in a cold pan and of course there was browning on the bottom of the 3 steaks and that is a shame and of course it is a bummer she did not have the 2nd Wellington or Steak on and of course you have to listen.

Russell has a big mouth, Talk and yell and scream when Chef Scott is so cool and I love it when gets up in some one face and scream crazy crap.

Enocchi was not cooked right Vinny Burnt it on one side and Raw on the other side. Poor tired little Vinny was so lost and confused and silent and his fish was Raw and I Felt sorry for him but I wanted him to pull it together and He simply crumbled and lost it Big time and of course He wanted it just like every one else but He did not have the temper and staying power to stay.

Russell push Rob to Bring get the fish to Chef Ramsay and yet the fish was not done and Rob knew that the fish was not ready and He gave it to Chef Ramsay anyway and of course Russell is the root to all evil. He pushes and yells and scream and that is not fair to scream out orders after Chef Addressed the issue first and then Russell jumps in and there is something fishy about that.

Russell’s words Lets go Focas and once Chef walks away and address another issue and Russell is a little Bossy little Bitch and Crickets and that means He is becoming a Bum Rush and Pushing people before they ready and this is screwing them up and of course it is going to make them look bad in Chef Gordon Ramsay eyes.

The Final 4 can be all woman?

Rob had 5 minutes to wake up and He did good for 5 minutes and then back to his bad self and Then He Got The Boot out of the kitchen and then his ass was on the chopping block and the next thing you know your ass is out the door and it is going to hit your ass.

Sabrina and jullian Rocked it out and you both are flawless and Good Luck to both of you and punishment is a pain in the rear and of course keep pushing and dreaming about your work and start doing better and just sleep and get massive amount of rest.

Rob your bland and boring and you use no spice on your food and that is sad not to add taste and flavor to give it class and style and twist and turns and flavor and that was something you could had hit out of the ball park and you fail to shine and you where too busy tossing out your help and when you where throwing your workers and it made it harder for your team to win rewards when you throw each person under the bus and know your tired and worn out and you fail to under stand the name of the game and fail to understand that you lose because you where willing to lose by making a team member lose and that is the reason you are out and all that big talk that is not backed up by your actions is sad and you look like a fool.

Sabrina you need to speak up and tell Chef Where your at in the kitchen, Because he is getting frustrated and know he is at the point of calling you and Ignorant Cow and so Honey you need to start speaking up and really listen to what He is saying.

Russell often tried to put his idea up just to have his ideas knocked down by Vinny and he is on his way out and that is Sad and Russell you should had went to bed and not worry about two grown men and your not the Bed Police and that is weird that you said you had been waiting for 2 hours, You should not care about other people getting rest and it seems like your anger is at a all time high and the only spark of nice in you when you won a prize. Vinny spoke to soon and in his Delusional mind He though he was getting better even though He started to crumble but the Delusional part took over and his work started going down Hill after 9 serves and that meant he started to forget his work.

Sabrina wanted to do Duck ideas with the side pushed aside and that was unfair, Team communicate still not good enough and Trev getting a Black jacket was Cool and I liked it when He said Dam Straight, Trev disliked Rob Because he said the team was stronger without him and that makes each guy not like each other much and so in other words this guys had a Beef with each other.

Two Bottles of Wine and 4 Beers and Trev and Vinny did that night together and Russell acted really made Because he had been waiting for the men to come to bed,I think he should had mind his own Business and Just go to bed and not worry about 2 grown men and bring all that extra Drama and He is so mean to people that you think he is going to beat you up? The word Punk Ass Bitches He feels that way about his team, But the key is team and So that was nice of him to take over doing the lamb but it is too bad He over cooked the Lamb after Vinny under cooked it.

When it is time to create and come up with your own Idea fight for them, Your coming to Hell’s kitchen to bring your ideas and not to be shot down Because some one from your group has a dislike for your dish and it is not up to them,It is your dish and you are going to make it Sabrina you mention Clam and Duck but your ideas where pushed to the side.

Trev thinks people need a Boot up the Ass and of course no one seems to like him and there is not one single person who really likes him.

I am asking you for so much and being on Hell’s kitchen would really help me big time in life and to be judge on every step of the way would be really well appreciated and very greatful to hear the truth from a Man Such as Chef Gordon Ramsay and of course I can take it and of course I can handle being told the truth and that is the only reason I want to get on the show and of course I want to cook his food his way and that is what I want and I was to see if like other people who talk the talk and will not walk the walk and just big talking and not doing what they say and of course I can only get the truth from some one like you and that is the only reason I am writting on this Blog often and trying to get your attention and of course I care and I really do and I have all the time in the world. And there is nothing keeping me here and of course I Want to know the truth about myself and coming to you I WILL LEARN THE truth and yes a person can talk a good game but will they be able to back it up.

Chef Gordon Ramsay I often wrote to the other Casting call locations in each state and all over the world and still I can’t really get any word what so ever and all I am looking for is a word in 2009 I was told by Jana that season 7 and 8 where already picked and of course I had to call like 69 times to get one message and it is like all I am doing is asking again and of course I have written letters and cards and up date information on Health Cards and Of course I Know you hate fat people and you are going to run me in the ground and of course I am different you can run the fat off me if are group is punished and I will drop some pounds and of course it would be nice to be judge harsh in every directions and of course it is okay to me and I will never ever scream loud or talk back to you in any way shape or form. Because you are giving me a golden chance to have a new life. For that alone you get my full respect and of course never will call you out of your name and I am not a cry baby. So I will be the first lady to not cry.

The only time I WILL CRY IS WHEN I WIN but that will never happen until I am on the show and I wonder if that is Delusional thinking or is it real and Raj was Crazy and Nutty and complete whack job?

Hard work and learning about your food is real study and understanding and good service and To shame you or me is the last thing in the world I want to do unlike Rob the fat boy who never added spices to his food is really sad and lazy and lack of listen and would not walk up and take a look at the ticket and dragging on chicken is hard to see people hungry and that is not right and that is so wrong and that is real sad and that is a reason to put your head down and it is so rude to have half the plates at the table and other people just want to eat and that is sad and it is all about getting the food out to this special wonderful kind people eatting and that is what I love hearing all the people talking about how good your food is and hearing the three dishes you created is beautiful and it looks so good and you might as well take a picture of it.

Lovely Plates going to eat table and of course lovely Beautiful Creations of Chef Gordon Ramsay food and when some one gets it wrong and over cook the meat and undercooks the meat and scallops are not cooked right and even season is what Chef is looking for and that is what he want to see and the Veggies need to be cooked correct and it has to be steam and cooked just right and it has to have flavor from one bite to another and of course it all has to blend together and it has to taste wonderful and very nice like I have heard 100nds of times and I talk to this guy on a chat line and he told me he ate at Hell’s kitchen and the food was like no other food in this world and he has never had food this good from his own mother or even grandmother and he has not had a meal that good after and he told me it was incredible and the chat line number is 1-206-496-girl and again 1-206-496-GIRL and that is a weird number but from time to time I get on that chat line and talk to people all over the world and it is free and of course love talk to really nice people.

Dear Casting calls people you will be getting letters and pictures and cards and up date Health Card information and I wounder do you ever pay attention to this Blog Because I am the only one writting on this Blog and I am from Seattle and does that mean you don’t want any one from Seattle or Casting Call Location are so far away and of course One you get my information then only time will tell?

On This Blog I am trying to get information to you and at other times I did not have the money to travel and at times when I did I did not get the 2nd interview just a big star on a piece of paper and of course You are Fantastic and Wonderful and the lines go back a Mile and Every one has that Hope in there Heart and Wonder and Hope and Faith in there Soul.

Nona Breaking down and cry it is sad that she is fighting with Chef He was only trying to Help her and Her Pan was not Hot Enough and the Pan did not Sear the Meat and She has a tendency to Tune out conversation that is given to her and She is not the leader of the team and to take control, You have to be in control of every thing and get it correctly and done just right.

Going on Hell’s kitchen is a proud moment for all the people that come on the show and we get to know this people throw there words and that is the set up and people talk like they are the Bomb and they are a firecracker instead.

Some people just look like fools so full of it and some people are trying to impress the wrong person and that is dumb and Some people are easy going and kind and slow learners and failure to understand is going to have them on the chopping block right away and the wrongs must be made right and then they can move on.

It is the 14th and Casting Calls has happen know for 4 days and I bet the line is never ending and you go home late and not able to see every one and of course your Casting calls are so far away and only time will tell is it that you only use people from that state or do you ever take people from other states?

Dear Hell’s kitchen I will always be a Fan for life and don’t ever worry I will be watching you for the rest of my life and of course as a fan I will always wonder and wish but I can always dream and hope.

Hell’s kitchen is harsh and bold and mean and cold hearted and that what attractive me to it and it is good to be bad.

Pushy aggressive and force of ways and to live in some one world and rules to follow and of course that has to be Hell and of course to go throw Hell, You can get to Heaven.

I can really do my job and if I had a chance I can be tested to see if I can handle it and all I know I have to come out swinging and be more then just a one trick Pony and of course each and every day I write on this Blog trying to get Hell’s kitchen Attention and it has worked very little.

Being picked for your show is a hard thing because so many people are coming from all over the world.

Screaming and yelling and cursing is fun to watch, I want to hear all the words first hand and I like the yelling and name calling and would I would do to be a fly on the wall but I notice Hell’s kitchen is so clean and nice looking every single time.

Sabrina my dear just keep up the good work and really listen and talk and open up and when you went shopping for your cloths you should like what you like for you, Why should you care if Chef likes it and Gail why should you agree. You shop for yourself not because some one is going to like it.

Dear Casting Calls I know that your supper tired and Burnt out and yes it is good to get a good balance meal and get some rest tonight and of course do what you do the next day.

Hope everything is going well and your taking good care of yourself and every one is looking for you to contact them and tell them one way or the other 1-206-420-1727 and I can wait for an answer one way or another Because All I need to know and that way I can have some peace and of course you can choice or not choose some one and if you let me know I will be ever so greatful. But I know that your really busy and really working hard and really doing everything in your power to get everything done.

Happy Thanks Giving to each and every one of you at Hell’s kitchen and hope your having stuffed Duck in corn bread dressing and gravy with garlic onion and celery and carrots and Greenbeans and walnuts and mushroom sauce and Garlic Cheese Bread with Broc and Corn and Pound Cakes with strawberry and whip cream. Yum.

I would pack my bag within 24 Hours and leave this town and who would not want to leave and go on Hell’s kitchen lets face facts it is Job a real job that will take a Poor person to a Better Life.

Who would love to go and get the truth from Chef Gordon Ramsay and I would love it and some people would hate it and some people would have a panic attack and lose there joy of going on.

Some people are fearful of the screaming and yelling and it starts to push them to crumble and when some one is mad it because stress but for me it is best to find out what is wrong and start doing it there way, Because it is the right way and when I hear chef gordon ramsay speak I know he is right and what he says makes a lot of sense and the way he is telling you to do it is the right way and it has to be done like that every time and of course his show and his food.

Dear Blog Gods knows that I have been trying to get Hell’s kitchen attention and of course I leave massive amount of information on any and all of the Blogs and RARELY HEAR FROM THEM AND of course it is there right to choose and to hear THE WORD NO OR YES WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW AND MOST OF ALL IT WOULD BE LESS BUGGING YOU IF I KNEW IT WAS NO AND I WOULD STOP WRITTING ON FUTURE SHOWS AND ALL MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS WOULD NOT BE ON HERE ANY MORE AND OF COURSE I WOULD ALWAYS WATCH THE SHOW AND TO BE BLUNT IF I AM NOT EVER GOING TO BE PICKED FOR ANY FUTURE SHOW AND I KNOW THAT I AM NOT YOUR TYPE I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO UNDERSTAND AND STOP ASKING AND STOP TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION AND FOR YEARS AND MONTHS AND DAYS AND HOURS TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION AND LOTS OF PATIENTS TRYING TO GET THROW THE DOOR AND FOR ONE HOUR ON THE SHOW AND OR ONE DAY I AM FIGHTING FOR THAT RIGHT BUT IF I AM NOT WORTHY ENOUGH THEN I WILL SIMPLY STOP ASKING AND ALL IT TAKES IS A LETTER #504 525 14th Avenue Seattle Washington Zip 98112 and all you have to do is mail me a letter telling me No and I will leave you alone forever and That is all I am asking for?

YES I am fat and I WILL NOT BE HURT IF CHEF GORDON RAMSAY TALK TO ME LIKE SHIT AND OF COURSE HE IS GOING TO YELL AND SCREAM AND CURSE AND SO WHAT IT WILL NOT BOTHER ME BECAUSE I GREW UP IN A HOME LIKE THAT AND MY STEP FATHER WANTED THE HOUSE CLEAN AND THE FOOD RIGHT AND IT HAD TO BE READY WHEN HE WALKED THROW THE DOOR AND HE WORKED HARD AND HE WAS HUNGRY AND THE HOUSE HAD TO BE CLEAN AND EVERYTHING HAD TO BE IN ITS PLACE AND AS LONG AS THIS TWO THINGS WHERE DONE EVERYTHING WAS COOL AS ICE AND WHEN I WAS GROWING UP I HAD 3 SISTERS AND ONE BROTHER AND THEY WHERE PIGS AND THEY WOULD NOT DO THERE LIST OF CHOIRS AND COOK AND YARD WORK AND IT WAS 1/5 OF THE HOUSE WORK AND THEN AS FAR AS COOKING IT HAD TO CHANGE UP EAT AND EVERY DAY AND THERE WAS NO REPEATS IN THE WEEK AND HE LOOK FOR IDEAS AND HE LAY THEM ON ME AND I WAS THE ONE WHO WENT TO THE SCHOOL LIBRARY AND GET CHECK OUT THE BOOK AND TRY IT AT HOME AND I DID THIS FOR OVER A YEAR AND TRADE OFF START TO HAPPEN WITH MY BROTHER LIKE HE WOULD DO MY PART OF THE YARD WORK IF HE DID NOT HAVE TO COOK, BECAUSE WHEN YOU MESS UP FOOD, HE OFTEN TOOK IT OUT OF YOUR POCKET AND AT THAT TIME MY BROTHER WAS TIRED OF LOSING HIS WEEKLY ALLOWANCE AND SISTER DID NOT LIKE TO COOK AND THEY TOSS THERE IDEAS AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW I WAS COOKING EACH AND EVERY DAY AND ONCE IN A WHILE WE WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF CHILI AND CINNAMON ROLLS AND THAT WAS SOMETHING MY FATHER COULD SO TWO DAYS IN A ROLL, WE DID CHILI WITH HAMBURGER AND RED BEANS AND ONION,GARLIC,CILENTRO,CELERY,VEGGIE STOCK,GREEN HOT PEPPER,CUMIN,RED PEPPERS,ROMAN TOMATO,TOMATO PASTE,SUGAR,HOT SAUCE,LIME,PARSEY AND SECRET AND MORE SECRET BUT IT ALL BLENDS TOGETHRER AND IT COOKS REAL SLOW ON THE HEAT AND OFTEN SPOONED AND THE SMELL DRIVES YOU CRAZY AND OF COURSE THE TABLE WAS SET AND HIS ROLLS MY FATHER LOVE RAISEN AND OFTEN PUT EXTRA ONE IN AND OF COURSE ANOTHER BATCH WITH GOLDEN RAISEN AND CREAM CHEESE BUTTER FROSTING AND MY FATHER WAS READY TO GO AND GO HE WENT AND IT WAS NICE TO HEAR HIM BITCH ABOUT THE FOOD AND THAT IS WHEN I GOT MY SPARK AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT EASY TO GET AROUND CHEF GORDON RAMSAY AND JUST LIKE MY STEP FATHER YOU ARE GOING TO TELL ME THE TRUTH AND THAT REASON ALONE I AM CONTACTING OVER THIS BLOG AND THIS BLOG MY HUSBAND NEVER SEES BECAUSE HE IS NOT A FAN OF YOURS AND IF HE WAS ON YOUR SHOW, HE WOULD BE THE VERY FIRST ONE TO GET KICKED OFF YOUR SHOW BECAUSE EVEN THOUGHT HE KNOWS YOUR SHOW AND HAVE WATCHED YOU COOK HE CAN’T EVEN COOK AN EGG THAT MEANS BOIL OR FRIED OR OVER EASY OR SUNNY SIDE UP THAT IS SOMETHING MY GERMAN HUSBAND WHO NAME IS JUSTIN ROSS FEIERABEND CAN’T DO AND COOKING DOES NOT COME EASY TO HIM AND IN THE PASS I HAD ASKED HIM TO APPLY AND HE SAID HE IS NOT WILLING TO BE YELLED AT AND AS SOON AS THAT HAPPENS HE WOULD WALK OUT OF THE PLACE AND THAT MEANS HE IS WEAK AND A WASTE ON THE PROGRAM, Because Andrew and Antonia just left just like that and that meant any one could had did better then both of those people but yes I am trying to get your attention and how do I Hold it and what more can I say and how much more can I say?

Dear Hell’s kitchen another day and another state you go on and know to find brand new people and all the people in the pass who traveled and did that second interview is what put on the cutting room floor and of course create a Blog of all the people rejected list and that way Every one who is not picked will know for sure there is no hope and that they don’t have a chance in Hell and it is fearful and scare but it is hope and without the hope is gone and of course your fans from all over the world will always watch and of course I WRITE AND CONTACT YOU OFTEN BUT I AM NOT DOING IT HARD CORE BUT ON THE BLOG BECAUSE AS FAR AS E-MAIL IT IS A JOKE BECAUSE MY HUSBAND BLOCKED OFF COMMUNICATION IN THAT DIRECTION AND OF COURSE HE WOULD NOT WANT TO COME ON THE SHOW AND THAT IS WHY I AM CHOICE IS MICHEAL SANDERS AND JOHN AND THIS GUYS ARE GREAT AND THEY LOVING THE SWEARING AS MUCH AS I DO. Men that love to swear are real men to me and WHEN IT IS RAW AND STRAIGHT UP SWEARING AND CURSING IS FUN AND THRILLING IT IS SUCH FREEDOM AND IT REALLY PUTS A SMILE ON MY FACE AND I LOVE IT AND THAT IS THE MAIN REASON I WANT TO BE ON HELL’S KITCHEN.

I WAS ALWAYS LEFT HOLDING THE BAG OFTEN AT THE RAM CAFE SPORTS BAR AND GRILL AND GOT USED TO IT AND AND THAT PLACE WAS FULL BUT OFTEN I NOTICE IT WAS SALAD AND OTHER WONDERFUL RARE DISHES IS WHAT HELL’S KITCHEN IS ABOUT AND RAJ SAID THE FOOD WAS WONDERFUL BUT HE DID NOT LIKE THE MENU? THAT REMARK WAS WEIRD TO ME, BECAUSE HE DID NOT ALLOW ANY LEFT OVERS TO MAKE IT TO THE BIN? He is very strange man for saying that but he had mental issues and my issues for me is wanting to prove myself to complete strangers I never met and I think about all of you often and your strangers and You don’t know me and it has to be Crazy that you get letters from me and I contact you and I am a stranger who is trying to get your attention and of course I WANT SOMETHING A CHANCE BUT OF COURSE EVERY ONE DOES AND I AM FROM SEATTLE ONLY ONE SINGLE PERSON FROM SEATTLE AND I AM ASKING ALONE BECAUSE I DON’T SEE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND EVEN TRY OUT AND YES IT HURTS TO HAVE YOUR FEELINGS HURT AND THE YELLING AND SCREAMING THEY DON’T CARE FOR AND THEY DON’T WATCH THE SHOW BECAUSE OF THAT AND I DON’T CARE BECAUSE I LIKE TO WATCH THE SHOW I HAVE NO PROBLEM LIVING AROUND THAT 24-7 BECAUSE WHEN I SEE HELL’S KITCHEN DEEP DOWN INSIDE I AM THAT WAY MYSELF AND I DO NOT LET IT OUT THE WAY I WANT TO AROUND SUCH GOODY GOODY NICE, NICE SWEET, BUBBLE GUM AND GOODY GUM DROP LAND AND IT IS TENSE AND VERY RESTRAINING TO BE AROUND THAT.

Going on Hell’s kitchen is like the Bull CRAP STOPS AT THE DOOR AND THAT IS LEARNING FAST AND WORKING AS A TEAM AND ALWAYS WORK ON GETTING YOUR ORDERS OUT CORRECTLY AND COME OUT SWINGING AND KEEP UP THE PACE AND DO A FLAWLESS JOB AND GET GOOD ON NOT SERVING RAW CHICKEN AND SEASON AND COOK SCALLOPS TO THE CORRECT COOKING TIME AND GETTING A GOOD SEAR ON THEM AS WELL AS THE STEAK AND THE WELLINGTON IN THE OVEN IS KEY TO GOOD SERVICE AND ALWAYS BE A WATCH DOG OVER THE LOBSTER AND DON’T OVER COOK IT OR UNDER COOK IT GAIL AND I FELT SO SORRY FOR HER SHE COULD HAD WENT WITH SHRIMP INSTEAD, I WOULD HAD LOVED TO HAD BEEN THERE AT HELL’S KITCHEN I WOULD HAD MADE IT SPICY SHRIMP AND RICE WITH VEGGIES INSTEAD WITH GINGER SHERRY SAUCE GAIL SHOULD HAD WORKED HER STATION AND SHOULD HAD BEEN THINKING.

JULLIAN AND SABRINA HIT IT OUT OF THE BALL PARK AND THEY DID AMAZING BUT SABRINA SPEAK UP WHEN CHEF IS SPEAKING TO YOU AND HIS VOICE IS FANTASTIC AND HIS ENGLISH IS PERFECTION AND SO PAY ATTENTION WHEN HE SAYS RED TIME LISTEN UP AND THEN THE TABLE NUMBER AND WHAT TO START AND RESPOND WHAT IS SO HARD ABOUT THAT AND IF YOU WOULD HAD DID IT IN A TIMELY MANNER THEN HE WOULD HAD NOT CALLED YOU AN DUMB ASS. THAT MEANS HE IS GETTING FRUSTRATED WITH YOUR LACK OF COMMUNICATION.

Dear Hell’s kitchen am I giving you too much to read and it is becoming harder and harder because you have so much other stuff to think about and I really want to know one way or the other and of course I under that your busy and of course your time is time of working so hard and Thank giving is around the corner and family and friends love ones and Parents and Grandparents get together and I understand and I just want to say thank you for reading and getting my letters and hope you take a look at this Blog and see that I CARE AND TAKE CARE.

Who are the next two to go and are the men getting more frustrated and that Russell is really something and he is nuts and I don’t like him, there is something about him that gives me the creeps.

Trev is weird at time and very strange but hard working and at times he shines but a goof ball to some degree.

Nona has a great palate but she gave chef her chicken an her hen and it was gross but yet she down his chicken wings, I don’t get it. And in that little room she Sshhhed it away. Funny and this is the same lady who put steaks in a cold pan not searing the meat and said to her one Salmon and she had some nerve to raise her voice to Chef Ramsay.

No Music No Movies and no sex no wonder people snap in HELL’S KITCHEN?

You want to go Nuts in Hell’s kitchen Because your not Busting any Nuts.

Force to get to know each other with times on your hand and all I know is that we are all after the same thing.

I love Ice on my skin and it really cools my skin.

Life is stress tention and pressure.

Tie up some loose ends and be out the door just like that yes it would be wonderful and to go to Hell and Back would be a Shock to the Body.

But to be creative free at mind and putting things together with the idea of a WORLDLY MAN AND SPICES AND FLAVOR AND BRIGHT AND WOW WE YUMMY WOULD BE FANTASTIC ONE IN A LIFE TIME FLAVOR AND WORLDLY WORLD FRESH FOOD.

Gail my dear work on your noodles and get your Lobster right and everything will be grand, Listen Nona cook your risorto more okay and it is clear your not allowing it to cook longer in the Broth.

Jillian my dear you are more then half way there and so think about your son and think about moving out of the house and you will be fine and lightly season any tomato dish you make and everything will be fine little lady and I see you hugging Nona often and that means you two are friends.

Hold it together Hell’s kitchen group you are going on a real ride soon and get ready for the Bumpy ride.

Stop Drinking all that Booze but your just getting so drunk every night and to be so wasted until the point of getting sick really hurts and of course that would be frustrating and sickness set in and all the hard sweating I SEE people do this and that is when they really screw up on line and if you know you have to work, Why get drunk it is a sure way to lose.

The Hot Tub every one should use it more often. Sit there and let your mind set free and calm come over your mind and soul and body and spirit.

Good Luck with another day ahead the Sun will raise and you can smell the fresh air and the trees come alive and the last of the flowers come out to Bloom and it is a new day with new ideas and another chance in Hell’s kitchen and fresh start and every one should wake up and stop sucking up the booze when they have to go to work.

No one is Flawless but we all push to be the Best we can be and give it are all and as far as winning every one has the idea they are going to Win.

Only when it gets down to the final six then the kick some butt and know every one is out for themselves and no one is in control as a team and know it is time to shine and delight and put it all on the Table and really learn and know his Menu in your dreams and during punishments you have learn how to put his food together and make it great and wonderful and fantastic and breathtaking and that is what you learn and of course if your fat your going to drop some pounds and don’t be afraid to lose it and that means you have to run your ass off completely.

Any slip in the kitchen you really going to be put on the chopping Block and that really sucks but Rob would not speak out about Vinny for some reason He though of the mess ups as a team and instead he wanted to Blend it together and It was Clear to me Vinny should had been brought up to the home front but for some reason Rob refuse to speak up to save himself and so in that delay he mess his one and only chance up and for sure got himself canned and kicked to the curb. Cold hard facts he was lazy and his food was normal and it did not have that wow factor and All his big talk just made him look like a ass and full of it big time, With those words comes action and boring cooking is bland and tasteless and Yes He is Big and Sexy and Nice looking but I would give him some bland boring food to start and then I would just add flavor but I don’t want him I just like looking at him.

Russell has a tendency to push people to put orders out too soon and then Chef Ramsay gets Mad and then Russell gets Mad and then when Chef walks away Russell shuts down.

Messing additions with Hell’s kitchen Thurs Far and often sending them pictures and paper work and Health Card information up date and ready to drop everything just like that for Hell’s kitchen and of course everybody who is into name calling and cursing wants to be on the show and that is thrilling and a real kick in the head and or the butt.

Hope your getting my letters and cards and I hope that you read and keep me in mind and rest assure I Have left The Season 8 Casting list and moved on to Season 9 and know again from Seattle Washington paying attention to you once again, I Wonder do you even notice me or other people contacting you more then I DO AND OF COURSE LETTERS AND PICTURES WILL FOLLOW WITH EACH STATE WOULD BE GREAT.

Dear Season 9 could you please look at season 8 Casting call information Because I have left you 1000s of messages and of course I am on here and hope that you will contact me collect at 1-206-420-1727 All I am asking for is a message and that is it. I wonder who is going to win and who is going to stay strong and not crumble and wonder if the front runner is going to crumble or lose it and know that every one is so close who is going to snap and who is going to get stressed.

I Think it was wrong of Trev to ask Gail to make out, That right there is a Beef, Because no one comes to Hell’s kitchen for a Boy friend or a girl friend? A job is the main reason and the only reason and of course like Gail it is not good to talk to this man and of course just work and little talk off line as possible and everything should be good.

Trev is great when it comes down to him working it alone and with no pressure of other people and them getting there food together and he has no others to worry about and that is the key to him winning but I don’t like him because he often kill special moment for people that are having a good time.

I love Pot Roast that is stuffed with Garlic Cloves,and Walla White onion and paprika and sage rub and orange mixed together of course with Red potato and Dill and other crazy spices and grilled veggies in ginger sauce and I love Chocolate Brownie with cream cheese frosting baked into and topped with crushed roasted walnuts.

Russell is Rude and Mean and Nasty and Cold, He is one of those Bastards that you don’t want to meet and if He works for the wine company your going to lose half of the people that buy your wine, Because this Punk ass Bitch is calling every woman He has Met A Bitch and that goes for Emily who he called Double Bubble Bitch and called Sabrina a Dumb 22 year old Bitch and his hate for woman is going to drive woman who drink away from the service with that mean hard ass hateful person I hope he starts to mess up and let it get worst then the raw chicken?

People are strong when they stay and talk things out and find out what they are doing wrong and so the problem can be fixed and of course it is his kitchen and he knows that place in his sleep and so all understanding and concern and knowledge and most of all he is very smart and that is my only goal is to learn fast and keep him calm and work harder then any one in the history of Hell’s kitchen.

Chef Gordon Ramsay is Honest and straight forward and to hear the truth about my cooking from him would Better then anything in my life, I have deep hard passion for cooking and I would love to have a chance to show what I know which would be in the creative cooking but it would be fun and wonderful to go throw the pressure that I see so many other people go throw and see wher they are going wrong and not go in that direction.

The Screaming and the yelling I can handle it and all it is going to make me want to do is do a better job and work harder to get a smile on his face, I want to be there to learn his Beautiful Lovely food and to learn his special style of cooking, Which is like no other person in the world and I do not watch other cooking shows on TV and of course every one knows about M

Really enjoy the show for massive reason, It has a Spark and a kick to it has a kick that gets you moving and thinking and you have to not be confused and everything has to be done a certain way and you have to speak up and Be Direct and from the first day, you have to know your station and Nail it and no matter what station you work on, There is an understand and you have to listen to what he is saying Because the Directions could be directed toward the Red Team or the Blue team and that means you have to open your ears and open your mind and really listen and do and that is the issue that makes Chef Gordon Ramsay has with people and learning is something you have to do fast and no matter what station your in, It is all about understanding and doing that station and of course on this Blog I am trying to get your attention and I just want you to know that I am reaching out and telling you that Martha Steward and Paula Dean together would not equal one Chef Ramsay and what I like about Chef Gordon Ramsay He is not nice and that is thrilling and I would not change one single thing about Chef Gordon Ramsay, If I ever walk throw the Door I am there to Win.

Brag and Brag I will not be doing it in front of the other people, Because going on Hell’s Kitchen is off the hook and thrilling and it is nice he speaks his mind and if I was there, I would listen to each and every word He had to say and I would Burn it into my mind and John Januchowski is my Best friend and He is some one who is down for me getting on the show always feel free to leave a message with my best friend 1-206-933-3554 and He lives in the same building as me and that is 525 14th avenue east #704 SEATTLE WASHINGTON ZIP 98112 and of course I want to leave seattle more then any thing and of course I am ready to give it a shot just like every person who loves your show and of course you have seen 1000s of people by know and of course I have tried out to a large degree but it is really up to you and you can have any one you want and I understand and it depends on there style and what you are looking for and of course only time will tell and of course I am worried but the only thing I can do is wait and see 1-206-420-1727

I am proud that I tried and gave it my all just to get throw the door, All I can offer is good cooking and Chef Ramsay good cooking and learning and being fast I am willing to do and all the rules that need to follow I Am down for it and of course who would not want to be there in this world but of course there is the gentle people crowd who never watch Hell’s kitchen Because they can’t handle the abusive talk and it really gets to them and they don’t watch or they watch once and say no Thanks to it and to me that is a strong person who will want to talk out issues instead of walking out of the room or not address the issues at all.

Sabotage and lack of communication has not come from me I have tried to reach out for years trying to get on your show Because I never saw any man speak up and tell the truth about other people feelings and I rarely say that part as growing up and other people say nothing because they don’t want to hurt the other person feelings and when I saw CHEF RAMSAY DO that I WAS HOOKED I like the Boldness and I used to talk that way but people started to cry and I was asked not to hurt other people feelings and of course if some one gives me something that is gross, I simply won’t eat it or take it home and feed it to a Dog.

I really dig Hell’s kitchen and it is incredible and A Breath of fresh air and I really miss it when it is gone and it is very frustrating Because the people are wanting to eat there food and it is not getting out to them fast enough and of course this people have all day to study and read and instead they are fighting with each other and yelling and screaming in the Back and of course it is all about reading those cook books and putting everything in your head engrave it.

I am a Natural Cook everything I have learn from was from Books or what the place was serving and what there specials where and also have been a creative cook and had to create specials for the day and that was fun and okay and it made my life pretty easy and the reason I like Hell’s kitchen so much is Because each person is picky and that is wonderful, It is fantastic to me and I would be so proud cooking out of some one mind and it is Chef Gordon Ramsay Because when something is good it is more then just Because I have talked to one single person who was on that special list of invites and He told me some of the most wonderful news and he said the food was delightful and taste like a little piece of Heaven.

When is Season 9 going to start and are you getting close to picking out the line up yet.

I am Aggressive to some Degree, Because I need to know where I stand and what is on the plate and If I am not going to be able to prepare the plate then I simply need to know and of course Casting Call Cast it is in your hands and you hold the key and of course I have contacted you throw the mail and hope and pray that you have just a small amount of time to read and understand that I am just asking you for one simple word and that could be?

Good Morning to the Casting Call People and Staff from all over the world and I simply thank you for your time even if it is just one single minute and of course I am looking forward to seeing Hell’s kitchen this Weds and that is tonight and of course you never know what is going to happen, But I heard the fat jokes that Chef Gordon Ramsay said on TMZ and of course He is in Great Shape and I heard He feels Sorry for Robert on season 6 and 7 who was fat and of course when He got mad at Robert He really let him have it and of course that comes from his hate of Fat People, I already know that He would never allow any one who is fat to work in one of his self owned places and I know for a fact on Masterchef He really picked on Jay and I notice He did the same to Raj and I can be Numb to his insults and will not allow him to make me crumble, Because I am there for a job and that is all I Am there for and of course I plan on dropping a record amount of work running my ass off just to get a job that is going to change my life first allowing me to move and be able to take care of myself and I can let his insults rather you do well, He has underhanded insults and I know it is going to happen no matter what and I will be Numb to that Because for me it is all about a job.

I am searching for a real job and even if Hell’s kitchen was paying Half I Would still bug you over it and I am not greedy with that job I Would never asked for a raise and I am shooting for a job and all I am asking for is a chance and it is up to Casting Call not Chef Gordon Ramsay himself and He will not see me until the show starts and He is going to think Fat Bitch right off the Back.

Every Moment with him I have to nail what I am doing and that means the first meal that is creative coming out of the kitchen, I know that I can’t afford to be a one trick pony and I Know that I have to learn my station fast and get the food right each and every time and so that He will not calling me a Fat Cow or Fat Bitch and I know that it is going to be massive amount of cooking and getting that station right and knowing what is going with what.

I know that I Have to get the timing for all the meats and rissorto and Wellington and I often hear Rib eye and Chicken and Salads and spinach and egg bake and squash and other dishes like roasted lobster and other dishes but it is all his food and it is creative cooking and all the food Belongs to him.

People Suffer if they don’t get the food right and your going to get mental abused and talked to like trash and there is nothing you can do but get it straight and fly right to get him off your back and it is all about getting everything up to a picture perfect picture plate of food that melts in your mouth.

Russell in the pass you did great on the chicken for 8 services flawless and Potion in Motion and all of a sudden the Big talk about How your going to Bury your other team mates and then you give Chef Raw Chicken come on even though I Don’t like you stop slipping and get back on the plane and fly right.

Applied for Twins World and New York could you and would you get the information I sent to them, Can they forward all the paper work to you and matter of fact they have massive amount of paper work from me and they told me I would have to live there in order to apply for Hells’ kitchen and of course all that information should had been directed toward all the new Casting Call people and I had no idea about this?

Fear at meeting Chef Gordon Ramsay and knowing that He does not like Fat People and from his meeting with Talk Host on late night TV He often make Fat Cracks and Jokes about Fat People and that is going to Hurt but I can over look that for a Job and that is the reason I am going to drop weight Because I don’t want him to go off on me and I am willing to run that extra mile to please him and keep him calm and get what ever bothers him out of the way and communicate and help my team members and of course Help myself to stick around, Because I am applying for a Job and There is only one Job?

I want the Job on Hell’s Kitchen and There is a way to get it and that is by walking throw the Door and that decision is left up to Casting Calls People and there are 1000s of people applying and I have choose to do it throw mail for the time Being and all I have his hope and leaving it in Gods Hands but I do want to say Thank you for your time and if you had a chance to read any information which I know is so much to read and it will take some of your time and I know your Supper Busy and I Know that every one in the world is calling and The reason I write letters to you is to share my soul and passion of cooking and emotion throw the mail for know.

Hell’s kitchen is the best cooking show in the world and I Will not miss the show no matter what and I look at people who can’t handle the pressure and start to see them crack and do stupid things and go out of there way to say Belittle things under there breath Like when Jullian won her Toy monkey when her group where on the special ride she said she throw a ball and she pretended it was Chef Gordon Ramsay Head and Nona on Gordon Chicken wings which she insulted his wings and said Ssshhh in that little room and this is the lady who served Chef Honey Chicken and Raw Green Beans and That Hen Salad was a real train wreak waiting to happen.

I have a wing dish I would make for Chef Gordon Ramsay and it is called Sherry Teri Hot Wings and that is made with Ginger and Pineapple juice and other and as far as dip ranch and honey mustard dressing for carrots and Celery sticks and that would be a pick for first meal?

Dear Casting call your all over the place and travel all around the world to find people that are going to be right for Hell’s kitchen Rest for sure and mail will make it to the very next state and my little well wishes from Seattle washington say Hello and have a Nice Day and Good Health and Good Joy and have A Bright and Beautiful day Okay, From a fan who digs you.

Dear Hell’s kitchen By know you should know that I really enjoy the show and when the people get drunk it is funny because people are getting drunk will get you tossed off the show, Because they can’t think straight and they start to mess up and forget what they learn and what this Dumb Ass People Piss there Chance away because they can’t control how much they drink.

Hell’s kitchen is about learning and bringing something to the table and that is your creative mind and there are many test that people are going to do and you have to deal with twist and each day at Hell’s kitchen and of course for the freedom of speech is worth while and I crave that freedom and you will not get that any where in the world and of course it is great that Chef is holding at what he has and just doing what he does and that is being on TV And showing his face to the world and of course He is bigger then Paula Dean and Martha Steward put together and His Boldness and Bluntness is a reason to be hooked.

I like Jullian she is a good cook and she often holds her own very well but I Hope that she keeps doing what she does and holds it together. Nona Gain Chef Trust and really buckle down and learn his food and stop fighting with him or you are out, Gail start to spice your food and cook your noodles and Sabrina your doing great all you have to do is speak up and let Chef know where your at as far as orders go and Russell stop being mad because you may blow up at the wrong person and try to find joy and stop acting like a heartless creep. Trev hold it together and keep doing what you do and don’t go off on Gail, Because I remember you asking her to make out at one point and so I Know your attracted to her but you hate all those ladies for throwing you under the Bus.

So Many Weird People out there and of course on Hell’s kitchen you are a team and I have seen Jullian Heart melt for Nona and it is nice that they are friends and that meant she reached in and changed her mind tiny bit.

Dear Jen Demartino I want to thank you so much for the 5 minute conversation and appreciate your kindness and the time you took to talk to me I Really value that time and I did get the information to you and sent you tiny bit more and I Hope you are having a great day and take care and also want to Thank David Tapia as well and this man was incredible and it is the time that you gives that counts and from this two fantastic, I want to Thank you.

Karla Francis,Lisa Jackson and Elaine Nuaez I want to Thank you for taking my letters and Cards and of course your going to get some mail from me with each state you hit and of course up date information is going to follow and I hope that I do not take up all your time and I hope you have a chance to take it easy and stay well and have a great day and all I want to say is take care.

Tonight is the night and we will see who can hang with Hell’s kitchen and see who will crumble and crack and can’t hang or front runners start to go down Hill and others get stronger but we will see tonight.

That is what I love about Hell’s kitchen so many twist and turns and you never know what Chef Gordon or his Staff is going to say and I also love to see Chef Scott step up and Bust some Ass, His words Cut like a knife and it is the reason I am so Attracted to the show.

I hope that every one in this world understand that I have been reaching out for Hell’s kitchen for years and if you look at all the mail put together your looking at 500 letters and cards all together but there where times when your out of town and I Wrote letter just have all the people who left give you all my paper work along with the 2nd addition and that is Britney and Peter and others and Jana they have all my information.

Russell the Muscle is Great at making salad and when he smiles and has Bliss He is different and of course very aggressive but he should help people out and help his team win instead of throwing people under the Bus. But know He is on his own and know there is final 6 and only time will tell. Sabrina cooked in Hell’s Because she though it was Cute instead of taking them off and it just slowed her down.Vinny said he was there for the love of cooking and not for the money but this fool could not stop smoking and his taste and style of food went down Hill and his food went down hill as the show went on.Raj talked himself out of Hell’s kitchen going around telling every body that he is going to be the winner and bragging all day long is away of every one feeling stress and makes them dislikes you and then people think little of you and you lost respect.

Dear Casting Call I Have tried out for years at first there where letters and Cards and then some travel involved and 2nd interview. I see that it is Thrilling and that Chef Gordon Ramsay just wants people who can catch on and understand his cook books and I learn fast and my goal is to learn fast and understand what needs to be done and have everything done just to put a smile on his face and to keep him Calm and what makes it Bad is that the people on Masterchef maybe better cooks.

Bye Bye Sabrina the teen age Bitch, What Happen you could not even make a simple salad, We know the lettuce has to be flawless and we know, Chef is not into too much dressing for his salad and that it has to be even Steven to go on Each Salad, This was the reason everything got Behind. Perfect lettuce and mix up the rest and equal on each serving. That Red Wine the night before you must had down a whole bottle and to get drunk before and have a hang over in the morning and lazy in not Setting up your station.Yet again.

Drama Queen Yes indeed and Sabrina all you had to do is keep it together and at this point your asking other people to help you set up your station and your still not understanding that you need to learn and listen and understand that you needed to do a Flawless job and you where on the way up, The problem is that you often second guess yourself and had to still have others check your work not being sure of your own work and having Nona and Trev and when something is not right Sabrina would put the blame on them, Even though it was not there station to start off with, It just seem like she was not sure of herself?

Little Baby spice Sabrina Goodbye Bye Baby Girl little lady who put the nail in her coffin, By calling her own team Bitches and that right there made most of the team all of a sudden not like her and Every one had to carry the work for her as far as stocking her area, Often you see Sabrina in the bathroom,Putting on make up and dumping her work on the other ladies and that is not fair, Because it left the other girls tired and warn out during service and the other ladies had no choice, Because there team would lose and they would have to face punishment from Chef Gordon Ramsay.

Sabrina Dear you called half the ladies Fat Bitches and of course turned over half your team against you from the start and of course you would not let Chef Ramsay know how close you where in getting food out to him, Your Deep lack of Communication and you did not even bring your Clams and Pasta or Duck and Lental to the Menu of free creative thinking, You fail to fight to bring creative food to the Menu and of course Your really did not fight for your food and you cared about what they wanted instead of putting something of yours to the Menu.

You Tell the world that your better then all this bitches and all the bragging and Big Talk makes you look like a Fool and of course your a Drunk and you don’t know when to stop and that is how you got your ass tossed on the street but I did feel sorry for you and when you started to cry that meant you where standing on your last leg and keep in mind Sabrina that even if you would had made it to the top two, No one liked you enough to fight and help your cause and that was to win and not being like is going to be Sabotage in the Winning Circle and every one would help you win and every one would mess the food up to make you lose any way?

Trev why are you over cooking the Pasta and why are you yelling at Gail and your so short tempered and frustrated and after drinking all night and then just staying up all night long is Dumb to start off with,Your on your way out if you don’t straighten up and come back and it is like you have a Beef with Gail who you asked to make out with one week earlier and of course your yelling at her and who made you boss and Chef Scott stepped in and pointed you in the right Direction and got you back on track.

Chef Scott said words that I would love to say myself and it was relief to hear him say what he says and that is full freedom and release of frustration is Healthy and I tune in for the realness and the Bluntness and the Aggressive talking is release of Thrillness and that is very attractive and Between Chef Gordon Ramsay and Free Speech is a wonderful Reason to Fight to be on Hell’s kitchen But just learning and Respecting his Creative Food and learning all the Food is the Greatest Gift of the show.

Gail you did pretty good at first coming up with something you love and have every one love it is reaching into your mind and finding your idea and you did great Gail and when it came down to service you did a bad job on the fish, You should had used the No Stick Pan and that would had made Chef Ramsay Happy and that would had Pleased more People who are waiting to eat.

Russell it was great that you had a dish of all dish that was fantastic and creative and wonderful and mind blowing and fantastic and Beautiful and Breath taking meal in a spoon. You seem like your just getting tired and burned out and the anger is killing some of the passion and to give Chef a Raw Rib Eye just sent him over the Path and made him lose it Russell first a Raw Chicken and Know Raw Rib Eye is something you really need to watch out and understand that he has to float in motion and do a outstanding job.

Nona is happy as hell having Sabrina the Ghetto Bitch leave has to be a relief and Nice and lovely for her and that means she no longer has to carry Sabrina by setting up her area and That is a Relief and tonight Nona can go to sleep with a smile on her face and Relief from hear Sabrina Voice the Next Morning. Nona all you need to do is gain Chef Trust and you will have it made and really listen to what he wants and understand that your pan needs to be Hot and that the pan has to be hot enough and so your meat is seared.

Frustration For Chef Gordon Ramsay every one need to Buckle Down and understand the whole Cook Book and What makes it so special it is his food Put together in His own Special way and it all Blend together and certain things go together and that is what makes it spectacular and wonderful having everything to together to make a picture perfect meal and that is incredible to do and to get a full service would be great.

Anger from Chef Ramsay is lack of respect and understanding his food is a Crime and not reading and understanding that all the food needs to go out and every one needs to keep talking and helping each other for the people that come there to eat and the people are the ones who need to get eat and getting all the food out makes the people happy and that is the main reason to be on Hell’s kitchen and to have people waiting to eat and they are hungry is pure shame and frustration to look at other people who hunger and that is a reason to learn each station fast just in case Chef Kicks other people out and to be able to jump over to there station and to remember the food in its own special way is giving the deepest respect not to the people that wait all year to come on Hell’s kitchen to eat but to put a smile on Chef Gordon Ramsays face and to see him Calm and at Ease and that would be a great day in itself.

Dear Hell’s kitchen I am the phone book under Lydia Anne Kelly and of course how are you doing and know that your no longer in other states and hope my letters reach the other location. I am a natural cook and love to cook to please people and to make them happy and I know that you have massive amount of work to do and I understand that you have allot of thinking to do and all I am doing is letting you know that I have sent more paper work to you and hope that you can understand me better.

The people that come to Hell’s kitchen are so important and it is wonderful to get each service out and so every one is fed and that goal should be reached each and every night and no ands ifs or buts , It should be done each and every night and that has to hurt for the people who make plans to be on Hell’s kitchen to eat and wait for mouths to enjoy a once in a life time meal and that is pure joy of feeding people to see there happy face and watch them enjoy there meal.

People wait to eat at Hell’s kitchen forever and that is the most special moment in a person life to come on the show to eat a meal and have a good time. To leave without eatting is a Crime to not feed people and that is something to be ashamed of and it is not fair to the people that come all that way and it becomes a waste of time and frustrating and Hard to Deal with.

Jullian Sweet Heart is getting tired and I wonder if her hand is better and I hope she got her hand looked at and protected and of course Ice is a Great killer of pain and takes the Redness out and will make her sleep better at night and all she need to do is sleep more and think about her son.

Jullian must be really happy that Sabrina is gone Because she is right Sabrina acts like a Baby and every one is tired of carrying her and having to set up l her station? But Jullian wash your hands often and handle the salt the way chef tells you or get a little spoon and put a dash in your pan but don’t just dump the salt in like that and really listen to what Chef Has to say, His words are Golden and He is teaching you to do a better job and look deep down and change little lady and from what you said about your hands you should just wash them 3 or 4 times an hour.

Dirty hands Honey why don’t you wash your hands often that seem kind of Nasty Jullian. Straighten up and fly right and you say some real air head words and I Like that about you and Trev Honey Frog legs can be cooked with Herbs and spices and Roasted Peppers and garlic,onion and Lemon zest would had been nice but why did you go out of the Box and did not go with something you know, Because doing something you know that taste good to you would had been better then something you know nothing about and to blend it up and serve it that way should be something to be called a dumb ass. To go out of the Box should be something He knows already and He is there to share what He knows instead of trying to use other people as Ginny Pigs. A Real Fool Move.

I am not a Drunk and so I will win Hell’s kitchen and some people are just Blood sucking leaches and don’t know when to stop and already know they have to go back to work that night and after a couple of drinks with no water to push the booze out is Dumb and of course it is good to taste but to get wasted and have to work is stupid and an air head move.

Sabrina Dear Goodbye I Had Hope that you where going to be Humble and More Thankful but you got lost along the way and put out a Salad that taste like a Hot Dog and then you went on to not even Be able to put out a Salad that is correct in leaves and dressing and equal amounts of toppings is all you had to do and You sit there talking about other people not being able to handle there area and you can’t even take care of yourself and to say this things about other people is like calling the pot kettle black. You look like a Bubble Head, Who is Lazy woman, Who acts like a Cry Baby and your a drama queen and every one got fed up and Chef Ramsay said enough is enough. Goodbye Little Spice Girl and your easy to remember and no one will ever forget you.

Hell’s kitchen is really something else and every one treats every one like trash and Russell you are starting to crumble in so many ways first with the Chicken that was raw and Wellingtons that where Raw and The Rib Eye is not right is he slipping and slideing some kind of way.

Sabrina Dear, Why is it you refuse to dress the Salad and Burn Rissorto and you being scared of Amuse Bursh and why did you add so much Garlic and when you where serving your food, You had some nerve to say to every one,This one looks better, While switching the dish from one person to another, And what you said among those people in Bad Taste and then you had some nerve to ask Trev for Hell and when you where setting up, It seem like you did not know your station, Yet again as far as pasta, You had no idea how much egg and flour went together for the Pasta and you had no idea about the fish being in the fish station and this is what I Got from you, You hate Trev and put him up on the chopping block and clearly start asking him for his Help Very Sad.

Nona Grits and Shrimp, Little lady what where you thinking to go Grits in less then 10 is a crime and no butter or light salt or pepper or Bell peppers or onions and garlic or Butter, Just plain Bland Grits and that sauce I have no idea about that but one of the Judges said something that indicates that the meal was not fit for a Dog and yes you have a Palate for all food but you really lack in taste some degree but on the other hand you have some nerve to ask Trev about Pepper going into a Dish and yet you are too lazy to go and get a phone book and put the meal together yourself and it seems like Trev is the Go To Guy for information but yet you put him on the chopping block.

Jullian Your lose credit as you go along and your getting sloppy and careless and I Saw you add the salt to the mash potato and it seem like you added an Oz or more to those potato instead of just taking a little spoon and dishing it in or use your fingers like Chef Gordon Ramsay tells you to do it and Amuse Bursh was just slop she throw together as lack of taste and it seems like she is running out of ideas and giving up on her food and it has been going down Hill since the Salad and it seems like she is not keeping her eye on the Ball.

Having all this ladies ask him about the station, Massive amount of dislike for this woman, Who have clearly throw him under the Bus asking him for there Help and it is Clear to me Helping at this point will give you a leg up and speaking of legs what went wrong with the Frog legs and I Know it is better to pan sear them with some seasoning and add Garlic, Roasted Red Pepper and other spices,But Mush and slop all put together and going out of the box instead of taking something that He loves and has passion for to serve people is a crime,It is not a good time to use other people as a test for a dish your doing for the first time? Dumb stupid move. Staying up all night after drinking will make your work go down Hill and you said it is mine to Win and it is mine to lose, But lack of sleep and the use of something for the first time to strangers who are fantastic and wonderful and outstanding critics is wrong Trev and to be again on the chopping block is going in the wrong Direction.

Poor little Sabrina fail in so many ways and the big talk without backing it up, Makes her look like a fool and a Air Head and it just seem like she was lost and confused and had a problem with adding the dressing to the salad and it seems like a weakness and her not adding the dressing and being cheap about the adding means she has a lack of passion and in my heart I thought Trev should had jumped in and really help her get her food completely out to save yourself still is helping some one who is lost and if you know then just do it Because it is all about the people that come all that way to eat and to enjoy the food and just think they have to wait for such a long time to come to Hell’s kitchen to eat the food and It is Best to feed each and every person Because they have waited for so long and to send them home without a meal is a crime and it is not Fair to the people and that is taking away there joy.

Gail start use of non-stick pan and let the pan get really Hot Before you add in the Scallops and that is all he is asking for and why is it that no one will get this and fail to understand and it seems like Chef Ramsay words just go out of one ear into the wall and it is clear to me that is that is how the Scallop gets a nice brown golden look to it. Trev frog leg dish, Some one said that the good thing about it was that it was small.

Russell your Hamachi, Sexy lovely Spoon full of food was Delightful and lovely and you got talent and of course your own ideas really rock and blow every one out of the water and at times I see you as Human when your not around the kitchen with other people, You look relaxed and at ease but of course you where drinking white wine after drinking red wine the night Before and that could be one of the reasons your work is going down Hill and to give raw beef wellingtons and turn around and give raw rib eye and Before that Raw Chicken and it is clear that little cracks are happening as it goes on.

Trev has lost it and talking about putting a bullet in some one head and killing little whinny bitches and every one is after you for information, After stabbing you in the back but understand by you helping them you are still helping yourself and you got to keep in mind by giving the people that come to eat a good meal and it is something to be proud of and it should make you proud and happy to see every one who comes to eat get there meal.

Trev the king of Lobster Spagetti, You gave Chef over cooked pasta and you saw that Sabrina was getting behind in Salads and you know how to do Salads Why did you let your anger for girls get in your way of Helping the people that come to eat at Hell’s kitchen?

More cooking and less talking and helping to get the first meal out to each and every one and it is all about team players and making sure the food flows and most of all the people that come on the show to eat is very reason that the cooking happens and to please each and every person is the most important thing in the world and if every one thought on this level it would be hard to send people home?

When Chef Scott went off on Trev and gave him a piece of his mind He was right instead of him yelling at Gail he should had been helping Sabrina get the Salads out and help her fix Rissorto and of course in that little room I hope that he was not Directing his anger toward Chef Scott making him feel little and of course by him not helping with his wisdom toward the girl made his work harder Because if that section fails then all the rest come crumbling down.

Trev was talking down about some one in that little room and if that is the case I hope that it was not a staff member, Because you never ever raise your voice or talk back to any of Chef Gordon Staff 100% Respect at all times. Gail always use non-stick pans and you will be safe and always let your pan get hot before adding your scallops. The team lack passion and put and by not working together as a team, Your letting every one who comes to eat at Hell’s Kitchen Down.

Nona asking about what goes into this and that and of course this woman should know about each station for know and it seems to me that Trev was the to go guy.Inspirer yourself and Motivate yourself and always come up with Good Ideas and it is all about your ideas and passion and what you can bring to the tables and your ideas should be never ending and offer something that they have never had before. Search for new ideas and learn to create from what Chef Offers you.

Sabrina Plea to Beg for Trev and Her to stay and to kick Gail under the Bus is sad but I could see in her eye that she wanted to stay but of course her sucking down the whole red bottle of wine and having a hang over did not help and of course she had been so Lazy in Helping other people set up the area for service and her lack of understanding made her not know the station as well and her hate of other people and the light that shine in her eyes as every person getting kicked off the show. But what I did not like about her talking about Mellisa and Nona and Gail in calling them fat and calling every last one of the woman Bitches including Jullian which at that point she lost her Gal Pal and I can see that Jullian was not going to miss her and Drama Queen, Who makes mountains out of a mole hill.

Russell all Bark and no bite and I can tell that it is getting on Chef Gordon Ramsay last good Nerve that every time he talks to some one about what is going wrong about there area and He is trying to get them back on track,It seems like Russell jumps in and start the push and the harrassment and screaming and yelling instead of worry of himself and checking his food and this man gave Beef wellington Raw and Rib Eye Raw and instead of trying to jump in and order people around He needs to mind his own Business.

Truffle Salad with Walnuts and Grapes sounds Beautiful and lovely. Russells words Kick this Bitch in the Ass and Role with the punches and with those big words and no back up plan is Sad. Chef Gordon Snaps when he calls Sabrina Little Inorant Bitch and telling her to fight back little bitch was the end for him. Gail and Russell slipping mainly Because they did Red wine that night and White Win at lunch and then coming back to work, Made them forget what they did well and that is the key to winning Hell’s kitchen is not being a Pig when it comes down to Drinking, Because cooking is like driving a car and you will not remember everything on the road and that is key to winning and I would win if I ever had the chance because I am not a Drunk.

Asking them all to take off there Jackets is a lack of liking this people and of course there all not working as a team and by them not doing that is really making Chef Gordon Ramsay look bad in front of people who have to wait to get there food for years, Because the list is so long and people just want to come and eat Chef Gordon Ramsay Food and people travel and come from all over the world to get a chance to the passion and spirit of Chef Gordon Ramsay Food and it is just so unfair to the people who are hungry and waiting to eat.

Every one stop messing up and do every thing right and get the Cook Books out and read them and if you don’t get it read it again and again and again, Understanding is what each person really needs to gather and if you find yourself slipping then Read and understand the set up and of course when you find the time to sleep,Just sleep and go to bed and drink massive amount of water and yes the booze is free but don’t be a Pig about it.

I am Dying is a Cry for Help and Sabotage is frustrating for Chef to plead with every one to serve all the people who are waiting to eat and it makes you feel ashamed and bad because when some one is hungry and they are starving and waiting for there food is so wrong and Because other people are trying to throw each other Under the Bus, They fail to understand that getting all the people fed is the most wonderful thing in the world you can do and each person that is eating there is a blessing and if you know how to do something better then the other person and they seem lost step in and help get the food out and all the bragging and big talk with no action makes this people look like a fool.

I though you where going to straighten up and fly right I was really proud when you where able to handle the Blue side alone and I had thought that you where going to get better and just blow every one out of the water and then you come up with the gross way of making Frog Legs and instead of searing them and adding some Herb and spices to it and making a little salad under it with some real good something you know would had been great but Trev later on your lack of helping others is like helping yourself and By simply helping Sabrina makes you look like a great sport and of course making less mistakes and getting the food out and you made it so that, That part of the kitchen had backed up everything else. Start Being a Good Sport and start helping everybody.

I really want to be on Hell’s kitchen really Bad and show Chef Ramsay that I can work and get all the people fed and that is the goal each and every time you cook is to get the food ready for the people that come to eat and that is something that is very important and with having that done, Your Pleasing People and your giving them a good night and that should be the most important thing in the world and to Respect the Cook Book and to understand and gather what needs to go with what and to learn it and not forget is the biggest respect you can show to any one and then the good part is keeping Chef Gordon Ramsay Calm and at ease and to not shame him and make him look bad.

Every day it is in the back of my mind Hell’s kitchen and to get that chance to walk throw the door and see where my faith will take me and I Know that if I am on the show I would blow all the other people off the stage and of course I would not Brag about cooking and I am there to win and I am not going to get in people face and brag. I am all action and not talk but I am going to give it my all and drop some pounds while I am there because I am willing to run my ass off to win the show and be the first black woman to win.

Dear Casting call, You are getting more pictures and paper work from me and I hope it will be alright and most of all, I have hope and faith and Trev,Jullian,Nona and Russell and Gail what is going to happen and are they going to do better next week or are they going to crash and burn and by Chef Gordon Ramsay asking all the Chefs to take off there jackets is showing the world that he is not pleased with the people that are there and the front runners are losing there shine and becoming worst as the show goes on.

Amuse Bursh Being Certain over what you put on the plate and of course Russell and Gail did a good Job and of course Sabrina over kill on Garlic and Jullian it seems like you have a lack of putting things together and creative mind is getting worst as you go along and I Seen you dump all that salt in the Potato and that was stupid and if you feel your hands are nasty and stinky, Why won’t you just wash your hands often and so you can feel good about what you do. And Nona your shrimp and grits and you took less then 10 minutes to make that and here at home I cook my grits for 20 minutes and you did not add any salt or butter or anything but boring food and they really put your food down and no spice or flavor to the shrimp.

Cooking in Hell’s kitchen would be fantastic and wonderful and to get throw the door I have to get your attention and that your show is the best cooking show in the world and that your able to be creative and show what you know and of course of getting the honor of cooking Chef Gordon Ramsay food is amazing and Outstanding.

Chef Gordon Ramsay is hard to please and of course keeping him Calm on a daily Basis would be great, Because all I want to do is addition for a job and just like every one else I am fighting for a job and of course I am going to move and groove and bend over backwards and most of all push myself as hard as I can and work really hard. But my goal is to really learn fast and see the cook books and really dream about the food and remember how the food is made and how it is put together and really dream it to death.

Going to Grill Chef Gordon Ramsay food in my mind and grasp how many oz. and what spices and flavors go into a meal and listen to every word that He says and communicate deeply and of course be a team player and not throw any one under the Bus because that will make my team lose and punishments will happen and even if I don’t like some body then I will not talk to them much and spend more down time just reading and sleeping and learning is key.

Don’t ever be a Pig and Drink Booze Big time which is Dumb and will make you lose big time and that is frustrating and hard on your mind, And how can you remember how to cook the food right and not forget about The food and how to cook it just right and of course to forget about what needs to be done and it is stupid when people who fail to forget the food and it is a way of not respecting his food is to forget how to make it.

Hell’s kitchen is better then any show in the world and Martha Steward and Paula Dean and other people as well do not and will not hold my attention and other people who are too nice and sugar sweet and trying to be kind I really don’t care for and it is the straight up words that rip into you and hurt your feelings is a craving I really crave.

The Ram Cafe Sports Bar and Grill Ex Boss John Herrington often left me holding the Bag and that place set 135 people and of course Salads was easy and fast and Soup was not a problem always had two soups for people to have and the waiter could help themselves but there was Sandwiches and Hamburgers and Chicken Tacos and Ribs and Side Dishes and other stuff but I Just pulled it together and did it myself and of course I was running and jumping to get each and every order out fast and correct and the waiter got good tips and gave me a cut and it got to be habit forming for no one to back me up on the line. My Ex Boss often left meat on the grill and walked away and I was not going to waste food, The main reason is because when you toss food,Your really tossing away your raise and profits and that is hard for me to do and that is to waste food.

I was proud to get every one feed and I had some people come up and thank me for a great meal and that made me feel really good but I know if Chef Gordon Ramsay tossed all the ladies off, I bet I can Handle it myself and do a great job like Trev and handle it and it is all about learning when you come to Hell’s kitchen and reading and study of those Cook Books and learning and drilling the meals in my head.

I have so much passion to walk in and win and start off as a front runner and stay a front runner and not crumble, Because I am not a Drunk and will not drink myself to a hang over and forget what I have learned and that is the reason people are getting kicked off the show. That is the reason this people are kicked off, They don’t know when to stop drinking and at times of the rewards and fun, This Fools often drink knowing that they have to go back work and that is Dumb and that is a step out the Door and I am not to get drunk and go to work and not remember what to do.

Very light drinker and not a blood sucking leach when it comes down to the Booze and for me there is a off button and This people can be Fool like Gail and Russell it was enough that they drank red wine that night and was waked up early and then at lunch white wine and then they messed up big time and of course I Notice that big time. The Dumb way of thinking is knowing you have to go to work and to sit there and drink massive amount of Booze before going back to work.

From town to town wrote many letters trying to get a chance at Hell’s kitchen and of course you can wish me a Happy Birthday to me 23nd of November and I Will be 48 and that is Casting call time but to each of the wonderful nice people that took the time to read all the information and soon, The last of the paper work will get to you soon and I know the Deadline is going to be over November 24th and Happy Thanks Giving to each and every one of you.

Dear Hell’s kitchen I am from Seattle and there are no casting calls here and I Have hope and wonder and of course I am praying each and every day for a chance but again it is a chance of a life time and just like being picked for the lotto and of course only time will tell and of course we will see. The Truth is what I would Really appreciate that and it could be harsh and Hurtful. I really enjoy Hell’s Kitchen so much and I often wish I was there going throw what they are going throw and of course I Stay in contact and of course give my point of View on the show and what people do on the show.

Sabrina is lazy and rude and Made all the other people set up the station for her service and she was wrong for letting every one do her work and to think that she was just there to cook is wrong and Calling all the ladies Bitch and Fat Bitch and pushing her work off on others was heartless and fail to communicate with chef gordon ramsay and Sabotaged other people and She was Mean to people that got kicked off the show.

Bragging and not backing it up and telling other people off and making people hate you is not a way of winning Hell’s kitchen and throwing team members under the bus is wrong because your going to get punished and if you know something that could help your team member flow with the orders then help and so your team can win. Always make sure all the food is ready and going out and of course listen to Chef Andi and or Chef Scott and do everything the way they have trained you.

I really have Deep passion for the show the main reason is that your feeling are not going to be spared and that everything is hard core and straight to the point and of course everything that you make, Your going to be Judge and that is Okay with me and I want the Harshness and Abuse and of course I want to see if I got what it takes to please each and every person that I cross paths with. That is the reason I am dieing to get on the show and that is the reason I am trying very hard to reach out and show you that I care and want to be around the Honest people of the world and my goal is to always work supper hard and learn all the food fast and really push to learn deeply and be able to jump to each station and be able to grasp and understand all his cooking and timeing and weight of each dish and my goal is to win but not going to go around Bragging about it and that is the reason they have that little room to talk out my feeling and emotion.

Hell’s kitchen is all about the cold hard truth and no matter how pretty and Beautiful and attractive you are your food is not going to be what you look like but what you cook like and it has to be good in order to please each and every picky person that walks throw the door and it is such a wonderful feeling to think that with each day at Hell’s kitchen you get that chance to please picky people who are hard to please and that makes me feel Blissful.

I know for a fact Chef Gordon Ramsay hates Fat People and that no one who is fat works for his places all around the world and for some reason, He thinks we can’t cook but I can cook and love to for Hell’s kitchen but who would not want that? Nice people who never hear the F-Word and listen to conversation that is not Sweet and kind and loving and of course The Nasty talk and Harsh Words and Hateful words is the reason I want to come on the show and that is the reason I keep pushing on this Blog and each and every day I have to come up with something?

I Like the Cursing and swearing and yelling and screaming and my goal is to run around and get as much work done and make sure I stay on top of my game and so his harsh remarks will be Directed toward others and that is the reason I am going to lose weight, It is Safe to Say that Chef Ramsay is going to Scare the Crap out of me. But that would be the highlight of my life and I like the Pressure and Craving it really bad and of course I did not make it to any Casting Call’s this time but I left paper work for you all in each and every state and of course with Season 8 Blog which adds in The Fox Blue Blog and Season 9 as well and it is a grand total of 2000 messages over all and of course I have Comment in many areas and I just hope you have the time to read and understand how much passion I feel for the show and to let you know that each and every week watch the show and tell you what I Think and feel about the show over all.

One Bite Wonder is what Chef Gordon Ramsay is looking for and It makes you want more of it, Is a Dish that is Blows your mind and makes you think about how it was put together Bourch is Spectacular and fantastic. Russell scored 100 and that is outstanding and Gail scored 87 and Sabrina and Trev and Nona did a Crap job and what they think is good is not worth another bite, On Hell’s kitchen some times your up and sometimes your down and the only one who has did an great job has been Russell when it comes down to Challeges Russell often rocks it out like nobody.

At Hell’s kitchen you have to show your Hunger and your fight each and every day and really push yourself and stay on your game and just sleep as much as you can and stay happy go lucky cheerful on top of the world, And just be happy for each and every day you are there and never take it for granted and always do everything you know and learn and understand that there is going to be creativeness handed your way.

The woman ran to Trev for information about the food in the kitchen and Nona asked about what goes into the Ricotta and Jillian wonder if pepper goes into something and Sabrina asked Pasta and where is the fish and all this ladies Stabbed Trev in his back and in his face but Trev and has a nerve to ask him for help. I still think he should had helped the girl and also Help Sabrina in the Salad station more and so they would not get behind in the kitchen and it would had made everything run smoother and He would not had been put on the chopping block.

Sabrina calls Trev a Pansy-Ass-Bitch Behind his back and she is gone, Because her lack of communication. Jillian is becoming more Careless and to dump all that salt in Potato and it must had been oz of salt instead of gram for the whole pot and it seems like she is running out of Ideas and she is going down hill, She must be homesick or start missing her 6 year old son and she started off with such promise and know she is asking every one for there ideas instead of coming up with her own ideas and she is not reading Chef Ramsay cook books on how to put things together and she says some pretty dumb things and at this point she is a air head.

Trev was up set and talking about some one and I hope that it was not Sous Chef Steve Because that would be wrong and it is Trev job to listen and understand what Steve is pointing out the needs of the kitchen and Russell wanted to Help Trev but Trev felt useless and Belittled and put down and he seem really pissed off at the world and to boil frog legs, Every one knows that they need to be seared and dance around that and do a great job but instead he made something that I never even saw him taste?

Nona did a great job doing Steak Dianne for the dinning area. But it is a shame that Chef Gordon Ramsay just wanted to have the whole kitchen leave and hand in there jackets and the only thing every one has to do is pay attention to there station and understand that all they have to do is listen and cook the food and not over cook it or under cook it and that is why they have cooking times for all the food and of course poor Trev with over cooked pasta and just think about the cost of lobster that is tossed out, It is sad to see so many people waste of food and they don’t seem to care because they are not buying it.

Spectacular and make a good Impression and that should happen for each and every meal, Chef has Great taste and has eaten in mostly all the Best places in the world and that is a worldly person who has been all over the world. Put some love on the plate and use your passion and love of food to go plate and of course always Remember that your cooking for all the Best Palates in the World are coming to eat at Hell’s kitchen and that is why every service has to be complete.

Nona honey why did you use so much Cumin in your sauce and why did you under cook the grits, Lucky to be out the kitchen and out there doing your Steak Diane for every one and massive people loved it and that meant you where not put on the chopping block and for each step you take in the wrong direction.

From Start to Finish you have to be able to put out a good Service and to make sure every one gets there food in Record time is a good reason to hold your Head up and be proud and of course gather understanding and remember how the food is made and knowing what goes with what is key to winning and of course timing for each dish and having it all go out together and Within a week or two then it is to be part of you and with words alone it is enough to gather understanding and concern and that is from start to finish and all in all it is about the people that wait to come to Hell’s kitchen to eat and get a good meal and it takes forever to get on the show and it takes months for people to come to Hell’s kitchen to eat and each person that walks throw the door of Hell’s kitchen should get and meal and there are no and ifs or buts, It should just happen and when a order is called it is best to listen really hard to what Chef Gordon Ramsay is telling you and start the order just from that very moment and of course communication is key and taking care of each and every person that walks throw the door to eat and it is not fair to keep people hungry and waiting for even something as simple as a salad and Sabrina all you had to do was make 20 Salads and why where you so cheap with the dressing and why was it not dressed and when Trev was trying to Help you I heard you say No to more Dressing in the Bowl and yet there was no complaint about the salads that where made for that section and Sabrina instead of Bugging the Hell out of Trev ever 15 seconds, You should had paid attention to your Rissorto.

Dear Casting Call hope you have time to read on Who Signed up on Blog number Season 9 and of course I pretty much Hogged up the season 8 and where ever I could put my 2% in and of course I understand what it takes to Win and of course every one says it and yells it and screams it and there words don’t match there action like Trev saying he is the Lobster King and we say him mess up and is that blowing smoke up ones rear and Sabrina who claim she was a mean cooking Machine and that meant she was broken or she look like a Fool and Russell Bitching about every ones work and He can’t hold it together Raw chicken,Beef wellington RAW and to finish was Raw Rib Eye and unless He is able to pull it together and Become Flawless, Chef Gordon Ramsay is right, There are Cracks in this man but all in all even though I don’t like him, He is really pretty good in Challeges and Cooking and Creating his own meals are fantastic and He was Flawless until the Chicken and hope this man can come back, Because he drank the red wine that night and drank the white wine for lunch, I am thinking that is the reason Behind him Screwing up at service and it is the same for Gail and the Fish Station.

Hell’s kitchen is the biggest test in the world rather you got it or you simply don’t and at times you can be a one trick pony or your ideas Become weak, Because your not open minded and you really don’t know how to let go and really bring your own Ideas and really show what you know and really reach out for what you have in your Head and what you have in your Heart and it is all about Soul Search and use everything you have ever learned and try out every thing in every Direction and of course when it comes down to trying something out of the Box?

Trev Honey I hope that you are not talking about Sous Chef Scott in that Room giving him the middle finger and of course not having respect for the wonderful people that where kind enough to give up there time to give you there time, Like Trash Trev, I Never heard of Boiled Frog Legs and put in a Blender and I Notice you did not even taste it and you feed this people and then they don’t like it and your giving them the finger, That was really Rude and of course Stepping on Chef Gordon Ramsay toes and most of all treating this incredible, Fantastic and outstanding people who are Great like Dirt Trev and you should be ashamed of yourself and with that action shows that you are not thoughtful enough. Straighten up Trev and fly right and stick with what you know and stop going out of the box and never say another negative thing about any one who steps throw the door at Hell’s kitchen.

Nona you did Great with the Steak Dianne every one loved it and you where wonderful out there but for your one bite wonder meal was down hill and the grits should had been cooked for 20 minutes with parsley,butter,salt and pepper to give it flavor and other little shots of this and that and of course I See 50 spices in Hell’s kitchen area and of course those shrimp would be pan fried with Garlic,small hot pepper,lime,And Secret Secret and sauce with Roasted Yellow Pepper sauce and it would had been place like a circle and real pretty on the plate but Nona you food was Whack. Crazy but Cool and it could had went another Direction but you have a great Palate but your food often failed Honey Chicken and Raw Green Beans and Salad with a Hen Train Wreak and it seem like you have more Downs then Ups and some times you Rock and other times you sink the Boat?

Of Course I am trying for one single shot and that is the reason I stay in contact with you for a shot at the show and I am a Deep Rich Fan of the show and really is something I Look up to and I completely respect and it is the twist and turn and I would really have to really kick ass on the show and instead of the talking the talk and not walking the walk and I am not full of it and I will really give it my all and I can Win this thing and really work hard at keeping Chef Gordon Ramsay Calm and that will be my goal and I know the moment I mess up,He is going to jump in and hurt my feelings and call me a Fat Bitch or Fat Cow and he is going to lose it and my goal is to run my Fat Ass off and make sure that everything is easy and my goal is to look at that book each and every day and study it to death and dream his food in my sleep and burn it into my brain. I want a Job and want to work for a person who gives a Dam about me and that is a job who cares about my well being.

Dear Hell’s kitchen Cast, Have A wonderful Thanks Giving and I Know that you have been Really Busy and I have not called you Yet Because I Know that your really busy trying to wrap up your tour of the state and I am not sure if the paper work or information has gotten into your hands and all I can do is pray that you got to know me a little bit better throw communication on this Blog and understand the passion I have for the show and that is feeding people that come on Hell’s kitchen it is unfair to not feed people after they have waited so long to come on the show to eat and it is something to really be ashamed about and if I was ever on the show, Read and Study and learn and of course work as a team and buckle down and grill his food in my mind and learn each station and just learn it like the back of my hand would be the only goal and to brag and not back it up is looking like a fool and a dumb ass.

Kicking Back in Seattle and it is Snowing and it is a Beautiful Sunday and in L.A. It looks like Sun and on Fox 13 Hell’s kitchen slowed down and we are only getting one show a week? Feeding people is a gift and taking away there hunger is what Trev should had though of and if he knows something it would had been better to say how much egg to what part flower and Jillian asked if something needed pepper and Nona asked about what is in the Ricorta and Trev should had said something about it and if he already knew how to make a great salad, He could had switched with Sabrina and become a team player and of course he was drinking all night long and so it palate could come retarded and going out the box is taking something you know well and can’t always afford to make and doing what you know and Trev Never taste what he made for Amuse Boush meal and it did look gross and it seem like he was not proud of what he put out and that he was not sure about his food and the way Chef Gordon Looked at the food, He was happy to not have to taste that crap.

Feeding each person that walks in the door is the most wonderful thing in the world, Because this people are special and they are picked to come on the show and they wait for months and weeks and years Because the list is so long and every one wants to walk in the Door and be part of History. Hell’s kitchen is the Best cooking show I have ever seen and I am Lucky enough to watch it and listen to it and wish I was part of the show more then anything in the world and of course I am being Sabotaged by my husband and I can’t contact other parts of Hell’s kitchen and Of course when I Win Justin Ross Feierabend will not be part of the show, I rather have some one who is not going to make a hard way harder.

Ungreatful Trev giving the Guess who came in the finger is Rude and ruthless and sad and all he had to do was go with what he knows and he is always on top and I have notice that he is pretty good except for the Rutabaga chips where a flop and He did not top that with Frog legs and He has to go back to his greatness in order to get this game right.

I love Music Stain,Creed,Def Leppard,Duran Duran,Donken and Lady Ga Ga is lovely, Spice Girls of 4 Are Wonderful and I love Smirnoff is Fantastic Drink and it would be hard not to drink it but in Hell’s kitchen I see people holding a drink after work and they are feeling it and after that an early wake up and I wonder do this people have hang overs?

I Never ever hear Music in Hell’s kitchen, I wonder how boring that is to just talk to people 24 hours a day and no tv and that is it silence, That has to be worst then jail?

All you have time to do is think and learn and read and study and dream and grill his food into your mind and to respect and think about each and every item on the Menu and get a look at the cook books?

5 Weeks of just thinking about each item and cooking times and gain understanding of how each item is prepared it is stiff hard core education applied toward learning at Hell’s kitchen?

Snowing in Seattle Washington Big time and of course reaching out to Hell’s kitchen wishing you all a wonderful fantastic and great Happy Thanks Giving and of course know I made it an even 1000 on The Blue Blog and 800 on Season 8 Blog and know 441 on This Blog and still I can’t get any of your attention and I have called that 1-866-226-2226 number over 100 times and still no reaction and of course I am going to watch what is going on this week as well about Hell’s kitchen.

Some things can be retarded in life and it is so stupid that all this people brag and don’t back it up and Sabrina did some really good work and of course she shine at times and really pushed hard in some areas and of course she was good because she did not have to set up that station and she was more rested and the other people where more warn out.

Sabrina was Dead weight in the making and she walked in with hate in her heart for half of the people there from the start and she made no decisions in making the creative Menu and was pushed aside which made her weak heart and of course she was strong minded but not in the right way. Flirt Girl and she never asked that Hot Chef that she had eyes for if he was married or if she was his type and to make an ass of yourself on tv like that makes her look like a dumb ass blond bimbo bitch.

Sabrina the bitch with hate in her hear for every one and bragging that the other girls don’t have it and yet they are still there and she is gone. Jillian looks bored and her food is taking a nose dive and Salad and Muse really suck know and she is running out of ideas and yes she is cute as a button but she seem not well rounded and open to creative out put, I See a lack of wisdom and it seems like she is getting home sick.

Snow and cold hot chocolate and Whip Cream and full of steam and of course Happy Thanks given to each and every one of you and of course it is something addition for Hell’s kitchen is coming to an end and of course I sent in all my paper work in and even my New Health Card and of course I am keeping in contact and I Will write on this Blog each and every day.

Up Set and Destress I see Chef Ramsay going throw Hell and it is all about Respect about his food and yes after 9 or 10 services people should have it down and during the punishments happen your as pushed to prep the area and gather the food and got the items together.

Learning the food is key and by doing that and it was all about respect and learning the time and cooking the meats and rissorto and lobster spagetti and beef wellington and rib eye and squash basil, mash potato and steam carrots and string bean and what ever they want is what they wanted and Salmon lobster and other dishes and it is all about learning the whole Menu.

The Goal is to feed all the people that come into Hell’s kitchen to eat and that should be done night after night and day after day and week after week and it is all about Respecting Chef Gordon Ramsay and his food and getting his food out and that is the most important thing in the world and the people that come to eat at Hell’s kitchen come to eat and it is so wrong when they don’t get there food.

Two more days left for Hell’s kitchen Casting Call’s to end and I hope that You don’t forget to look at this Blog and I hope that your not going to pass this Blog up without looking and I do have to ask you something when you do casting calls for each state does that person have to leave in that state and of course I live in Seattle and so all people who are not in casting call states turned down?

Happy thanks giving I wonder what kind of yummy food your going to have like Orange Duck wrapped up in Pastry and Baked with Roasted Dill Potato with White onion and garlic,celery gravy and Corn Bread stuffing with Roasted walnut and Broc,mushroom,red pepper ginger stir and Peach apple cobbler and strawberry short cake.

I love the Freedom of Hell’s kitchen when it is special and that part was really creative and it means that you can open your mind and see what is on the table and make some thing you really enjoy and to let your ideas go out to Chef Gordon Ramsay and the food is nice to open your mind and unlock your mind offer what you know and of course Gumbo is Yummy and Cost money. Crab and chicken,okra,onion,garlic,shrimp,tomato,sundried tomato,celery,rice,basil,thyme,and italian seasoning and Grind out spices and yellow pepper and Secret and another Secret and it is just that I leave some things out but I know that is something I really enjoy?

I know the moment I mess up, He is going to call me a big fat bitch and I Know that I have to be flawless in the area where I am placed and I am Hellbent on that and of course I am scared but I can handle the stress and it is most welcome and I would feel like very lucky and excited about Hell’s kitchen and of course it is up to casting call people who they want and who is right and who has it and they are lucky to be able to pick the people they want on the show.

Still Snowing in Seattle big time and I am loving it very much to look and see the coldness and feeling so warm at home is so delightful and wonder how the weather is there in L.A. and of course I Wrote to each and every person on this Blog and I want to say Thank you for allowing me to have season 9 Blog to state my feelings and of course with each week at Hell’s kitchen it is getting harder and harder to pick a winner out of my mind, At times I think that this people are falling apart and starting to crumble.

Nice kind thoughtful and people who don’t swear can handle the screaming and yelling and fussing and fighting and drama and trama and the verbally abused and not being able to talk back to Chef Gordon Ramsay and you have to hold your breath and bite your tongue and take a chill pill and just remember out of all the people in the world that you are picked for the show and that show get 100% Respect and you can’t lose it with any one and Trev has over stepped in putting something on the table that He has never made before and that was careless and dumb and to over cook pasta and throwing away food and not helping the other girl is kicking himself in the butt and I hope that He was not talking about Sous Chef Scott?

Nona your Shrimp and Grits and Cumin Dish sucked and of course you did a great job at Steak Dianne and of course your still standing strong and for once you did not work under Chef Gordon Ramsay. I bet your happy as hell that Sabrina is gone tonight.

Jillian gather some ideas in your head and what is wrong with you and why are you looking so bored and lost and you have food that is useless going up on the table and why are you losing that drive you had before it was wonderful and I had massive amount of hope for you and when you where bouncing your ideas or share what you put on the table with Emily salt in your lobster pasta too much salt and any one can look and see that was too much and of course, Trev asking him how to make dressing and no meat on it, What a shame and then the same thing with the one bite wonder is really getting lazy and slacking off to me and of course the cup of salt in your potato and that was dump of you to think that Chef was not going to try the potato?

Trev go to sleep and stop drinking each and every night and staying up late at night always remember you handled that whole station alone and if you could do that then you can handle the work and you have to go back to what you know, Not what you don’t know and know you have to get a grip and start working on putting yourself on the table and create something safe and what other people in your life have tried out and to Boil Frog legs is a sin and makes it tuff and your dish looked gross and it look like no one enjoyed it and that is sad and if you don’t start helping others you are going get be cooked yourself and if you get on that block one more time, Your gone.

Keep fighting and it seems like to me that people are still confused about the kitchen and to me it would be better if this people brush up and keep reading is key to winning and understanding is what needs to be in tack and of course Sabrina looked sad and up set and yes she was crying and she did it to herself by just bugging the Hell out of Trev and not giving her Salads to Chef Ramsay and that is Dumb and of course she seem really cheap with the dressing and that was her problem, She is not gifted in the Salad Department and if she would had read up on that Department and gather understanding on how much dressing for each salad and get those rissorto right she would had gotten a chance at being the final 5.

No one has a right to Rule over any body and it is all about being a team and working together to do the most Valued thing and that is to feed each and every person who walks out of the door?

By not helping others, It is hurting the people that come to Hell’s kitchen meal time and to go there and it is massive amount of time of just waiting and gathering the time to make the trip and to get the time set and to not eat is a crime and it is really unfair to the people who want to eat.

5 weeks away is Beautiful Gift of leaving home and having some one take control of your life and that is the reason I write so often and come up with ideas and use my feelings and thought of Hell’s kitchen and Number one Respect Kent Weed and all the people who are wonderful enough to bring such a delightful show to fox 13 and of course I was Hooked from day one and of course I give my little feelings to this Blog as soon as I could find a way to contact you and I hope and pray that the Casting Call people are not stuck and able to get home to be with there love ones for Thanks Giving and of course we are coming to the dead line and all the mail is on it way and you know who I am to some degree and I hope and pray you understand the care I have for the show.

Have a Beautiful day and good health and good joy only two more days left for additions and casting calls and only time will tell? I am going to finish writing about season 8 as it happens and tell you my feelings and thoughts on the issue at hand and all I can do is say thank you for your time and the time you took to read my paper work and I will always be a fan for life and I want you to know that I hope you have a great day and take care and stay warm and Healthy each and every one of you and be safe driving.

I kind of wish the 2 hours was back and I feel like this is a big tease and I am happy to get the 1 hour and that is something I set aside no matter what and I really like it allot Because it is thrilling to see people fall on there face and of course Hell’s kitchen is keeping a Score card any mistake you make, Can come back around and kick you in the Ass and that is the reason you stay on top of everything and just read and study and learn and that is something Trev should had done instead of drinking and talking to himself and not sleeping could had been his last day and know he has to buckle down and go back the other way to win.

You can have a Big Heart and want but you have to really put the love on the plate and be proud of what you serve to Chef Ramsay and his Guest and Friends as well and show the same respect you would show to Chef Ramsay as you would with any one who walks in the door, Another reason you really need to push yourself personal and dig deep and dig hard and give everything you know and have learn and make your mind an ever ending full of surprizes and really look toward everything you ever ate and everything you have ever had?

Massive people don’t know how to cook and it is meant to be that way and of course it is massive hard to when you don’t have the passion but of course the first people to get off the show from the start, Because he can tell who is full of it and at times the people that do really good of the back and become front runners start to crumble and lose creative thoughs like Jillian and it is a mind melt down.

People are pushed around and there ideas are just crushed and as strong as Sabrina was in some ways she was weak in others and it just seem like she was dumb when some one is not leading her and She ran out of luck and By her calling all the ladies Bitches really buried her down the road? It stripped her of the Respect, That was gone from the moment she called Nona,Mellisa,Gail and Emily Bitches and of course they are not going to like you or be a friend or Help you down the road and Sabrina you never got used to setting up your station. You where useless and worthless and Drama Queen.

Smowing and Blowing in Seattle and it seem like for the last 2 years We where in a winter wonderland and of course I Hope your having a great day and Hot Chocalate and Marsh mellow is my winter hot drink.

It is hard to believe that I Have been watching Hell’s kitchen for 8 years here is November 23rd and it is my Birthday and I am 48 years old know and I am 3 years 11 months and 1 week old.

Pushy and Aggressive and Pushy and letting people know what is though of is the people that come on the like dumb ass Sabrina was Air Head was Stupid Two Hundred and Fifty thousand dollars. Dummy though she was working for ?

I Really look forward seeing if Russell,Trev,Nona,Jillian and Gail.

Who is strong and who every one likes really lack to some degree matter of Fact people are really Crazy and full of it big time and so much bragging and making themselves seem like the Bomb and often think they are going to Blow other people mind and yes Russell does a great job at Challeges matter of fact He is A Front runner for Creativeness and yet I have not seem him make a Dessert yet.

No Dessert for Hell’s kitchen, Well maybe this is not the year for that? But no matter what is going on right know is a lack of team work Between just the woman and You can say the Same about the mans team and even when the team is blended, We have the same problem and really all that this group is missing is that the goal at Hell’s kitchen is to feed all the people that come there to eat. It seems like there lack of understanding is that this people seem not to understand that failure to serve each and every person is failure of the team over all.

The waste of food and that means having to do it again is like waste of prep time and waste of food and that means waste of money and there for if you run out some one is not going to get what they want and that is a meal they have been waiting for as long as months and over weeks and to be a Guess on Hell’s kitchen is hard enough and some times people travel to get on the show just to eat and it is not fair, When another cook wants to Sabotage another by not allowing one self to help another if some one is stuck.

I Feel Sorry for the people who don’t get to eat a good hot meal at Hell’s kitchen, They have to leave with Hunger on there mind and that meant they got to sit down and look at How Pretty the place is and have a glass of Wine and snacked on the Bread and that is not fair to go without anything to eat and of course this people who where picked to come to Hell’s kitchen to eat never eat and that is a shame and I am frustrated to see people waiting for there food and wish I could be there on the show helping but that is just a wanna be feeling.

Nona is hard to trust at times, When ever Chef and her are working together on a station she often sends food up that is not up to his standards to him and often try to pass it off and trying to slide her mess ups pass him and try to get away with something and I hope she will do Flawless from know on and Just like She Made Steak Dianne for every one away from the looking eye of Chef Gordon Ramsay she was pretty flawless and all she has to do is think this way and feel this way and start doing flawless work and start winning challeges and it seem like out of the last 5 chanlleges you only scored one A+ and everything has been a D- and your the lady with the Palate and so get a taste for A+ work from know on and you will have it made in the shade.

Gail Gather understanding of what you need to work on and again all you have to do is keep the pan Hot for your Scallops and so that the meat sears and brown on one side and then turn over and major problem, Gail you have heard and seem Mellisa kicked off for Bad Scallops and Rob has had his butt tossed off as well and of course when you hear it and see how up set this people made Chef Gordon Ramsay and why is it your not learning from this Action and of course non-stick pan are all over the place and your not taking that to hurt and of course you did great on the challeges and I Like that, But on the other hand she is often told to add more spices and she is doing great on that and that is wonderful and fantastic.

Jillian you talk about other people and call them crazy and at the same time you should be honored to cook a meal for this wonderful once in a life time, All this fantastic people who are gifted and talent big time to cook for is like Cooking for Kings and Queens and it like Royal familys.

Jillian Looks Bored and she seem she is Home sick and she is frustrated and in pain and I Hope She Come back and start being a front runner again and yes from the start she was the one to beat and of course I Though she was going to Rock it out and throw herself more into it and at one point she is asking Emily,Trev and others to dig in and give her ideas is running out of ideas and running out of tricks.

No one should ever take over the team, The team is not far enough to have control over others and it is all about working together as a team and getting the food out as a team and that means at this point you need to still help all team members and let them know what is going on and remind each other of everything and that all the food needs to go out and each person really needs to get feed and that is very first factor in feeding all the people is key to winning Hell’s kitchen.

Love movies Sapsorrow is one movie I really like and as far as Movies that is not going to happen in Hell’s kitchen matter of fact there is no time for anything except for punishments and working and putting food together to feed people.

Other people getting to know you can build hate or love of another person and of course people use each others weakness against each other and of course if your fat others are going to call me Fat and of course I am not going to allow the 15 other people talk to me the way Chef Gordon Ramsay or Sous Chef Scott or Chef Andi talk to me, Because they have free range in that and they are the Boss of every one and they get respect and of course the other 15 people will get kicked in the ass with my words if they try to talk to me in a way that really lights my fire.

I can really hurt feeling with my word and can really give it other people a piece of my mind. And of course there is going to be verbally abuse on the floor with Chef Ramsay but on the other hand people who are trying out with me talk to me that way,It is going to be a different story?

Dear Heart another day is here and another year older and We have the bright and uncertain future ahead of us all. Season 8 is great and know we are going nice and slow and easy on the show and know it is down to one hour a week and before that we where double dipping and that was fun.

Lets Rock and Roll, Dear Jillian why are you not saying that any more and of course you used to be flawless in the Garnish Area and all of a sudden you have gone down Hill could it be that Nona was cover you the whole time and Jillian how could you pour in salt like that is careless and shows that she is in pain because her hand is still hurting and she never asked for a medic to relieve the pain in her hand and as far as I can see she has not had that hand treated and she should wash her hands often if she thinks her hands are nasty ass hand in the salt.

Casting Calls are just about over and 24th is the last day and I wounder is this Blog even going to be looked at and is this going to be taken into account of me wanting to gather as much information about myself and give it to you and of course Season 9 is on its way and it is going to be something else and of course only time will tell and We take it one day at a time and one moment at a time.

Contact throw this Blog and letting you know how it is in Seattle and it is Snowing and cold and frost every where and it is a Beautiful day and the skies are so Blue this morning and some of the trees are still green.

Hell’s kitchen is a wonderful show and only 16 people total can get on the show and of course it is hard keep your cool and come up under pressure and of with every step you make could be toward the prize or it could be out the door and that means if you wake up on the wrong side of the bed and it could be just one bad day of talking back to Chef Ramsay and yelling at him is a sure Fire way out of Hell’s kitchen, Because it is all about Dealing with Pressure and the Rawness is Thrilling and to have the Bluntness Directed at others is really something that would float my boat and make it worth while to stay each day.

Watching others get abused and called out of there name is worth while to me and to see Sous Chef Sous like him going off on another cook means that he is getting feed up with that person and when he went off on Ben is the same as losing it with Trev and that means He is going to be toast soon. Always listen to what Chef Scott wants and move your ass and get him his food and Trev you could had jumped in and be a Hero instead of a Zero and Good Luck and hope you come back on the come back trail.

I have time to write when my husband is not around looking over my shoulder and I fear that I Will not be able to find this Blog, Because Sabotage is in my home and of course I reach out and keep this my little Secret and try to show you that I am very much digging the show and will always really make time for Hell’s kitchen Because I Really like the action and push and drive of the show and Cursing is the reason I am so Drawn in.

Freedom of Speech is Great to wake to Freedom to say what you want and speak your mind with out making other people hate you and if some one gets on my last good nerve and we work together then I am going to pick sleep over spending time with them and of course when you get the prize for winning challege it is great and at that time silence could be golden when it comes down to spending time off Hell’s kitchen Grounds and of course if there is any speaking, It should be directed toward people you like right off the back.

Cursing and Screaming and yelling is fun to be around that Drama is refreshing and thrilling and Rush of the Blood and the kick in Brain of just working hard and getting every thing together and staying on that person Ass and Working as a team and helping each other and yes Russell has thrown people under the Bus at times and By not telling Rob about the Mac and Cheese and by keeping his mouth shut about the two chickens which left his whole team dragging and made there team lose and get punished is Sabotage is hurting the team but most of all the people that come out to eat are not be attended to and that is not fair.

Some people give me the creeps and there not worth talking to after I say Hello and talk to them for 5 minutes, I Like people that have a great sense of humor and trust worthy and from what I could see on Hell’s kitchen I see evil people like Russell calling woman Bitches and it seem like he is mad and often in a bad mood and He spoke to the Prom Guest like they where trash and what bothered me is that when He went to bed that night, Why is it he felt that he had to wait 2 hours for Vinny and Trev to come to Bed, In that little room he talks a big game and yet his concern is for himself only but at the same time he has to Listen at the door to private conversation and then jump in with his anger issues and then create drama and if I was him I could give less then a dam about Trev and Vinny drinking 2 bottles of wine and 4 Beers big deal, Remember Russell You are not there to baby sit other people. The two hours you should had been sleeping and not worried about two grown men that are not your friend.

One more day to go and we will see how it goes and I just wonder when the tape of Hell’s kitchen start but of course Thanks Giving is here and I Hope each and every cast member makes it home to enjoy there friends and family truly and have a wonderful day and good health and good joy to all on this day we only get to live once.

The Truth is going to be handed to you on a Silver Platter when it comes down to Hell’s kitchen and it is a good way to wake up and smell the coffee and understand what you know is Good or not Good enough for other people and that is what I like about Hell’s kitchen is that Chef is not your friend and no matter how good you think that meal is, He is there to tell you if it meets his standard and going on Hell’s kitchen any one and every one has some pretty big boots to fill.

Talk the talk and walk the walk and this people are making themselves look like fools, When ever some one talks big time and can’t show the goods then they are blowing smoke up every one butt and They just Bull crap there way to get on the show.

Raj was the Biggest talker of all and from the start with his bragging made him a out sider to every one and his lack concern for every one getting there sleep was the last straw and also He never added any salt or pepper or butter to the eggs and then to walk off when eggs where still needed was not a team player at all and his lack of Helping others.

Is there any one flawless and great and Russell was until He served the Raw Chicken and then the Beef Wellington and Raw Rib Eye, Your Cracking up Russell, Even though I don’t like you some one has to Win and as I over look all the bad points I see some good points in you like every time you have a Challege you come out on top and you Rock with 100 is Fantastic and of course you need to sleep more and drink less and stop jumping up in the middle of the night and worry and think about yourself and what you want and just go another direction.

Always want to be on Hell’s kitchen no matter what and it is going to be supper hard Hell’s and it is hard making it throw the door and no matter how hard I Try it is hard getting attention from you Because I know that your really busy and you have so much on the plate and of course with all the lucky people who where there for a second interview and of course they are not retired like me and have time on there hands and that is the reason I Would Win if I walked throw the door and of course leaving Seattle would be fantastic and I would not get home sick at all and once I start I would not back slide.

Push overs come on Hell’s kitchen it would had been nice to see some more of Russell and Sabrina ideas come to the table on the free style Menu and it is a shame when all your ideas are kicked to the curb and that this people where not strong enough to say this is what I am going to make and if you don’t like it, Go to Hell.

You fight to be on top and just take it for a ride until the end and all you have to do is really dream his food and have respect for the food that it rare in color and taste and flavor and spices blended together and having a understanding on all the food and sticking to your guns and just hashing it out just like that and leave it at that level of High cooking and you will be wonderful and brave and strong.

Lets look at the fact I made this BLOG To get attention from Hell’s kitchen and hope it would be positive and wonderful and of course I am going to watch the next day and of course I am going to check your show each and every week no matter what and of course with Masterchef and kitchen night mare is delightful to watch and it is a lovely show and know may you all take care and have a Great day.

Dear David Tapia I want to thank you for the 4 minute conversation we had over the phone and from state to state I Hope that you gather all the information that I have sent to you and hope that the reading of all the paper work is not going to take too much time and I hope that your a fast reader but at the same time Thanks Given is right around the corner and that you can just have a nice day ahead and take it easy and of course enjoy your wonderful day and take it easy and stay warm, Because this weather is Crazy cold and weird but nice and Dear David I just want you to know that I appreciate you.

Jen Demartino I want to thank you for your positive light and your kindness and warmth and understanding and you where very kind over the phone and I Really appreciate that massive amount and I want to say thanks to all the new casting call crew for every thing you do. Dear Karla Francis and Lisa Jackson and last but lease Elaine Nunez for being kind enough to get my letters as we go along and today is the last day for casting call locations and of course I have reached out to some degree but was completely unable to make casting call location.

Karla Francis it must be really weird getting letters and paper work and information from some one you have never met or don’t even know but I had to give it a shot and give it a try, But I want to thank you for the moment and second or even one single minute for reading any and all mail that hit you from state to state.

Dear Lisa Jackson thank you for taking the time to read my letters and paper work and information and Yes I am a Big Fan of Hell’s kitchen and I gather a Reason why I like the show and have understanding about the show and really want to see if I have Respect for the Food and style of food and learn his food his way and do his food in his fashion.

Old Fashion is a boring cook who is closed minded and not willing to learn any thing new and set in there own ways old ways aside and do something different and learn a the style of a man who has ate at the world best places in the world and seeing dishes that are prepared different and it has color and taste and not every one in the world has had this chance and not every one in the world can afford it and Hell’s kitchen is taking yourself and learning and doing and creating and placing things together and blending it together and the respect comes from following the rules and that means putting your heart and soul into something that is created off the Menu of Hell’s kitchen and of course his Place is Fresh Because when there is a man such as Chef Gordon Ramsay who has had meals from all over the world, Because He has Traveled all over the world.

Happy Thanks Given and I love Honey Roasted Cumin Turkey and Corn Bread Dressing and French Bread Dressing mixed together onions, Celery, Carrot and Garlic with Basil,thyme, and Secret and of course I will tell you some things to some degree and of course it is better to have Mushroom Dressing and apple baked yams with cinnamon and nutegg is fantastic and along with Season veggies in of all kind and Rolls and Butter and Pound Cakes with strawberries and cream for dessert.

Apple and Honey Baked Ham and Scallop potato and Green beans and mushroom gravy and onion rings on top and Cheese and Peas and Baby onion and Rice with Red Beans and Baked Breaded fresh out of the oven and Home made Mac and Cheese and it is 3 cheese and baked with crunchy Bread top with parsley and garlic topping, Blackberry and Granny apple cobbler.

Jullian has to straighten up and get back on Track and start putting out good food again and start to think about what she is doing and she has to dig down deep and reach in with ideas that are great instead of so so.

Nona you where lucky to be working up front that day doing your Steak Dianna that day and that must had been nice to not have that pressure of Chef Gordon Ramsay breathing down your throat and of course you did a great job, But Jillian really miss you and you covered her ass at times and that is the reason Jillian stumbled on the Mash potato?

Gail you should straighten up and fly right by know you should know how to get those Scallops right and understand that every one is getting kicked in the ass for not allowing the pan to get hot enough and of course use a non-stick pot is good to use and Gail should really take to Heart what he is saying and start listening to what Chef is saying and just do what he says and listen to what he is saying and understand what he is saying, Because people are missing the point of understanding all.

Every Thanks Giving I go to my sister house and the food is not great and I don’t eat seconds on it unless it is good and about 85% is not great but I hold my tongue and not hurt her feelings and Know I know how it is to not hurt peoples feelings and How could any one be honest and say, Your food suck, I Hope that it is knowing the truth about everything and I am not going to tell her,Because she is family and she is going to hurt her and of course here comes the force to take food home and feed a dog instead.

As far as moving and changing with time and that means you have to read and understand that people are changing and it is good to switch things around and open up and come up with better ideas and mostly learn. But this Blo is to get a small amount of attention pointing toward Hell’s kitchen Mainly Because I am trying and That is the reason each and every chance I get I write to you and let you know how I feel and tonight I will check out the show and tell you what I know and how I feel about the show.

Dear Casting Call every thing should come to an end and hope your taking a break and kicking back after having to travel all over the place and getting the people you like and that is cool and have a great day and wonderful Thanks Given day and have the works. Kicked back and chill and stay warm.

I am into Music Big time and not to be there to listen to but this people who you have to live with and of course I am a people person and if one of this people piss me off, Then The Bleeper Because I can swear big time if some one who is one of the 15 mess with me after I go in the back to calm my mind and of course to stay each day at Hell’s kitchen is wonderful to here the straight up insult given to others and watch him abuse other people would be fun and thrilling and of course I am going to watch tonight and see what happens and of course I will finish telling Hell’s kitchen and the world what I think of season 8 and with it on one time a week then I Would be able to tell you what I think and what I know and of course I will keep writing on this Blog for the rest of the year.

I would never ever act badly toward my group of people unless they rub me the wrong way and of course I can say some real bad stuff about people I don’t like and I can pick them apart and give them tears and it is fun and that is the reason I like the verbally abuse that happens on Hell’s kitchen and it is nice to see Sous Chef Scott kick other people in the head and when he went off on Trev and got in his face I Really like that and I Like the tense feeling that Trev had and he has to take or get kicked off the show and of course I like freedom of speech and not watching others feeling and giving it to them with both boots to the ass.

I like all the screaming and yelling and the F-Bomb dropped so often and I like it when they use the word Un-F-Believable and that looks fun and I Want that fun and I welcome that any time and any day at a drop of the hat, I am really out of shape yesterday I went walking with my friend John who lives in my building in the snow and I know that I Kept up to some degree but I could not rock it out like he did but any way we got throw it and it was wonderful and great but of course I found myself tired and ready for bed supper early and of course with punishment is going to be some real busting my ass and for a real job and new state and a big change is a grand prize and it seem like Sabrina Played Dumb to getting the money and she seem like a Bubble head Bitch and a real air head, I can’t believe this stupid ass girl remarks and yes I felt sorry for her when she was on the chopping block but that night she said goodbye to Vinny and know pay back is a mother F*** and know you have to pay and pay back in spades.

I am not a deep drunk and this people drink because it is free and there blood sucking leaches and they just want to suck it down even though they know that they have had enough and to stay up all night and not sleep is worst Because your working with a hangover and of course Trev tonight go to sleep and go back to what you know and lets see how today will role.

Dear Hell’s kitchen for years I have stayed in torch with Twinworld and of course Lisa and Debbie have not been able to help with getting me on Hell’s kitchen mainly Because you have to live in New York in order to get on the show and they said that they do Casting Calls for New York people only and no other place like Seattle and it is hard Because I do not live in that state but they said they where going to send all the information to Fox 13 and at the same time it is super hard to keep writing letters and picture and paper work to this ladies for over two years and at the same time I really greatful that they are doing this favor for me and I am real greatful to know that there direction was not the right direction but of course I am cut off in so many ways because I am blocked in each direction and Sabotage follows me and know I am no longer 47 years old I Just turned 48 years old yesterday and so I am 48 and 1 day old. I am really getting up there in age and soon life takes a turn and know the snow is clearing up here in Seattle and know it is lovely and Beautiful and wonderful winter.

Wonderful Fox 13 Hope you get the paper work and information from Twinsworld and Lisa and Debbie will give you any and all information and God knows that I bugged you to death and God knows I ran you two young ladies into the ground and I thank you for coming clean with not being able to Help me by sending the paper work from Twinsworld to Fox 13 would be fantastic.

Who is going to be kicked off tonight? Frustration in Chef Gordon face and when he rubs his face it means that he has had it up to hear with the Dumb Ass people who flip flop about there work and as far as the passion of this people having everything together and well taken care of and most of all I do see some talent.

Trev stop telling every one to go to Hell and talks about talking Badly about other people to go to Hell for the way He is talked to feeling Berate and Belittle is what he is making other people feel and lets face facts all day he refuse to make things better for other people who don’t have understanding on certain issues at hand and by him doing that made it so that the very best was not given to all the wonderful people that come to Hell’s kitchen to eat a meal and of course he could had stepped in and help with Salads from the start and it bugs me that by letting her fail meant he was going to fail and he still has to understand that even though every one is in Black your still a team when it comes down to getting people feed and hope he is rethinking his whole way of working.

From the first meal until the last meal has to be good and to be proud and feel wonderful giving something good and having the person look at you is a Great feeling and it is best to put your heart and soul into the food and it is great to learn about his food sense it is going to be served to the fantastic people that come to eat at Hell’s kitchen.

Goodbye Gail and it seems like you could not work the fish station yet again and it seems like you Sucked at Garnish as well, Failing to listen to all the orders and having the Garnish ready for each area like Wellington and Rib eye and Salmon and all other sides as well and to me it just seems like you where hung over and could not think straight yet again. First it was the Red Win and White Wine and know the Champagen did you in this time? Gail you never notice that you got worst as you went along.

Russell it seem like you are Crazy and Mean and Rude and Heartless and Cold and aggressive and hateful and you treat woman like they are trash and at times you seem really Bad Person and I Just don’t like you at all and your a Back stabber and ruthless.

Trev your kind of lost something as you went along and your not being a team player and you don’t want to Help any one and what makes it so sad is that you already know how to do it and you have a tendency to hold back and that is careless and harsh and selfish and makes you look bad.

Challeges is when you want to put the gloves on for a fight but the goal is feeding all the people and not throwing any one under the Bus Because the people are the most important thing in this world and this people are to be respected and feed and it is better to take care of each and every Guest that walks in the Door of Hell’s kitchen and it seems like this people are missing the point and that hurts for all the people who don’t get there meal to eat and it seems like this people are missing the point that the people who wait and wait to come on the show for a meal should be please and given a good hot meal.

Gail you started going down Hill when you Drank and you went right down Hill with each Glass of White Wine and Red Wine and Every Glass of Champagen of White or Pink really made you Dump and Stupid in the Kitchen and of course when you made mistakes, It like you never learned from them and it seem like you fail to understand that you have to listen and communicate with each and every person and while you where at Garnish all you had to do was get the sides ready for the meats and it seems like you where lost and confused or just getting over being drunk.

Russell was in last place and Trev or Jillian? Nona and then Gail was the winner and Poor Gail was really lost and it seem like she gave up to me and it just seem like the light was completely gone out of her eyes but she seem like a stupid Dumb for drinking so much Booze Because it was time to go back to work and if you get wasted and want to work is wrong Because it it makes you forget to Remember the right way to cook and that is the Chef Gordon Ramsay way and this people fail to understand that issue.

Gail Champagen is the reason you don’t have a job and you could had stopped and sober up at anytime but going to work with a Hangover was not going to Help you but I am Happy that you won the Challege that morning and I had thought things where getting better for you and the light was shinning in your Direction you where going to come back and really Blow people away and lets face facts that little egg roll looked good and that sandwich looked good and Yes you messed up at the fish station once but I thought that you would had learned from your mistakes and get better down the road but how in the Hell do you go back on the Fish station and do the same dam thing yet again, Are you stupid. Chef Ramsay has kicked you in the ass in the pass and it seems like your an Air Head.

Little Sweet Jillian it just seems like your set on throwing people under the Bus and your missing the whole point of feeding all the people and getting the food out and instead your playing games and plotting your plots and the people that suffer are the people that come there to eat.

Is there even going to be a Winner at Hell’s kitchen Because this people are Mental and Ruthless and seem lost at times and as this goes on and seems like this people don’t get the point and that is to feed people and have them not hunger and wait at the table for there food and gather understanding that it is the people that matter and it is the people who wait for months and weeks and days to come to Hell’s kitchen for a meal and it is not fair to them any of them and it is wrong to plot and throw people under the Bus and that way the only people who are paying the price and when some one is hungry that is the only concern any one would have and that is something every one should think about at this point.

Hope no one is trapped in another state from Casting Call location Because it is Snowing in parts of the world and The Air Plains are trapping you in and Hope that is not the Case and of course all Casting Calls ended yesterday and know all we can do is wait and see who is it going to be for Season 9 but Season 8 is so bad I wonder should they start over and do it again.

Hell’s kitchen is like layers of Onion and it seems like under the peel there is some Rot or Mold under that Onion Layer and Russell is Rotten inside and It seems like he hates all woman and Jillian Seems like she runs out of ideas and Nona can’t fully be trusted when you turn your back on her completely and Trev is lacking something, It really bugs me that since he was strong enough to work the whole mans station alone at one point why can’t he do it again? Bye Gail Dear and again you have selected listing skills and it seems like half the orders went over your head and it was what you where putting in your mouth that screwed you Red Wine and then White Wine and then Champagen no wonder your work went down Hill and that is why your butt is hitting the door.

This people are lucky to be picked for the show and they all had something that no one else had and that was a good since of humor and they had pushed there way to the show and gather learning from one of the greatest Chefs in the world and of course you can show on the first hour and then it is Chef Gordon Ramsay world and learning all his beautiful wonderful food and that is a gift in itself and it is fantastic to look in those cook books and learn and see what Chef Gordon is putting on the table and to see those people eat and I can tell they really love it and often hear De-lovely and Nice and Yummy and to hear those words would be fantastic cooking his food and giving to all the people who come there to eat is the goal and pleasure and instead of throwing people under the bus it is best to help get those people feed and get the food out according to the cook books that every one gets to look at and if your not doing it right then it is best to look at the book again and correct the mistakes and get it right.

When Russell is not in the kitchen, He seems normal but he seems like a creep and a weirdo and wack job and woman abuser and it seems like he has been to jail or something but he is a weirdo and strange man.

Jillian is Stupid and says massive stupid things and it seems like she is an Air Head and what I don’t like is that her lack of creativeness is gone to some degree.

Chef Gordon Gets frustrated when his food is not ready and he has a right to feel that way and this people and they have his cook book 24 hours day and when they fail to understand that the food needs to be cooked a certain way and to gather that understanding,That is the reason people are picked for the show, Is to Read and understand and read and read and understand that mistake you make needs to be corrected and gather understanding for what you are doing.

Passion and Proud to Serve a Great meal is what Hell’s kitchen is all about and to make good food to all the people to eat and keeping it fresh and Beautiful is key and with that Respect and that comes with learning his food and getting the food out to the people that come to eat.

Talk is Cheap and Action speaks louder then words and it seems like Hell’s kitchen Season 9 have been full of crap and all this big talker who don’t back up there actions.

Love Red Beans and Rice and Corn Bread with butter and Fried chicken and Cabbage with Bacon and onion and garlic and parsley and broth and Peach and apple crisp with Fresh whip cream with a hint of cinnamon and orange.

Ham hocks and Navy beans and Rice and Baked Apple Pork Chops and Potato Salad and Corn on the Cob and Green Beans with Bacon and onions and Broth and Cheese cake bake with strawberries and Butter cream crunch and fresh whip cream with a hint of lemon zest.

Ignorant people on there at times and why don’t they study and read more often and understand there station even more and there are instructions on how to cook the food and put it together and prepare it right way. Lazy when some one fails to understand there station and has lack of learning.

Russell and Trev really hate each other and often talk to each other like trash. Trev gave Russell a kick in the ass in so many ways and know they are trying to Sabotage each other. Russell acts like a little boy when things don’t go his way, He acts just like a spoil selfish child.

On Hell’s kitchen all your meal have to be Spectacular and Fantastic each and every challege has to be amazing and the plate has to be lovely and beautiful and outstanding and you have to put love on the plate And Bourch is pretty food that taste good and makes you want more.

I keep hearing Chef Gordon Ramsay tell the people in Black Jackets to take there jackets off and leave and I feel that he feels that this people are dumb and stupid and a waste of time and at this point this people are slipping and not reading and understanding there station and that is frustrated and tired of telling this people to get there act together and straighten up and so he can trust them to get the food out and it is hard to keep checking Behind some one who you have no faith in and of course I know from his actions that he is not kidding when 2 or more are on the chopping block and of course he would love to send them all home?

Mouth watering plates of food come out of Hell’s kitchen and the Honor you get from cooking his rare yummy food should be a dream come true and pure delight and each person needs to understand that they are lucky and have that chance to do something that will show you other directions in the kitchen is truly amazing and wonderful and Being on Hell’s kitchen is like a learning cooking school and you can bring what you know to the table and show what you know and know everything is getting to the wire and know there is only 4 left Russell,Trev,jullian and Nona and we are at the end of the road and we will see how it goes?

My Weakness is not wanting to see those people go hungry and of course running around and getting the food ready and me pushing those ladies to work on pleasing Chef Gordon Ramsay by respecting his food and making him proud.

Important factors in Hell’s kitchen comes under understanding that there are many spices and flavors and Sous Chef Scott and Sous Chef Andi has wisdom of the food and at all times respect the food and gather the cook books and read and learn and understand and gain trust and be dependable and always have everything together as a team and I think that people lose sight of this.

love T-Bone steak really hard season with other spices and that is a secret but Cumin,Garlic,Onion,Parsley,Sea Salt and White Pepper,Cayanne,Paprika and Baked French Bread and Lettuce and Cherry Tomato and Homemade Mustard Mayo and of course Beer Batter Fries would really be fantastic.

Snowing in Seattle and here comes the snow again and it is cool and wonderful and fantastic and a joy and of course I have a view that will do and it is cold outside and We November Babies love the cold and of course this is Thanks Giving and massive people who travel all over the world are stuck at the air port and all over the world and it has to be hard, Because some people are going to be stuck at the airport and or the people who can afford it can go straight to an Hotel and that has to be supper hard and hope you can find some joy out this some kind of way.

Cold and Chilly in Seattle and know hope and pray that people will be safe and secure and Hell’s kitchen L.A. and only time will tell if one of Season 8 is going to straighten up and be great and that means flawless work will happen.

Robert Korn from the Hilton Hotel was really Beautiful Blond man and I was his back up of course He trained me on items and foods He liked and one thing that he really enjoyed with stuffed tomato with bree cheese and Bread Crunchy in Extra press virgin oil Bake and He love mustard crumb baked Lamb and other items and He worked at the top of the Hilton Hotel and when He ran out of food, I brought more food for him to cook on the Menu and specials as well and He was married and Nice looking and of course I Always had his back and I really liked his company at work, My weakness is Beautiful man and if I am ever on the girls team and some cute guys are on the other side, I am going to make friends with them, Because it is hard for me not to talk to Beautiful men, I like to look and pay attention to what they are saying.

My weakness is that if a guy is cute I am going to notice and Even though I am Black I am really attracted to White Boy big time and that is one of the reason I have a tendency to swing over to Heavy Mental music like Stain,Creed and Bush and Hair Bands like Def Leppard and Duran Duran.

Take care Casting Call of Hell’s kitchen Be safe and take it easy and well wishes and hope your with your family and friends and enjoying this days off and I hope that you can take to heart all the information that has come from me in Seattle Washington and Again I have no idea if anything is coming your way but sooner or later I Will call you and see what is going on?

Gail Goodbye little lady and it seems like it did not bother you much and how could you smile and talk about your hair and cloths instead of having your ass kicked off Hell’s kitchen and of course you where too drunk to notice that your butt was kicked to the Curb. I feel sorry for you and too bad a drink was more important then a job and Gail you should had been on top of your game when it comes down to the fish station and Sabrina was right about you not being able to handle the fish station. Gail you should had read the cook book dummy.

My sister Joyce Patrice Kelly Hammond used my name Lydia anne kelly Breaking the law from 1981 until 1999 and I had no idea and when I found out I Did not press charges and have her go to jail Because she was dieing from Aids and other diseases and so I Wanted her to have the last of her life with Freedom and so she could spend time with her daughter Gemini Madina Kelly and the three grandchildren but by my sister use of my name and me not knowing really effected my work and by me not knowing about it made it so that I could not get ahead, Not knowing that I had a police record and me being kept in the dark meant no promotion and I could list all the crimes she did in my name which is everything in the book.

That is the reason I changed my name to casonia sade logenberry?

I had to foregive my whole family for this issue, My whole family kept me in the dark. This effected my work history.

4 Chicks in Black Jackets and Trev words have never been A ladies man, Boursh is Amuse is what I need to do all the way throw Hell’s kitchen to Win.Chef Owners have it made in the shade they have passion and push. Letting go in the kitchen is the use of food that is costly and it is something that you know, And not something you don’t know. Trev really had a Big Time Crush on Gail and I Feel like he was attracted to her the whole time.

Asia Gail should had added more spice to her food and it seem like she was up and down but the problem this little lady was having problems with the Fish station and that is Sad, Because all she had to do was look at the Cook Book and read the directions for how everything is prepared.

Jillian is Boring and her food is going down Hill to some degree. Yes Nona is hanging in there but she is hard to trust, Russell is a Bastard and I Don’t like him but He is a pretty good cook but I Think that he is tired and ran down and short tempered and frustrated as this goes along, He is Crumbles and Cracks to some degree.

Trev has talked about Chef Ramsay Guest like there garbage and He has talked about Sous Chef Scott like Trash and that is wrong and that is an shame, He should be greatful that he was picked and that he had time to learn from Hell’s kitchen.

Russell’s words We are not playing small ball anymore, We gotta hit a home ball each and every time, Trev was right about Sabrina and Gail can’t get it together and He was right about they getting kicked off the show. This ladies where next to leave Sabrina and Gail failed.

I am Starving and I Hear the people saying that often and that is not fair to the people that love to eat and this people can’t cook and so they go out to dinner to eat and to Shame Chef is wrong on so many levels Because all this people need to do is think about Helping each other and make sure the people eat. Please please the people that come to eat.

Dude that is good and I love to hear the people say they love the food and that is a great reason to want to be on Hell’s kitchen. Jillian is getting careless and Boring and running out of Ideas. It seems like every one is tired and warn out and it times, Think Chef Ramsay wants to kick all this people out and start over again with fresh new group of people and often I hear him telling this people to take off there jackets and leave and Chef can’t handle that group of people any more Because they are not respecting his food. He wants to ask them all to take off all there jackets and that means He feels they are not worth while and that he has a deep lack of trust for this people who have Major Flaws.

Has to be a Nightmare for Chef Gordon Ramsay to have people who could care less about Preparing his food Correctly and lack of Respect for how his food is cooked and they will not study and learn how to do the food the right way and if they did this one thing, Any one would gain his Respect.

The only time you throw some one under a Bus is When your on the Chopping Block but not when your serving the people and to feel safe, Is only when your in the Top two and at any other point is walking on Egg Shells and in life you never know when your going to wake up on the wrong side of the Bed? Russell says little words like we gotta keep it Gangster and what I don’t like about Russell is that He thinks of all woman of being a Bitch, That is sad. Jillian Food is boring and lacking something and it is bland and tasteless and she has gone down hill running out of ideas. Trev you had no reading for downtown power lunch like Trev and Jillian had to tie and that is Sad.

Jillian Remarks about Gail needing the make over and that crack was hurtful and it is okay as long as your in that little room talking about your feelings and stabbing every one in the back. Trev got beat up by a Salad and Fancy pants coming in last,I Bet it made him happy to see a front runner getting kicked down to size. Nona hates cleaning but I Don’t see her dropping a Pound and Russell talked about Jillian Being as boring as a Wooden Box.

Russell has hate for woman and He Belittles all woman and him making fun of the way Gail walks and talks about all woman like trash and every woman is a Bitch in His Book. Talks about Gail with such insults and Flash dance Remarks and Trev wants to be with Gail and Russell talks about her ankle being broken. Russell is a hateful person.

You have to work as a group and help every one no matter what, Because the big picture is that all the people who come there need to eat and get there food and Chef Gordon Ramsay needs to remain Calm and at ease and know Casting Calls are over and know I wonder who is going to be picked for Hell’s kitchen?

Lobster Spagetti is crunchy and under cooked and the Scallops are over cooked and The Scallops only take a minute and half. Vip Guest are very important and it is good to study each and every area of the kitchen and so you gather understanding of each and every area and that is why study of how the food needs to be cooked and how long it needs to have in order to get the food out to people that are starving. Gail kicked off the show Because she did not do Garnish right for each area and if Gail could not handle it, Some one should had stepped up to help this little lady and so the people can get there food and eat and all this Guest. Supper Stars Chef Called each and every one of this people made him frustrated and it was hard to be around this people who fail to understand that it is his food and that it needs to be done correctly and Nona food came out pretty nice and Moist and Fresh is key to his food and to be proud to have some one eat your food and enjoy it completely and of course it is getting to cut throat in the kitchen and to get people who are too lazy to read his cook books is sad and careless.

Lazy Gail fail to read the cook book for the fish station and she should had did it to have a better understanding on what she was doing wrong to start off with and to not do that and wonder why she can’t cook fish later is lazy and lack of concern and that is something she should had really attacked that station with understanding of the food and she was serious about her failure to come back and Blow Chef Gordon away and she could had did that and been proud of herself. Gail you drinking each and every day did not help and you could had cut back and read more about your station would had been great for you and to listen to what the Chef Ramsay and others say about your food not being spicy enough would had been great and wonderful and you would had stayed on the show.

Jillian your eggs where Raw and it seems like she is going down Hill, Because He felt she did better or the red team then she does worst on the Black jacket. Jillian salty potato and she has not study enough to know what goes in what in order to have the food prep correctly and of course frustration and her lack of creative mind is getting boring and that there is massive lack and slipping to some degree and of course I like jillian Because she is funny and she can kick people when they are down.

Sexy chicken and under season food and waste of food and up and downs and downs and up and to be insulted by being told to cook for just one table. Jillian is going to fight and Trev needs to really bust his ass and Nona did better and she has a palate but she has bad taste in other area like her shrimp and Hen and Chicken with Honey really suck.

Gail was up and down and not certain or something you can depend on and she is like a ride on the roller coaster up and down and that means she is going to lose money for any one Because she is drunk and tired and Jullian has used other people to cover her ass and she seems to be out of ideas. Gail fails to communicate and she will not listen to each and every order that goes out and she simply gave up on herself.

The Snow is all gone and the rain is out here know and I am loving it and it is nice to drink some Cherry Tea and writing to Hell’s kitchen and gather understanding of keeping in torch until the casting call is done and over with for season 9 Passion and flavor and flawless work and that means feeding people is the most graceful thing any one can do. Big talk and no actions and people full of S***.

When I call 1-206-496-GIRL I mostly push number 6 on most of the people Because they are looking for phone Sex and there are other people that I talk to that are nice and kind and Respectful and I get to do Free tarot card readings for and I like to do that Because some people end up getting married and they get girl friends and I like to do it for Free. Hell’s kitchen group of people and signs is the way I will pick and choose friends weather they are men or woman there is likes and dislikes and for me it is all about the sign and with Chef Gordon Ramsay sign which is a happy go lucky cheerful on top of the world and also He could kick you in the Ass when you fail to understand or fail to catch on and have a tendency to be stupid or dumb or worthless and that is when his anger builds and lost of respect happens.

Scorpio people are hard to please and Chef Gordon Ramsay is Born November the 8th and He is Hard Headed and want everything his way and I have to agree He is Right about everything and when it comes down to the kitchen He is King and his cook books at Hell’s kitchen is to be looked at and dreamed about and of course if you fail to understand then your ass is Toast.

It is Faith and Hope I have and just waiting for some one to Check this Blog and only find that one person is interested in this Season 9 Blog from Seattle and of course I am a Sagittarius and I like people that nice and kind but some people creep me out and that is Russell there is something about the way he talks about woman that is Degrading and hateful and he turns my stomach but He is a good cook and he Reached out to help Jillian when the chips are down he was helping her get the fish out and that was great to see him bend over and help another team mate and it is weird that she is starting to work the area for the first time after weeks of being there and even if you don’t work that area it is best to study the area and even if your not working the area and you know your area like the back of your hand it is best to learn about other areas in the kitchen and so you can understand how Chef Gordon Ramsay wants that area to be handled.

Certain signs don’t go together and there are signs to watch out for Because they will stab you in the back as soon as you turn around and when other people throw each other the bus right away and will help the team lose at the same time and then here comes the punishment and so I Know who to look out for and who is going to work with me and that is if I ever get the chance to go on the show and of course casting call have to go throw all the paper work and information and have to choose some one who moves them.

People with very bad tempers are certain signs and that will be some one that I will not talk to very much unless I am working with them direct but if all this writing gets me a shot at Hell’s kitchen would be great but all I can do is try and give it all I have and maybe it will work or maybe it won’t work but all in all I tried. I can’t stand Vulgar and Rude people because I can come down to there level and give them a swift kick to the Butt.

If there any Beautiful man on the other side of course I am going to look even though I am married and see a Hot Guy I going to look and if I am with one of my gay friends we can talk freely and really open up to conversation and it is refreshing and blunt and off the hook. But there are very people out there that are wonderful to spend time with and that is the Free movie crowd and it depends we have the Rated G people and PG people and Rated R groups and the Rated R Group of people are great and wonderful and freedom to say everything I want often use of the F-Word.

Chef Gordon feels that the group he has is useless and worthless and asked them all to take off there jackets and feeling ignore toward his food and by them not understanding how to get it ready and served the right way makes Chef Gordon lose respect for the person who has worked in that station. Respect is learning fast and doing his food his way is made and follow the directions to the note and put a smile on Chef Gordon Ramsay face and make him calm and at ease.

Hard Head makes a soft ass and this people need to understand that reading and learning and understanding is key to winning and as far as Amuse Boursh meaning make people want more is key to challeges and that is a wise and strong way to go.

Spontaneous and never knowing what is going to happen and that is what Hell’s kitchen is about control and allowing Chef Gordon Ramsay taking over your life and of course with no music or tv it gives you time to think and it leaves you with massive time to read and understand gather his food in your brain and know I understand why he gets mad at people because it is all about study and learning and doing.

Some signs I really love and some I really hate and some people will go off and lose there mind and become abusive and for the other 15 people if they get in my way I will say what I got to say to people that are worthless and of course I can really hurt people feeling big time and I can make them cry?

Have to wait and see about How Hell’s kitchen feel about me and of course still no phone call one way or another and Am I Passed over again and no noticed yet again and of course it is completely up to Hell’s Casting Call people but I tried and gave it my all to some degree but all in all I hope that they notice that I tried in other ways but only time will tell and of course everything is already wined up and taken care of and I hope and pray that the information was enough to get the ball rolling and maybe it worked and maybe it did not work?

Waiting for yes or no is hard to know and of course 1000s of people are trying out and there are so few spots like 16 is easy as apple pie to choose the people you want is Golden and wonderful and there mind is at ease but I am worried and concerned and wonder about being rejected once more and of course I write on this Season 9 Blog each and every day trying to get attention from Hell’s kitchen and still nothing and if it is No then I have to understand that I Tried really hard and that they had to move on and that I tried and was rejected and there is something they don’t see in me, But I Do have to say all I Need is a phone call and tell me straight up,1-206-420-1727 and that can be called Collect right away and just let me know one way or the other?

All I ever wanted was the truth about my cooking and all I ever wanted was to be judged about my food Honestly by each and every person that walked throw the door and what I Love about Hell’s kitchen is that your going to get the good honest truth about your food straight up and no matter how much it hurts your feeling and what ever your doing wrong will be judged harshly and that is what I Wanted more then anything in this world and having Chef Gordon Ramsay and the people he knows and all the people who walk throw the door be straight up and blunt is what I am craving more then anything in this world and this is what I was trying out for.

I do not like waste food, Because it cost so much and every one who cooks and waste food like that is a sin and I would not feel good about making a dish the wrong way and so that it goes in the Bin and when I see people messing up Beef wellington and Salmon and Lobster going in the trash all I could see is dollar signs are flashing in my mind and it really bugs me allot. This people are wasting 1000s of dollars per night and I understand his anger and frustration and pain in the ass this people who waste so much food and I understand that at times that he feels like asking all of the people that stand in front of him to take there jackets off and leave but it is his job to see who mess up more then the others.

New york was false lead for me and for years sending letters and keeping in torch with those two ladies has not worked well and there straight forward all information to fox 13 yahoo. com is where all the extra information was sent and hope and pray that Hell’s kitchen casting call will get the paper work and only time will tell, Of course I Will hope and pray that Hell’s kitchen looks at all the information and gather it and check it out and one phone call one way or the other would be really appreciated and of course We are down to the final 4 Russell,Jillian,Nona and Trev is it for know.

I don’t like Russell because he is a mean person but he knows how to shine in cooking to some degree in many solid areas and Jillian has lost her Zest as ran out of ideas as the show has gone on and Nona can’t be trusted at times, Because every time Chef Ramsay turns his back on this young lady she tries to pass him something that is not up to his standards and Trev is sneaky and his food seems to go down Hill at times and He lacks in so many ways at times all in all they all talk a Big game and seem to me full of crap and Delusional.

I got around to making the phone calls to all the above casting call cast and Hope that the paper work has torched them to some degree and hope that the information tugs at there Hearts and minds and hope that they are thinking about me to some degree and of course there is no pressure and I only need to know one way or another Because I Often write on this blog until it ends and I Have strong feelings and though about the show and often I dream that I was there to hear every word that is said and listen to Chef Ramsay and Sous Chef Scott and Sous Chef Andi who is strong and very aggressive and a real go getter and this people are to be respected to the Highest standards and When I look at the show over all, It is the best cooking show in the world and I Always watch all the show until the I die.

Casting calls have ended November 24th and that was the last day and I pray each letter and each card got to all the people at Casting Call Miss Demartino and Mr Tapia and Mrs Francis and Miss Jackson and Miss Nunez I want to thank you for reading this information if your are please with the information.

The people that Cook on Hell’s kitchen are the lucky ones and to be there and cooking there first meal that they create out of there mind and put it on the plate for a picky world class Chef who has eaten all over the world and has tried everything in this world and has this natural no how on each and every dish and When Trev made the Boiled Frog Legs I Could tell that Chef Gordon Ramsay was happy and relieved to not have to eat that meal and the look on his face seem like it really grossed him out.

Hell’s kitchen Rocks and of course all the new Chefs seem to be unworthy of the gift of season 8 as the show goes along I really don’t like any of this people Because they are Weird and Strange and not like any other cast of people in the pass and I Can’t say I Like any of them for the first time?

Jillian is funny and she is cute and says some really funny things and what really bugs me about her is her lack of ideas for food and asking Emily to help her with the spagetti lobster and watching her pour in all the salt and saying she sucked later and then her asking Trev to help her make her fruit salad and then her and Gail together on a meal and still came up short and Then her adding all that salt to mash potato and giving them to Chef Ramsay and thinking it was going to pass and Then the Raw eggs was the final straw for me and it just seems like she is going down hill and running out of ideas and to use a little spoon to get the salt would had been better then just dumping in a cup of salt. Lets get real her grilled chicken and veggies was boring. Just like her Amuse was boring and pointless.

Nona has problems as well she can’t be trusted at times and it seems like her spagetti lobster was under cooked and just think almost every single time she works under Chef Gordon Ramsay she always messes up a dish and tries to pass it to him and yes she fixed the rissorto and of course she did a great job on the Steak Dianne and that was nice to see but on the down side she did Shrimp and Grits and Cumin did not go over well and there is some lack in her cooking as far as the Salad Challege and it just seems like she comes up short in so many area.

Lucky people who are picked for Hell’s kitchen can they handle the verbal abuse and the name calling, Well some people crack and snap and lose there mind and unable to put there best foot forward. But I bet each one of this people are happy cheerful on top of the world for being able to walk throw the door.

4 more people to go and I Will be done with writing about the show and how do we know, How it is going to go? Russell is Mean and Pour Evil, He really scares me and Frighten me Because he has so much hate and He looks like a man with a Police Record, He really freaks me out and he is short temper and He keeps budding in When ever Chef is giving it to some one for doing a crap job, He often gives people the bum rush on everything and even when he know the food is not ready he wants other people to look bad and that seems like he setting people up to fail and make himself look better and that is not fair to the people that come there to eat, Because it has to be re-cooked and that means the hungry people have to wait even longer to get there food and that is wrong.

The sheer volume of text you’ve written is astonishing, but what I couldn’t believe is the fact that you’ve given out not only your phone number, but also your home address, and multiple times no less. I’m sure you’re aware of the fact that this isn’t a private blog but a public forum, and thus the posting of such personal information is extremely ill advised for obvious reasons. If the casting crew of Hell’s Kitchen hasn’t yet contacted you for an interview, then their silence is clearly indicative of the “No” you have been asking for. The myriad messages you’ve written transcend desperation and approach the realm of mental illness. I can’t judge you as a person, but if the vast amount of time you’ve spent on this comment board is indicative of your personality, then you seem like a very nice person, but also profoundly lonely. Good luck in your life…

Hello Hell’s kitchen and Happy after Thanks Given to each and every one of you and hope your enjoy this wonderful Sunday,The Day of Rest to just kick back and take it easy. Beautiful day good and Sleep well and Dream well and have a kind day. I Have no idea if you have time to read this BLOG but I Do understand that you have so much on your plate and that you have so much information to check out and so many people to look at and plus you must rest and take it easy and ease your tired bones.

Dear Hell’s kitchen it looks like Russell is going to lose it with Nona and wanting to put his hands on a woman is going too far and if he ever said that or did that to me, Hell’s kitchen first man going to jail and me pressing charges and also it would be me putting my hands back on him after the first hit but some where it is going to hurt him Below the Belt and him going down to his knees?

I never go around telling people that I am going to hurt there bodies and something tell’s me Russell is a abusive person as far as woman go and He has no Respect for woman and I Mean all woman every where. I think this man grow up in a abusive family and Because of that He feels he has to treat people the way he treats his family and I really don’t like him but he has done some really great work other wise to place him with all men staff, Because he wants to hurt woman but I notice he is real weak when it comes down to men.

Season 8 I have never felt this way, I can honestly say that I really don’t like any of this people at all, I feel no passion for them and they seem like they are weird and strange and not worth while and If it was me I would simply start all over again and have them all go home.

I Worked at a place called Turkey Bake Deli Delight and that was the trade mark and of course baked in Butter and Garlic,Onions,Celery,and Carrots and Parsley and Dill and of course bake it so slow on a heat of no more then 155 degrees and leave the door open and the smell would drive all those people crazy throw out the day and of course Break fast was simple Bacon Eggs and Grits, Little roasted garlic and dill potato, Oatmeal made with Apples and or fruits in it and cream of wheat with peaches and or banana and fresh baked home made muffins and of course I Would do Blueberry crumb muffins or simply make special like Berry filled Muffins with Crumbs and Coffee cakes and other items like toast real butter and jam and coffee and tea and or juice or milk but it was fun and really enjoyed the job. Until some one made the owner an offer for the land and he caved in to the price of the land, Even though he made a killing and I Gathered 3 raises in one year on that job, But lets get back to the sandwiches we often carved all the meat off the turkey but as we took it out of the oven to cool the people would be wanting a sandwich right away and of course we put anything they wanted on the sandwich including cranberry that was chunky and lettuce and tomato and 5 different cheeses and or black olives and hot peppers and or roasted peppers and 7 types of bread to choose from including rye and light rye and sour dough rye and wheat rye and egg bread and whole wheat bread and of course white bread but then my special would be on a French bread and sour dough grilled with two choice of cheese and Potato salad salad or mac salad but I would add peas and celery and onions and black olives to that and of course the bones would be used for stock and then with that I would make Turkey Dumplings and creamy gravey with mushrooms and carrots and celery and White onions and garlic and other things and of course to that special would be Corn Muffins and or Scones lightly baked and brushed with butter and that was it and it was fun.

Verble abuse and being called out of your name and while your on Hell’s kitchen it is going to happen and of course it will not bother me to hear that type of talk and name calling and it is just word and words can hurt but all people have to remember that it is best to read and study and under stand each station and since there is no music and TV You have all day to read and think and Dream that Menu and always listen to what Chef Gordon Ramsay says and it is hard not to listen to some one who speaks such perfect English is truly wonderful and well and so to listen is to hear that phase of conversation.

I am trying to get on Hell’s kitchen and I really love the show so very much and it is the Best Cooking show in the world, Because I Look and learn and understand to some degree that the food is special and it is like no other place in the world and Being there each day is a struggle and you have to make smart moves and go in a Positive Direction and Grasp each and every day as a brand new start and always get up on the right side of the Bed and always do your very best and never think about the people who wait and I mean wait to come on the show for a meal and They are special and they are Nice and Kind and Smart and They are having a special moment with there family and friends and there love ones and they should be able to have a great drink followed with a meal that flows and that moves them along with good conversation and to give each and every person that moment should warm your heart and really make your day to please people who are Guest of Hell’s kitchen and to delay there food is a crime and to waste food is a Sin.

Dear Lucky People who get to eat at Hell’s it must be great to see Chef go off on the people when they screw up and of course if your Lucky to get close to the kitchen is fantastic and it is hard to get on the show to eat that picture perfect food that looks like a piece of Art. I love it when I hear one of you say it taste Lovely and Nice is like outstanding and all of you people are so lovely and Beautiful and all the Men in there no matter there age look handsome and picture perfect and that is the reason people fight to come to Hell’s kitchen.

What show or Movie I Enjoy and Love is Star Wars any and all of the shows put together a real classic and also Hell’s kitchen is just as Rare and just in Class by itself and it is forever engraved in are lives and it is really up to people to pay attention and of course Hell’s kitchen really kicks people in butt and it is harsh and real and often sends people in distress and that is something that happens for real and yes Star Wars is likeable and loveable Because it is not real but it has creative and Beautiful and breath taken and of course all the men are smoking Hot.

Dear Anon Thank you for your kind and loving words and that you where really gentle and sweet and of course I have reached out to Hell’s kitchen for so long, Because I know I can do the job and work flawlessly and I am a fast learning and I would always be a front runner if I ever walked throw the door but it is not up to you Anon it is up to Casting Call Crew at Hell’s kitchen and of course this is my last year of reaching out for such a wonderful fantastic outstanding job that is amazing.

Anon Season 9 will be on T.V. Soon and If I am not on that Show then I know for sure that it is never ever going to happen and of course I will completely throw in the leave them alone and never contact them again, I face the fact that there are so many people in the world and 1000s of people have applied and they can take there pick and if I am not picked then the writing will stop but they will never lose me as a fan and I will always watch the show and know that I gave it a shot and I gave it all I got and it did not work and Maybe God has another path for me to follow.

I am not Mentally Ill, I have aggressive behavior, I have passion for wanting to be on the show, To be flawless and study and learn and feed all the people and never throw any one under the bus and I know that I Would Win. But Hell’s kitchen is ending DECEMBER 8th 2010 and sometime after that I am not going to write any more Views.

Lonely part of me is missing my parents and grand parents and uncles and aunts have passed away.

Anon have a good life and of course I Have not heard from Hell’s kitchen but if they pick up the phone and called me and told any day in the future? If some one would tell me No then I would leave this blog for good and all other Hell’s kitchen blogs alone forever and Anon. It is my time to waste and I feel that it is not a waste to let some people know how you feel about there show.

Have a Beautiful Day and Good Health and God joy and A Wonderful Day every one at Hell’s Kitchen all. Who is going to Win Hell’s kitchen Russell seems the best out of all of them. I don’t like him but it could go either way only time will tell and little jillian and Nona and Trev Good Luck to each and every one of this people and I Look at them as being lucky 4 leaf clover.

I will be writing everything until the season 8 ends Jillian Trade mark words lets rock and roll and Nona Tears poor baby cries and Trev Big Talking and never backs it up and Russell with lets kick this bitch in the ass and lets get rolling with it and Double bubble bitch, and 22 year old bitch and flash dance bitch. His hate from woman half the sales are already lost having him be the front man.

New York and Billy Wonky company has told me that Casting calls are completely closed. Anon silence means nothing and picking up the phone for one minute making one collect phone to me and telling me first hand No would be appreciated and I would be forever Grateful and then there would not be any reason for me to write one more single word to Hell’s kitchen but as long as I am in the Dark about this manner at hand then I will write something nice about them until DECEMBER 8th 2010 and then I will Retire from writing Hell’s kitchen in the future and Anon all I am doing is keeping in torch until the end.

I am doing what I want to do Anon and the reason is I Really like Hell’s kitchen and have nothing but pure Respect for them and of course this people work very hard and have massive amount of work on there plate and they don’t always have time to return phone calls and contact people but I have patient for Hell’s kitchen Because I Think the show is flawless and I really don’t watch REALITY TV and This was the only show that caught my attention and In my heart I Feel it is for real and it always throws me off Guard and It is the best cooking show in the world and I really enjoy it and yes I spend massive amount of time letting other people know how I feel and of course there is a Dead line and A cut off time when I Stop writing on all BLOGS It is up to them to tell me what ever they want over the phone or I could hear that Season 9 started and I will not write one single word after December 8th 2010 and that Anon will be the No that I am waiting for and The Hint will be there and I Will never ever contact them again.

Dear Florida Gators Pernalize Engraved Louisville That is good that you know Robert Korn he was a great boss and a really good cook and I really love his encrusted meats and his stuffed tomato’s and his incredible broth and his amazing stir fry sauce and He taught me everything He knows in the kitchen. He was nice and kind and thoughtful and delightful to spend time with. He worked at the top of the Hilton Hotel on 6th avenue in Seattle washington.

Engraved in your mind on what you do each and every day and it just taste right and every one really like it and it is made the same each and every time and yes Anon Billy wonka in New york will not take people out of state Lisa and Ganz are not leads for Hell’s kitchen Season 9 and it is a false lead in sending information to them and if you don’t live in that state you have no chance but for years I have been sending them information and it is really nice to take the 50 letter plus and forward to Hell’s Kitchen in L.A. and of course all I am doing right know is writing interview of season 8 and letting every one know what I Think.

Season 9 I want to say thank you and have a nice day and of course I will be ending this Blog on December 8th 2010 and I will always watch the show and other shows like Masterchef and Kitchen nightmare and Hell’s kitchen for life as long as Fox picks up the show and of course I wanted every one to see and feel my excitement for the show and of course I happy that I gave it a shot and I gave it my all and if life if you don’t try then you will never know but I Want to Wish you good luck and take care and My day of writing is coming to an end. Most of all I Thank you and have a good year.

Anon Thank you for telling me straight up what you think and of course you are half wrong to a large degree because I wanted what I wanted and that was a chance but I do understand that there are so many people out there that don’t have to push as hard as I did and it does look PATHETIC Me asking and pleading and begging for a shot and I am going end this Blog in two weeks and that way I won’t take up there time and I am not going to ask any more and leave this hard working people alone and Just thank them for any or some of there time that was given to me in the pass.

Jillian you did a great job and Nona your rissorto was messed up 2 or 3 times and Trev you did a great job on the meat section but all you have to do is calm down and Russell you did pretty good except for 1 raw scallop and 1 fish and you where great other wise.

December 15th is the new last day of Hell’s kitchen and of course every one did a great job from the start and of course dinner service was nice and of course equal well with Nona and Trev and last Russell and we are getting down to the wire and only time will tell?

I don’t trust Nona Because she has an Idea when something is not right and she puts it up any way and once she gains the trust of Chef Gordon Ramsay, She often lose his trust by putting something up that is not going to fly right and why is it she will not double check herself and get it right every single time. Yes she has a great palate but she gets lazy in some area?

Jillian little Red Hot Fire worked it in the kitchen that day and she was flawless and really rocked it out and know I have faith in her again and lets hope she will not back slide and make it toward the final 2.

Trev Honey you where spot on and you did a good job and all you have to do is listen to what your orders are and gather the food and that is all you have to do and you will last until the end, I am starting to like the way you work and it is getting better and if you would had held it together you and Jillian would had been in the same Basket.The Food was Ready Trev and all you had to do was slice it and give it to Chef Ramsay.

Russell is an abusive mean and heartless human being but a dam good cook and He Rocked it out except He got careless on the Scallops and Fish serving them both Raw and of course I Felt that Nona and Russell should had been on the Block.

Russell is a Bastard and He offer to hurt people and one of this days he is going to talk that crap to the wrong person and I bet he would not talk to Sous Chef Scott or Chef Ramsay that way? Russell is a Hot Head and Arrogance about his cooking and he can rock it out and he often redeem himself and that is the part that is wonderful about him and to see him with his family seem to calm him down and make him look more Human to me and Yes I understand that He is fighting for his life and really wants the best for the people he love.

Nona never ever give a bad meal to Chef Gordon Ramsay again Because with each bad dish you are losing his trust. Always watch what you are doing and always taste what you offer to the man, Please look at what you are doing and what you are cooking and have pride and joy of making something that you would eat yourself. Don’t lose Focus and really stay on your game, Just hold on and really put the peddle to the medal.

I Like the way Russell stabs every one in the back and talks about people like they are trash,It is funny and he really makes me laugh.

Good Luck Russell and Jillian know that I THINK ABOUT IT, I really like this people and want them to be in the final two and Trev is ready and has it together and he is really working on it big time and Nona often slip and knows that something is not going to fly but like she said herself, I know it is not right and put it out anyway and that means you are going to have to watch her like a Hawk and you can never ever turn your back on her as a cook and every dish she makes,Because some people will not say anything and will not come back and there fore business is going to be lost and if Nona can’t gain Chef Ramsay trust and trust her great palate and know that every person that walks throw the door is important and without them, Your Nothing.Good luck to each and every person and I KNOW THAT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU ARE GOING TO GIVE IT YOUR ALL AND REALLY PUT THE PEDDLE TO THE METAL AND REALLY BUST YOUR ASS AND MAKE A MOVE AND NONA YOU ARE WEARING THE SAME PINK SHIRT YOU WHERE AT THE START OF HELL KITCHEN IT IS NOT GOOD TO REPEAT ON TV DEAR AND RUSSELL THE SAME BLUE JEAN COME ON HOW MANY CLOTHS DID YOU BRING? Season 8 is coming to an end and it is not going to end December 8th 2010 and know my new dead line is December 15 2010 and then I will not leave any CRITIC ON Hell’s kitchen.

Russell one and Jillian and Trev are very strong but it could go either way but Nona is going to be cut because she is careless and lazy and a slacker at times and She Stated that she knew the Rissortto was not up to standards but she sent it any way and that is So stupid to gain and lose Chef Trust Nona Dear you should be spot on each and every time and you keep stabbing Chef Gordon Ramsay in the back. Trev Dear you are doing so good and my faith is growing but what you need to do is just buckle down and really listen and just do it okay and you will have it made in the shade all you have to do is remember to keep up the good work and you can over power any one.

Hell’s kitchen season 8 is coming to an end and know that Hell’s kitchen season 9 will be on and of course I will end this Blog December 15th 2010 is the last day of I write on here and I will be gone with the wind. I will always dig the show and of course having some one like Chef Gordon calling me out of my name would be hard to not go off and snap back with him, I Might had to bite my tongue instead of losing it and going off with the Dirt talk I talk would shock the shit out of people and if I was working with some one who was slow, I Would tell them to move there ass.

Jillian got her ass kicked off the show for her of ideas and most of her food was bland and tasteless and on The challeges she often ask for direction of create ideas of other placed in her meal,When she was Directed towards creating her own meal in her own way and lets face facts when she was asked to create a meal with with Gail and failed at that dish and when she asked Emily to help her make spagetti and Lobster and added way too much salt and when she over salted the potato and she talked badly about Chef Ramsay and telling the story about going to the theme park and won that monkey Boris and it was Rude and not respectful and appreciative and Talk Behind his back and said she throw the ball as hard as she could and prettended it was his head was a big sign of Hate. Be Greatful that you walk throw the door and worry about every step you take and every moment you work and watch your P and Q and always stay on top of your game and I had my fingers crossed for you and had hope you where going to be in the final 2 but your lack of tomatos lives so many dishes not going to be prepared there and that means they will not make enough Money and you will lose to some degree but I LOVE IT WHEN YOU SAY LETS ROCK AND ROLL AND IT SUCKS ASS AND YOU ARE FUNNY AND CUTE AS A BUTTON BUT YOU DON’T COME TO HELL’S KITCHEN AND ASK OTHER PEOPLE WHO DO NOT WORK AT HELL’S KITCHEN AND GET A JOB LIKE YOU FOR ALL DIRECTIONS AND YOU MADE A BIG DEAL ABOUT THE HALIBUT AND YOU WHERE WASTING TIME AND PEOPLE ALL HUNGER AND YOU LACK JUST TRYING TO MAKE TREV LOOK BAD JUST MADE YOU LOOK BAD AND TREV YOUR NO RUTABAGA GREASY CHIP MAKING MAN AND DEAD BET DOWN AND ALWAYS WANT TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION AND YOU WHERE TRYING TO MAKE OUT WITH GAIL AND YOU KEPT FLIRTING WITH HER WAS A PAIN IN THE ASS AND TREV YOUR FROGGY DISH SUCKED ASS AND IT WAS GROSS AND YES YOU WENT OUT OF THE BOX AND STRAIGHT UP SOME ONES ASS AND YOU ARE ALWAYS SEEKING CREDIT FOR A JOB WELL DONE AND YOU ALWAYS WANT TO BE CENTER OF ATTENTION AND OF COURSE YOU DON’T LIKE TO BE AROUND ALOT OF CHICKS AND YOU SAID IT YOURSELF THAT YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN A LADIES MAN. Trev you have been on the block so many times and I wish you would have stayed in that mint condition and did great when all the men where tossed off and you rocked it out and did a great job alone and since you handled it and did well, I HAD THOUGH YOU WHERE GOING TO REPEAT IT AND BE ABLE TO HANDLE THE WHOLE SIDE ALONE AND WAS THAT A FLUNK and something that was a once in a life shot and Trev if you would had did that each and every Night and never fail and become flawless you would had been final 2 and all in all both of you people where so lucky to walk throw the door and to go on Hell’s kitchen is a once in a life time Deal and each day is a battle but you two really bust your ass and worked it off on that show.

Nona Wow it really Blows me away that you got to the final two Because your hard to Trust in the kitchen and at times you have a tendency to go down Hell with your food and but yes you have a great Palate and it is wonderful and outstanding but at times you back slide and there are things you say like, I Knew it was not good but put it up anyway and Nona it is great that you have a shot at WINNING AND KILLING IT AND GOING WITH YOUR HOME ROOTS AND REALLY HAVE EVERY ONE LOVING YOUR COOKING AND TRYING OUT YOUR FOOD AND RUSSELL SIR YOU GET THE SAME SHOT AND YOU ARE GOING TO ROCK IT OUT AND DO YOUR THING AND OF COURSE I know that it is good to see the battle of Man and Woman and Both 29 years old and that is Cool and Nice and 29 and 29 that is a HELL’S KITCHEN FIRST AND LETS FACE FACTS RUSSELL IS WELL HATED BY EVERY ONE AND HAS NO ONE RESPECT AND WE WILL HAVE TO SEE AND WHAT EVER WILL BE WILL BE AND ONLY TIME WILL TELL AND SOON ONE DAY CASONIA WILL BE SAYING FAREWELL TO ANY WHO READ THIS BLOG AND JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT RUSSELL WILL PUT HIS SIZE 12 SHOW UP TREV ASS AND HE WOULD BE SPITTING OUT SHOW LACES.

Russell was right that he is on Hell’s train and he is going to ride this bitch until the end but still it is hard to like this guy and I wonder are all the men going to stab him in the back and fuck up his food and is Nona going to Win and this is the lady who made the Honey chicken and raw veggies and Hen Salad and could not cook a scallop right and remember TREV HAD TO FINISH FOR HER AND THIS IS THE SAME LADY WHO ALLOWED BLAND RISSORTO AND PEPPER RISSORTO GO OUT EVEN THOUGH SHE KNEW IT DID NOT TASTE RIGHT AND HOW ARE HER STANDARDS WITH OUT CHEF RAMSAY STANDING BY HER SIDE AND LEADING AND WHO IS GOING TO WIN, Well I don’t care neither move me this year and this is a first for me but they got a chance at there dream and it is there path in life. Dear Hell’s kitchen is just a Dream and in life it is okay to dream and I have given it all and this year this is the end for me and this is pretty much until the end of me telling my view of the show and I will go and leave this Blog forever and never ever try again and I REALLY ENJOYED HELL’S KITCHEN AND WILL FOR YEARS TO COME? But to write on future Blogs going to be a No No.

BEG A BITCH IS GONE WITH THE WIND AND I AM SAILING OFF AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I AM GOING BUT AFTER MY DIVORCE GOES THROW I AM THE FUCK OUT OF HERE AND OF COURSE THIS Blog ends for me Dec 15th and I HOPE EVERY ONE ACTS LIKE A PAIN IN THE ASS AND A CLEAR MOTHER FUCKING BITCH AND STUPID BASTARDS AND RUSSELL IS REALLY HATED AND HE NEVER MADE ANY FRIENDS AND ARE THEY GOING TO PUT THERE BEST FOOT FORWARD OR STICK IT UP HIS ASS AND SABOTAGE HIM EVERY STEP OF THE WAY AND NONA MY DEAR WITH YOUR CRYING AND TEARS AND FEELING LIKE EVERY ONE IS GOING TO STAND BEHIND YOU MORE BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL AND IT IS GOING TO BE NICE TO SEE BORIS AND SABRINA AGAIN AND HEAVEN HELP IN SABRINA ARE PUT TOGETHER WE ARE GOING TO SEE BIG TIME DRAMA AND GAME PLAYING AND OF COURSE I AM GOING TO LOVE THE SHOW FOR SEASON 9 AND TO ME, I don’t give a Dam who Wins for once there no passion for this two people and I can’t tell you why. Nona is a real loving and kind person but she will kick you in the Ass and Put your Head on a stick if you cross her in any way shape or form. Lets Rock and Roll and Get your game face on and really bust your ass and make a move and Russell is so hated they may delay his food going out or even burn it or over cook it to make him look bad, I just wonder what type of food Russell is going to make and is it going to be the great food He started off with and hope he is behind preparing. Emily coming back but only time will tell and then we will know any way two more days to go and I am on the go? Casonia will not do any future Blogs for HELL’S KITCHEN.

HELLO CHEF GORDON RAMSAY, I AM BACK BEGGING TO GET ON SEASON 10 HELL’S KITCHEN, Right know season 9 is wrapping up and know Masterchef is on its way in June but for know there is kitchen nightmare on every friday on fox and that really rocks but for months could not get on this blog because I was being blocked from it but know I have found my way back and just want to say to each and every person out here, Have a wonderful day and good health and good joy, But of course why are people making fun of J.Lo so she has pork chop thighs but she did have two twins and yes she is skinney but no one is flawless.

I LOVE HELL’S KITCHEN BECAUSE IT ROCKS AND IT IS FUNNY AND I LOVE THE DRAMA AND TRAMA AND WORDS AND PUT DOWNS AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE IT AND HUNGER FOR IT AND CYRUS LITTLE GIRL REALLY ROCKS AND I SAW HER IN THE MOVIE THE LAST SONG AND SHE REALLY MADE ME CRY AND SHE IS FUNNY AND TUFF AND STRONG AND BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING AND SMART.

Yes it is nice to find this blog again and yes I often make trips to the Library Because Sabotage is nolonger a part of my life, I got my divorce and my X is out the door, Never to Return even if he won the lotto, I WOULD NEVER EVER TAKE THAT MAN BACK.

Love Kitchen nightmare but I feel that some people are taking advantage and use you and get what they can get and that they are just scamming you and take you for granted and use Chef Gordon Ramsay?

Movie Stars are Beautiful people and they do eat at Hell’s kitchen Because they serve Lobster tail and Salmon on the same plate and that dish really looks lovely but of course all the people who are lucky to grace HEll’s kitchen, Who are able to cook can make that dish right on the spot and it is made and created by Chef Gordon Ramsay and timed and spices applied and this is fantastic and wonderful to be picked for HELL’S KITCHEN BUT FOR ME THIS IS A DREAM, I am reject for years but I keep trying and keep the faith and keep up hope but back to the movie stars they are stalked and pictured in a light that is not great and followed around and is stripped of there privacy and everything that happens to them, What is so sad the whole world has to know and that is a shame.

The woman and Men that come to HELL’S KITCHEN ARE BREATH TAKING AND THE MEN ARE SO SEXY AND HOT AND SWEET AND THEY ARE ROCKING THERE BODYS OUT AND THE WOMAN ARE SO LOVELY AND BEAUTIFUL AND HAVE CLASS AND MAJOR GOOD TASTE BUT SEASON SHOULD BE PROUD TO BE ABLE TO MAKE RISSORTO AND NOT JUST ANY RISSORTO, IT IS A RISSORTO CHEF GORDON RAMSAY CREATED HIMSELF AND TO BE ABLE TO LISTEN TO HIS TEAM MATES WHO WORK WITH CHEF GORDON RAMSAY AND LEARN AND PRODUCE THAT AMAZING WONDERFUL OUTSTANDING BLOW YOUR MIND DISH FOR OTHER PEOPLE AND HAVE SOME ONE SAY YUMMY TO IT WOULD REALLY MAKE ME HAPPY AND CHEERFUL AND ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND WHAT I like about hells kitchen is that you have to do that the same way every single time and everything will be fine and that is the greatest thing about HELL’S KITCHEN PLEASING PEOPLE WHO CAN’T COOK AND THAT IS THE ONLY REASON I WANT ON THIS SHOW AND I WILL FEEL THIS WAY UNTIL THE DAY I DIE.

Some Woman are really thin and they look wonderful and fantastic just like a little sweet heart and they like the little plate of food to keep in shape BUT Woman come in every shape and size and we are all not the same and Monk Fish is another dish that is made at Hells kitchen and Scallops and there is a Fish Station and Lamb station with steaks and chicken and salad station and I rarely hear soup but I know that HELL’S KITCHEN PLATES ARE A WORK OF ART AND CHEF GORDON RAMSAY MAKES HIS FOOD LOOK SO COLORFUL AND BEAUTIFUL AND OUTSTANDING PIECE OF ART AND THE PEOPLE WHO ARE LUCKY TO GATHER A TASTE OF HIS FOOD, While he is there are lucky, MEETING CHEF GORDON RAMSAY ON HELL’S KITCHEN WOULD BE BETTER THEN MEETING THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

Some people don’t want to look old and so they have plastic surgery because they want to fill good about themselves and more power to them and some people go over board but it is there money and they can suffer and go throw all the pain, I see people who have had there stuff done but those house wives look happy and cheerful and not worried about a thing and most of all to feed them fast and help other people to get the food out or just stay on top of things and open my mind and learn from every direction and not be a fuck up or a screw up in any way shape or form but even the front runners fuck up and that means shits happens and of course every one has a bad day and shit hits the fan but what I like about Chef Gordon Ramsay gets on your ass for fucking up, THAT MEANS PULL IT TOGETHER AND GET BACK ON TRACK AND FIND YOUR GROUNDING AND GET BACK ON TRACK AND STOP FUCKING UP AND DO IT THE WAY IT WAS INTENDED TO BE DONE AND HANDLE THE TASK AT HAND UNTIL ALL THE WORK IS COMPLETED AND MOST OF ALL LEARN AND AMAZE HIM AND RAZZLE DAZZLE HIM WITH COOKING LIKE HIM AND DOING THE FOOD HIS WAY AND EVERYTHING WOULD BE SMOOTH AND THE SHIP WOULD SAIL RIGHT.

I am straight 100% But the woman that come to eat at HELL’S KITCHEN ARE THE BOMB AND THEY ARE DRESSED TO KILL AND THEY LOOK LIKE ROCK STARS AND MODELS AND REALLY BEAUTIFUL OLD LADIES ARE FOXY AS FUCK BUT THEY CAN’T COOK AND THE IS THE REASON THEY ARE OUT FOR DINNER AND IT IS A GIFT TO MAKE SURE ALL THIS SWEET WONDERFUL AND GRACEFUL LADIES ARE FEED AND THAT IS THE REASON I AM ASKING FOR THAT SHOT AND THE MEN SEXY AND HOT AS HELL THE MEN ARE AND A LITTLE GRAY IS WISDOM AND LEARNING AND KNOWING BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO FEED THEM AS WELL WITH THERE LADY LOVE AND GIVE THEM A GREAT EVENING I HOPE YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND HELL’S KITCHEN AND GIVE ME MERCY AND A CHANCE.

Dear Chef Gordon Ramsay have a wonderful day and good health and good joy and god bless your mother and your wife and your whole family. Take care and I know that your so busy and your really moving your ass and have so much fucking stuff on your plate it is truly full and not full of shit.

Dear Hell’s kitchen I am 48 years old know and to tell you the truth I don’t see any woman my age on your show and I know that Chef is going to use the world old fashion and or call me an Old Fat Bitch if he gets made but I am scared of Hell’s kitchen Because you have to learn and dream it and time it and put the right spices together to make it taste the same greatness that Chef Gordon Ramsay brings to the table each time.

I have watched Chef Gordon Ramsay on shows where he goes and cooks against another Chef in there on place of business and Chef Lost to another person and that was Humbling and nice to see that another person way of doing something is good for other people and I know that Chef learned something from that and I Learn that you can be the best at what you can do and also you can learn what other people like and what makes there dish better then your dish and that is key learning and changing and going another direction is key to growing and doing it another way, Minus spices and other flavors are key and when Chef Lost it was not every one agreeing but most people liked the other one better and that was really weird to see him lose but not fully.

So many Kool people on VIP LIST IS WONDERFUL AND PEOPLE WHO ARE ON SEASON 9 BE REALLY HAPPY THAT OUT OF 1000s of people you where picked but for know after 5 weeks you are not feeling lucky and chilled and frustrated because your working your ass off and your tired and burned out and it is getting down to the wire and know you know who you hate and know you know who you can’t fucking stand and know the sound of there voice his like hearing some one scratch there fingernails on a black board and some people you can’t stand and want them to get the fuck out of there, The more you try to get them to leave and go, Your not paying attention to your moves and your starting to fuck up yourself and if you don’t watch it your ass will be getting tossed out before there ass hits the door and when you have a team work with your team and so you won’t lose and then you won’t get punished you stupid dumb mother fucking bitches and bastard work together and then get down to the final 5 and then start throwing mother fuckers under the bus and drive because your there to win and fuck every one who has walked in the door but if you made a friend and feel happy spirit then rock it the fuck out. Good Luck Season 9 I know that your missing your family and dogs and cats and everything under the sun and most of all Sex with your partner and you have frustration from not being able to bust a nut with your mate for 5 or 6 weeks Good luck man or woman.

You have lovely ladies with Beautiful legs coming to HELLS KITCHEN AND THEY ARE THERE TO FIND THERE SWEET TIGHT FORM BODIES AND THAT IS THE REASON YOU GET ON HELLS KITCHEN TO COOK FOR THIS WONDERFUL RICH PEOPLE WHO HAVE SPECIAL NEEDS IN THE KITCHEN AND I LOVE PICKY PEOPLE AND MEN WHO ARE HANDSOME AND IN GREAT SHAPE AND THE MEN ARE HOT AND SEXY AND WONDERFUL MOVIE STARS.

I am so fixed on cooking on Hell’s kitchen Because the show is so bold and mean and rude and people have freedom to call there co-workers mother fucking bitchs or tell another person to go fuck themselves or get the fuck out of the way or move your fucking ass out of my way cunt or bastard or cocksucker and that would be fun to be mean to people that you simply don’t like or tell some one to go to Hell but I am only talking about people that are trying out for a job just like you are of course you respect and lock down that type of talk around people that work for the production company.

I have written on this blog for a big ass reason trying to get L.A attention for Hell’s kitchen of course I Look like a stalker and of course I Really love the show and if I Could not cook then I WOULD NOT MESS WITH HELLS KITCHEN BUT OF COURSE THEY ARE NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO ME AND SO ALL I CAN DO IS THINK OF THINGS TO SAY AND HOPE THEY WILL TELL ME YES OR NO AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CALL ME AT 1-206-420-1727 AND TELL ME NO AND I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE FOREVER I AM STUPID BECAUSE I AM WAITING FOR THAT PHONE CALL AND WITH A CALL I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE AND YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT AND CRUSH MY HOPES FOR A SHOT AND IF YOU DON’T WANT ME JUST TELL ME BECAUSE I AM STUPID AND WILL WRITE ON THIS BLOG UNTIL HELL FREEZES OVER OR UNTIL THE DAY I DIE.

I CAN WIN AND KICK ASS AND DO TWICE AS MUCH WORK AND REALLY PUT UP WITH THE YELLING AND SCREAMING AND NAMES AND STAY ON TOP OF MY WORK AT HELLS KITCHEN AND THE REASON THE ABUSE WILL NOT BOTHER ME BECAUSE THERE IS NO BEATING MY ASS AFTER IT AND WHEN WE WHERE KIDS AND GOT THE BELT WE HAD NO CHOICE BUT I DID NOT WANT TO GET MY ASS KICKED AND SO I DID EVERYTHING THAT WAS ASKED OF ME AND MY ASS WAS NOT BEAT BUT MY SISTERS AND BROTHER GOT THERE ASS KICKED AND THAT WAS BECAUSE ARE FATHER WAS HARD CORE AND MEAN BUT WHEN I DID THE WORK RIGHT THAT MOTHER FUCKER COULD NOT SAY A WORD TO ME AND DEEP DOWN THAT WAS PURE PLEASURE TO HAVE HIM SIT DOWN AND HAVE A MEAL THAT HE COULD NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT REALLY ROCKED MY BOAT AND GAVE ME A THRILL BUT I LEARNED HOW TO COOK THE HARD ASS WAY AND THE WAY CHEF GORDON RAMSAY WOULD TALK TO PEOPLE IS THE SAME WAY I GOT TALKED TO LIKE IN THE LATE 70s and so that is not going to freak me out…In any way shape or form.

Funny as fuck to watch Chef Gordon RAMSAY GO OFF ON OTHER PEOPLE AND TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF OR CALL THEM ALITTLE BITCH IN PERSON AND I LOVE IT WHEN HE CALLS THEM DELUSION OR INSANE OR CRAZY AND I WANT TO BE AROUND THAT RAW AND HATEFUL DRAMA AND SEE WHAT HE SAYS ABOUT MY FOOD AND YES I FEEL THAT I CAN BUST MY ASS AND RESPECT HIS FOOD AND BE A FRONT RUNNER AND REMAIN A FRONT RUNNER UNTIL THE END. I WANT TO BE THE FIRST BLACK WOMAN TO WIN WHEN TENNILE AND ARIAL WHERE UP THERE IN THE FINAL 4 I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO LOSE MY SHOT AT BEING THE FIRST BLACK WOMAN TO WIN BUT IF THEY EVER LET ME ON THAT SHOW I WILL DIG DEEP AND PUT OUT ALL THE FOOD I KNOW AND REALLY FEED PEOPLE AND AS A FAT WOMAN I DON’T LIKE TO SEE PEOPLE HUNGER AND THAT IS THE MAIN REASON I WOULD WIN AND KICK ASS AND BE THE WINNER OF HELLS KITCHEN.

I KNOW I GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO WIN HELL’S KITCHEN ALL THE PUNK ASS BASTARDS AND LITTLE BITCHES ARE GOING TO HAVE TO BEND OVER AND TAKE IT UP THE ASS BECAUSE I AM THERE TO BLOW MINDS AND PUT UP FOOD THAT IS SO GOOD THAT IT WOULD MAKE CHEF GORDON RAMSAY WALK OFF WITH THE PLATE AND YES I AM SO GOOD THAT I WOULD HAVE THOSE PEOPLE IN THE DINNING AREA WANTING TO GET A BACK UP MEAL TO TAKE HOME AND IN MY MIND I AM GOOD AND I LOVE HELLS KITCHEN AND WANT TO SHOW IT AND NOT TO BLOW IT AND WIN AND SO I CAN START A NEW FUCKING LIFE AND THAT DREAM IS WINNING AND YES EVERY TOM, DICK AND HARRY AND ALL THE LITTLE BITCHES ARE GOING TO HAVE TO FUCK OFF, IF I WALK THROW THAT DOOR I AM GOING TO WIN AND I WILL DO IT WITH A SMILE AND I STUDY HELLS KITCHEN LIKE CRAZY BUT I WANT TO BE AROUND THAT CRAZY SHIT REAL BAD AND I WOULD LOVE EVERY MOMENT.

Season 9 it has to be hard to be watched like a Hawk, Every time you fuck up…Chef Gordon Ramsay is there to kick you in the ass at a drop of the hat and men I bet it is really hard being called a bastard and or a stupid motherfucker or a son of a bitch or to be told to fuck off if your not doing a great job in the kitchen and ladies it must be really hard if your fat being called a stupid fat cow or lazy fat bitch or to be told to get the fuck out of the kitchen and what makes Hell’s kitchen so hard is that your not allowed to speak up and tell Chef Gordon Ramsay to go fuck himself and Men and Woman of HELL’S KITCHEN CONTROL OF EMOTIONS IS KEY AND YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT CHEF GORDON RAMSAY IS GIVING YOU THE CHANCE OF A LIFE TIME AND TO GET YOUR EMOTIONS IN CHECK AND SAVE THAT TENTION FOR OTHER THINGS LIKE DOING A BETTER JOB AND WORKING FLAWLESSLY AND SO HE HAS NO REASON TO JUMP ON YOUR ASS ABOUT YOUR JOB.

Bust your ass and make a move and get something done and move like your fucking on the floor and so your ass is not out the door and listen and communication is key and talking to each and every person per order and making sure your on the same page and with that you can do anything and keep it up night after night and learn and learn like a mother fuck and keep in mind learning each station and so if some one is tossed off, You can jump in and take over there station as well and keep the faith and keep hope in your heart and always cover your team until there are 5 left and then the dirt starts when your out for yourself and other people are paying the price and of course at this time, It is good to throw other people under the BUS, Because at that point, Who gives a flying fuck… At that point your there to win and fuck every one else and screw every one else and at that point every one can kiss your fucking ass.

Final 2 is what you are looking for and only the strong make it to that point and it is better to just work as a team and save your power of abuse toward the end but make every one like you and respect you and think of you as a friend, Because your going to need them down the road and that means don’t burn your bridges and Don’t fuck people over because…It is going to come back and bite you in the fucking ass and then you will lose and that is something that you would hate and that is hurting yourself on so many levels and good luck season 9 and yes it is going to be a pain in the ass toward the end but who ever makes it is going to be happy go lucky cheerful on top of the world. Your life only gets better and delightful and grand.

The Best of the Best only get to walk throw Hell’s kitcen and fucking get to cook for Chef Gordon Ramsay? I Would be cooking for my life and each meal would be great because I WOULD ACT LIKE I AM COOKING FOR KINGS AND QUEENS AT HELL’S KITCHEN AND I WOULD HONOR CHEF GORDON RAMSAY BY LEARNING HIS FOOD AND DOING HIS FOOD THE WAY HE WOULD DO HIS FOOD AND THAT WOULD BE BIG RESPECT THAT I WOULD SHOW HIM. LEARNING AND PAYING ATTENTION TO DETAILS AND TREATING HIM NICE AND KIND,NO MATTER HOW RUDE HE IS TO ME WOULD BE GREAT STRONG. I LOVE THE SHOW AND I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I AM TRYING TO GET ON THE SHOW.

PLAYING HARD BALL AND KEEPING UP IN THE KITCHEN AFTER YOU GET THE JOB AND THAT MEANS COMING UP WITH MASSIVE IDEAS AND BEING ABLE TO MAKE THAT MONEY YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE EACH AND EVERY MONTH OR MAKE IT SO THAT THEY WILL KEEP YOU AROUND AFTER THE 3 YEARS IS UP AND I GUESS THE ONES THAT GOT KICKED TO THE CURB WAS NOT WORTH THERE WEIGHT IN GOLD AND I BET THEY COULD NOT TURN THAT MONEY OVER 10 TIMES IN A YEAR TO STICK AROUND AFTER THE 3 YEARS WAS UP AND OVER AND THAT MEANT THERE ASS WAS OUT.

No I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO SCHOOL BUT I CAN COOK MY ASS OFF AND I WOULD REALLY PUSH HARDER THEN I HAVE EVER PUSHED FOR A REAL HARD CORE AND DON’T PLAY PAYCHECK FROM A JOB AT HELLS KITCHEN AND YES THE OTHER COOKS MUST REALLY SUCK AND NOT MAKING THE MONEY BACK AND THAT CREATES LOSE AND LOSE FOR SOME PLACE WHO THINKS THEY HAVE MASSIVE IDEAS THAT ARE GOING TO KEEP BRINGING IN THE MONEY AND OF COURSE VERBLE ABUSE COULD CARE LESS ASLONG AS A ASS BEATING DON’T COME ALONG WITH IT I AM DOWN AND READY TO ROCK IT OUT BUT I HAVE TO HAVE A CHANCE AND ONE SHOT AT THAT DOOR BUT OF COURSE I AM ASKING BUT ON THE OTHER HAND,,,I HAVE ASKED AND ASKED AND IT SEEMS LIKE HELL IS FREEZING OVER BUT WHAT THE HELL I WILL KEEP TRYING?

Keep ONE LIFE TO LIVE ALIVE THAT SOAP HAS SO MANY HOT MEN ON THERE AND IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY TO THINK THAT I WILL NEVER SEE THEM ALL TOGETHER ON ONE SHOW BUT DID ANY ONE WATCH MASTERCHEF YESTERDAY I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO GET A DOUBLE SHOT ON MONDAY AND IT DID NOT HAPPEN AND THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF AND REALLY MAKES ME MADE AND OF COURSE TAKE CARE EVERY ONE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY.

Keep ONE LIFE TO LIVE ALIVE THAT SOAP HAS SO MANY HOT MEN ON THERE AND IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY TO THINK THAT I WILL NEVER SEE THEM ALL TOGETHER ON ONE SHOW BUT DID ANY ONE WATCH MASTERCHEF YESTERDAY I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO GET A DOUBLE SHOT ON MONDAY AND IT DID NOT HAPPEN AND THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF AND REALLY MAKES ME MADE AND OF COURSE TAKE CARE EVERY ONE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY.LOVB HELLS KITCHEN

Every friend of mine love MASTERCHEF, BECAUSE RAMSAY IS SO NICE BUT UNDER HIS BREATH I CAN STILL HEAR THE INSULTS AND THAT IS WHAT HOLDS MY ATTENTION AND I WONDER HOW IS HE GOING TO BRING ON THE FAT JOKES AND TALK DOWN TO PEOPLE THAT ARE IN THE CONTEST AND THE FUN IS SEEING IF HE CAN BREAK PEOPLE DOWN AND MAKE THEM FLIP OUT AND LOSE THERE MIND?

Sexual Harrassment needs to stop and men need to get there ass kicked from the woman boyfriend or husband and or father and the bastard needs to be pulled into the office right away and the issue needs to be crushed before it gets out of hand and this should not effect the ladies work. See if there girlfriend and or wife is told about the things there mate is asking about? Sex wise? Then the sex starved man can go another direction to get his frustration out on his lover…Instead of some one who is not interested in giving themselves to the man to start off with and Sexual Harrassment starts right after the woman rejects your offer of sex and the reason the woman is saying no? She is not interested in fucking you and if you where Brad Pitt or Bradley Cooper or Gerold Butler then it would be great to fuck you back but mother fucking stupid bastard the woman don’t want your mother fucking ass and so she should just have her boyfriend beat your ass men and that way you will stop fucking with woman on the job. That is a good way to stop harrassment is by having there ass kicked.

Okay Men out there you are really horny and need to get laided and your girlfriend is not doing there job? That means your not getting enough sex….Secret Libra woman love sex and they will be your booty call and yes feel free to ask them for there sign? Virgo and Leo go good together for sex and Aries should always Aim toward Capricorn…Because they will go with the flow and be ready to go…Scorpio are so Horny and need sex acouple times aday and that is the reason Chef Gordon Ramsay cheated on his wife and know that he was caugh the relationship has ended but of course the issue or more sex should make his relationship work well and put the relationship back on track.

Save One life to Live on A.B.C. and let the other Soaps go to HELL and the reason, I really love the show since Todd Manning is back on one life to live..Well the other Todd was a tease and other men have held my attention but it takes [FIVE MEN] to be one Roger Howarth and that is Sexy Hot Rexy and John who is Sexy as HELL once he shows off his hot arms and The Three Ford Brothers and 1,2,3, Hot Sexy to me but Roger Howarth is Back and I have been waiting for him to come back and good things come to those who wait and of course I Love seeing him on the show and he is so cute and major hot and sexy as hell.

Pisces sign is old fashion in every way shape and form and Men if You meet a woman who is Pisces let her take control and plan all the love making and that means, Be old fashion and never push but hold hands and talk and spend time together and just be romantic? Without talking to them like a Whore or Skank? Be old fashion men and they will want to make love to you all the time. Don’t ever offer them sex! Let them offer you and at this point it can be any one game.

Virgo the Virgin your so nice and kind and loving and thoughtful? The Problem is that your relationships have a tendancy to go left field. You love to help people that fuck you over and use you and you will never stop being there for this people? Family and friends will take advantage of you and take you for all you have and of course anger you and the biggest problem! You will take more and more and more and there is no breaking point for you and that means you give until it hurts!And you need some one who is going to hang in there with you and stay for the long road ahead and that is why a Leo the Lion is your True Blue Mate to Date or have a relationship with and this person will stick with you until the day you Die?

Hell’s kitchen is really bitching…Because this show is all about what is mention and running and jumping and doing your work and not being treated like a jerk but if you fuck up without luck..Your ass is kicked off the show as you go and you have to be strong to stay there long and you have to keep pushing? Insults and put down and some man you never met calling you names and you can’t tell him to go fuck himself, Without getting your ass kicked off the show down the road and it is all about being humble and putting up with the shit to get what you want for your future?

HELL’S KITCHEN IS HARD TO GET ON AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU BUG THEM…SIMPLY NOT WANTED BECAUSE I CAN’T BE BROKEN INTO LITTLE PIECE LIKE THE REST OF THOSE WOMAN AND OF COURSE FEAR WOULD KEEP ME IN LINE AND I KNOW IF I EVER GOT ON THAT SHOW! I WOULD BE THE LAST MOTHER-FUCKER STANDING AND YES I WOULD WIN.

No Music is adding stress to the people that are on Hell’s kitchen for 7 weeks and Masterchef was great to see something new and know I understand and that is re-harshing the old shots and adding with the new and this week was Weird and strange but alright and it was nice to see! People moving on to the next stage? Apples and creating a Chicken Dish and yes when your weak in cooking it shows all over your plate and when you have to create and gather a meal within an hour is really thinking on your toes and pushing it to a new level and really thinking and plan to have a fantastic and outstanding meal that is going to blow…up and taste great and has massive taste and yummy-ness to it and pleasure to put in your mouth and move pass your lips is pure Delight and like no other taste in the world and yes it is okay to re-harsh on Masterchef and it is nice to see..Where people go wrong and yes I will write on this blog forever and ever…Never Giving up?

How do you kill stress on Masterchef when your not working the line!Listen to massive amount of music and take warm baths and end it with a shower? But to change the sub-ject what if there was a contest? Between Chef Bobby Flay and Chef Curtis Stone..Who do you think would Win? And Also it would be nice to see Chef Gordon Ramsay go on Dancing with The Stars on A.B.C. He can Dance I have seen some of his Dancing and that would be fun and silly and strange. Masterchef is great and seeing Granny Smith Apples really take me back and We had a Tree as well and love the show and really love to watch it as much as you can show it over and over again and yes 3 hours…Makes up for it to some degree but lets face facts only one hour of New-ness was applied and This is a Teasing of the Soul but Yes World it is a point of no return of Harrassing Hells kitchen…I Already look like a Fool! Bugging the Heck out of Hell’s kitchen but I am willing to keep going on and on and on and on?

It looks like I am writting on this blog to get attention from Hells kitchen and it looks like I am going to have to do this forever and ever and ever and I am not a Stalker and I am not trying to get on any one nerves or drive people crazy or screw with people heads but I feel that I have what it takes to Win HELLS KITCHEN AND I WOULD NOT BOTHER YOU,…If I Felt I was not up to Winning and The Thing is..That I am Numb to all of Chefs words of Hate and Abuse and that would not effect me in any way shape of form..His mean words don’t shake me…It is funny to me and makes me want to smile and laugh and To hear his mean-ness in person would be something worth fighting for and to not know what he is going to say day after day is worth the fight to hear his conversation to other and to listen to his voice and see how his temper gets out of control is very thrilling and I have seen weak ass people kicked out of the door….The very first day and that is fear and scared but I Still want to move near it and all I can think of is writting on this blog every day for the rest of my life and just keep trying and trying until?

Dear Masterchef I know what your going to do and that is to show me the same thing over and over and over and so that way I can see how people are being Dumb in so many ways and that is to try something new that they never tried at home and that is when they mess up and get sloppy and get kicked off the show..Bad Idea to make Gumbo in an Hour,,Massive screw ups and massive people going home and that is why Masterchef is going to be short but sweet and to the point..This time around people are going to get kicked in the butt and moved out of there fast and this time we are going toward the gold and every one has to have nothing but good days and be the best or go home?

I Really like Max and hope he sticks around and that little sweet hot boy is easy on the eyes and I am wishing for him to win and I like his little personality and his Mind is really formed and he seems really smart and He is going to leave every one in the dust and He is smart beyond his years and It is nice to see masterchef again and I Love the little reminders and of course double dipping is wonderful and I Like the fact that it is on Mondays and Tuesdays and love it and of course for the smart ass remarks alone is so worth while.

LOVE MASTERCHEF AND MAX IS HOT AND CUTE AND REALLY YUMMY TO LOOK AT AND A REAL SMART ASS AND I LOVE HIS SHIT CRAP TALK THAT HE TALKS ABOUT EVERY ONE WHO GETS IN HIS WAY AND HE IS SMART BEYOND HIS YEARS AND HE IS GOING TO GIVE THIS SHOW A RUN FOR THE MONEY AND I HOPE AND PRAY THAT HE DOES NOT HAVE A BAD DAY…! One fucked up day can send your fucking ass away and I want him to stay! Because he is easy on the eye and he is fine as wine! Smoking Hot and really sexy as fuck and a real dick at that but I like his personality and his sense of humor. He is going to Rock the Hell out of Masterchef and is going to blow every one out of the water.

It is a point of no return, I already look like a fool writting about HELLS KITCHEN EACH AND EVERY DAY AND I KNOW THAT IT IS TOO LATE BUT WHAT THE FUCK! I got time on my hands and I GOT TIME TO KILL AND SO I AM GOING TO BUG THE FUCK OUT OF HELLS KITCHEN AND HOPE THEY NOTICE BUT ON THE OTHER HAND! I don’t think they give a Rat Ass and think I am going to go away… Wrong I will fuck with you until the day I die and until you give me one single shot at the show and lets face the motherfucking facts! You always have weak ass people that your throwing out from day one and I would love but what the fuck..I am not even wanted or needed or asked to walk throw the door and I am just a pest and a Bugaboo and I KNOW THAT I AM JUST WASTEING MY TIME BUT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CALL ME AND TELL ME TO FUCK OFF…UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO WRITE TO YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER UNTIL THE DAY I die.

Massive Crazy ass mother fucking drivers here in Seattle know and It seems like people are just rushing around this mother fucker and they are driving there ass off to get to a fucking red light and that is Bull fucking shit and I am frighten to drive and often find myself double checking on this nuts on the road and when I GO THROW A YELLOW LIGHT THE MOTHER FUCKER IS ATTACHED ON MY ASS LIKE WHITE ON RICE AND IN TIMES OF FRUSTRATION I FIND MYSELF PULLING OVER AND ALLOWING THE RUSHY RUE BASTARD BITCH GET PASS ME…Good Luck Season 9 and have fun in that Hell whole and learn fast and study your ass off and gather an understanding in that son of a bitch location of HELL AND YOUR LUCKY AND YOUR GETTING TO HEAR THAT SHIT CRAP TALK AND GET TO LET LOOSE AND SAY EVERY NAME IN THE BOOK AND JUST HEAR ALL THE DIRTY HURTFUL WORDS…FUN AND FUNNY AND GET READY TO JUMP THROW HOOPS AND GET WITH THE PROGRAM AND LET THE GAME BEGAIN…MASTERCHEF IS GOING TO BE WONDERFUL ALL BECAUSE OF MAX AND SWEET HEART…FINE CUTE SWEETHEART STAY WITH THE PROGRAM AND KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE BALL AND ROCK THAT SHOW COMPLETELY THE FUCK OUT MAX…I GOT MY FINGERS CROSSED FOR YOU! Take care all of you….” Yes!

PEOPLE ON YOUR SHOW LOOK LIKE THEY ARE GOING TO CRUMBLE AND THEY SEEM LIKE A BUNCH OF CRY BABIES AND IT LOOKS AS THOUGH (This Whole issue is really grossing you out! Masterchef Max Ran out of Fight and the down fall is Dessert and of course he stay in amazing shape and the money means nothing to him! He has that in his back pocket and his actions nolonger match his Actions and that means he can talk the talk but can nolonger walk the talk. He could not even get a steak well done and that is really messed up and Yes he could be a movie star some where with his good looks and smart ass mouth and He treats people like slaves or they are below him and he is only 18 years old and Rich and has a future but He did give the show a Run for the Money and took acouple of major shots at everything and really put his mark across. But he is young and has his whole future ahead…Seattle drivers are crazy or all this people from other states really suck on the road and because of that I am going to drive less and only the back roads if some mother fucker is trying to bum rush me throw the streets get massive crazy and not much fun but Hello Hells kitchen on the 18 of June and yes I am going to love watching you give it to this other people like no one can and the only thing I am sorry about is not being there and that is fucked to want to be around such Bullshit but that is the way I Feel!

The Drama and Trama and the way Chef Gordon Ramsay is looking at this people is a look of Gross-ness and Working with a bunch of fools or Crazy and stupid ass people but that is going to be fun to watch and this year massive cry babies and Drama Queen is going to be a real shake up and I Wonder if any of the men are going to get under his skin and Rub Chef the wrong way! One life to live Todd Manning the key is the Bird that loved clam sauce is what they are looking for and remember to start singing the one life to live theme song and add the real Todd to the line up of the show and please stop Blair or Kassie from singing in the future her singing really sucks and completely blow.

Ryan Dunn really Rich and could afford a Taxi home and send some one to pick up the car the next day and Drinking and Driving and Dieing did not have to happen! I feel bad for his family and friends having to lose some one that they love and it is over something that should not had happen to begain with. Chef Gordon Ramsay it just seems like your really pissed off at the group of cooks you have this year and I Bet the food is not as good as the people you met on Masterchef. I bet that really sucks and blows and I bet your going to be calling Hells group of people more names and…This group of people are going to be more of a pain in the ass.

I can’t believe how many messages I have written…I am not worth your time and your going to completely ignore me forever and ever right?

Good I found this blog again and the other one needs a rest and most of all many messages left in the other direction and most of all still trying to get your attention but will give up completely if…I See season 10 on fox 13 q and..I take that as just saying goodbye to this blog but still waiting for a no thanks.

I try to have faith and hope and often want to keep trying and never give up but there is a point of no return and most of all just waiting for a letter which is really cheap and even a post card is cheaper and….Just need to know that I Can just give up and never try again would be a great relief and…With me not bugging you any more..That means you will not have to have me blogging you people ever again and that means you won’t have to have me tell you more and more and more stuff from me and that way…I WOULD STOP GIVING YOU REASON AND OFFER POINTS OF VIEW TOWARDS YOU IN THE FUTURE…I WOULD JUST LEAVE YOU ALONE COMPLETELY 100% but all it takes is no thank you casonia and to say thanks but no thanks and…I WOULD GET LOST.

The only reason…I KEEP WRITTING YOU AND BLOGGING YOU IS HOPE AND WANTING TO GET ON THE SHOW BUT YOU CAN END THAT HOPE AND ONLY YOU CAN DO IT AND YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IT AND YOU CAN DO IT ANYTIME YOU WANT TO DO IT AND THAT IS TO SAY GET LOST AND WE ARE NEVER GOING TO HAVE YOU ON THE SHOW.

It would be nice and kind and thoughtful to put me to rest from asking about Hells kitchen each and every week…Because I AM TIRED OF ASKING I HAVE CUT IT DOWN TO SOME DEGREE BUT YOU CAN KINDLY END THIS BY JUST SAYING NO THANKS BECAUSE WE DON’T WANT YOU AND WE ARE SAYING NO THANK YOU….I Would just simply give up and look at the bright picture and that picture would be adlease I Tried.

Know lets see what happens and season 10 casting for Hells kitchen going to start soon?

Have you already did your picks for season 10? Remember for the last two years a man and…. A woman have tossed there chance away because they could feel the pressure of the show once they where throw the door.

This people who are only on the show for one single day…Already know what is going to happen and already know the stress and tention of the game and either played sick or made themselves sick to get kicked out and either trashed there chance.

I think it sucks and blows to have some one leave after one day and not even doing a service at that and that means that a chance some one wants is a major total waste and…THAT CHANCE IS GIVEN TO SOME ONE WHO DID NOT APPRECIATE IT OR JUST WANTED IT AND WAS GOING TO THROW IT AWAY IN THE BACK OF THERE MIND…NO Fair to do that and really wasted time but on the other hand…Playing head games and just leaving every thing at the table and tossing it away.

For years and months and weeks trying to get your attention but all I Am waiting for is to hear the word no thank you or your never going to get a chance and yes it is going to hurt but at the same time give me relief and that way I CAN GIVE UP ON MY DREAM AND TOSS IN THE TOWLE.

You have the power to stop me from asking you for a chance…LETS FACE FACTS YOU COMPLETELY IGNORE ME ON THIS BLOG AND FOR YEARS BUT I HAD HOPE AND THAT WAS THE ONLY REASON I KEEP ASKING TO END THIS ASKING AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CALL ME AND TELL ME NO THANKS AND CALL COLLECT AND JUST SAY NO AND THAT WAY YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO HEAR FROM ME AGAIN.

There are times when I Was rude and heartless in the way I WROTE BUT FRUSTRATION HAS TAKEN OVER AND GETTING PISSED OFF HAS TAKEN OVER AND WRITTING LETTER AFTER LATER AND SENDING CARD AFTER CARD AND CALLING AND WRITTING IS REALLY FRUSTRATING AND I GET REALLY MAD AND REALLY PISSED OFF AND THIS DOES NOT HAVE TO KEEP GOING AND IT CAN END IF YOU JUST TELL ME NO FREAKING WAY AND I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE…ARE YOU IGNORING THIS OR ARE YOU READING EACH AND EVERY DAY AND DON’T GIVE A RATS ASS.

Really all you have to do is kick me in the ass know and end my hope and…Writting on this blog will end?

Happy Birthday Chef Gordon Ramsay or simply James?

Sooner or later it is going to show in Seattle?

Let me count the times here and see how many times! I have reached out trying to gather your attention?

I Know that I am talking and talking throw this blog to you and it is really hard for me to understand why it is taking so long but Season 10 is going to happen and…All I want is some relief and be told to Buzz off and or get lost….Why is it hard for you to reach out and say goodbye but on the other hand what are you getting out of me writting on this blog…Is there any one out there paying attention or not?

Okay do you want to see the hateful part of me on this blog…I hate Elisa and would had been really rude to this girl until she broke down and cried and yes! I would had broke her ass…You want to know how…?

I Would had told her to go back to the Ghetto she came from and….I Would had call her a black bitch on t.v. Is that harsh enough for you?

I Would had told that cunt to get out of my fucking face and eat shit and die.

How can you ignore me and seem to not notice this broken record playing? Hells kitchen is Bitching and it is tense and to the point and on that show you have to shit or get off the pot?

Good luck to season 10 of Hells kitchen!

Happy Thankgiven every one and this year…I am going to pass on thankgiving dinner from my sister in laws house her dry turkey and bland dressing and her sweet potota turns into soup and her mac and cheese is so bland and dry and salt city sucks ass and will not put myself down for her soggy pies and over cooked cookies…I used to feed the dogs and or homeless people on the way home…But it is not worth the ride..If I can’t eat her food.

Some peoples food is so gross that, I really can’t say anything but to be nice it is better to say..I Will eat it later and feed it to a dog and better yet a homeless dog at that. I hate it when people cook for me and if I Don’t ask for it!Then simply don’t do it and…I don’t want to lie to people about liking there food but at the same time…Don’t want to hurt there feelings about it and if it spells funny or taste funny..I will not let that food go down my throat….I Will put it in my napkin!

There are some slop pot cooks and…I find there food fit for a pig or maybe a dog and if a dog is starving they will eat it and,….I love my sister Izzeta but all I Want is to spend time with my family and say hello is more important then the food…I Just love spending time with Newfews and Nieces and that is really it but her sweets are too sweet and she never use butter to bake and that really sucks ass.

I Love my sister very much but her food really sucks and she will not use spices and flavors and soul food has to have soul and it could not be soul-less and bland and boring and there is more spice then salt and pepper and…that is all she will use and there fore it is not even worth the drive…Some people should place there food away within an hour and that way it won’t spoil and build up something that could kill you.

I feel that Chef Gordon RAMSAY IS A GOOD LUCK CHARM AND BEING AROUND HIM FOR AN HOUR OR SO GOOD LUCK WILL COME A PERSON WAY.

I Know that Chef Gordon can bring something down and have understanding on how a dish was preparded and fixed and put together and Meat Ball is his passion but on the other hand..No one in this world makes a meat ball like any one else in the world but just speaking in another direction.

Well Hells kitchen seem really hard and stressful and how is some one going to come throw that and how is it going to effect you and…How are you going to make it to the top without tripping out and or crumble and fall is what is crazy.

Bring on the stress and frustration and most of all being creative but on the other hand to share everything you know and at the same time learning from a man who is all about breaking down his dishes and doing the food his way and that way from the start your learning about class and taste and high end food that is truely amazing and stunning and out of this world lovely food.

I know that my grandmother was a pretty good cook and of course her roast really rocked and it was so tender and tasty and incredible and that is what so amazing about herbs and spices and flavor and yummy-ness and roasted potatos and other tender cooked veggies to go along and that gravy was outstanding and fresh and homemade.

Grandmother master of Desserts that where just so lightly sweetened and you did not have to feel bad or nutty for eatting it and the taste and flavor was amazing and outstanding and of course learning from my grandmother was wonderful because she took me by the hand and…Showed me all her secrets and tricks and learning and…I have a deep passion for this and really want to do this and show what is inside me.

Masterchef has to be great to try out for and what do you need to cook to get on the show a 4 course meal or something?

Happy after Birthday Chef Gordon Ramsay.

I wish you for once would walk out of Kitchen Nightmare just Dumping the ungrateful person and just leave them hanging!Some people don’t care and are out to take advantage of you and…I don’t like that!

Sweet Happy Birthday to a man who really works hard and Kitchen Nightmare was really amazing and incredible to watch in two pieces and what makes it extra great is that you open people eyes up and make them think about how much control a person really has in there career and also Chef Gordon Ramsay show people that there are other ways to go and ask for a new direction to go in there career.

Dear Hells kitchen the stalking is over and you will never ever hear from me again..Found out yesterday that your show for season 10 was wrapping up and that means…That I am completely ignored but on top of that rejected all the way around…Today is my very last day paying attention to this blog and will never ever write another word about you again and will never ever contact you in the future..I am just saying goodbye and have a nice day.

I had spent years and months and weeks and days and countless hours trying but…I am not worth while in your eyes and I Feel sad about it but there is nothing..I can do but just leave and…All I want you to know is there are no hard feelings and..I Will always like Hells kitchen and Kitchen Nightmare and Masterchef forever and in my mind this three shows are the best in my book!

Goodbye and it is better to find out that!I am rejected know then hang in there blogging you for God knows how long but all in all…I am sick and tired of trying and know there is an end to this madness of asking and begging and pleading and…I made the phone call? Found out and know don’t worry I am leaving for good..Never to return or even start asking in the future…I have spent thousands of Hours asking and know…I am gone for good…No hard feelings and will alway like your shows.

It is a relief that..I don’t have to think of things to say and even open my mind to tell you all my thoughts and feelings and emotions but….I am done and…I am gone and you don’t ever have to worry about my blogging you anymore in the future! Goodbye Chef Gordon Ramsay.